thats fast... new year is over( in fact not really over until YuanXiao) but got to go back to school tmr.

already change my nick back to normal. but is everything really back to normal as it seems... still got to observe a while. cant let my guards down.

kind of lazy. must be rest for too long.. got to do the animation. but i just started it just now. realise i dunno how to do video post in 3d max. whatever la.

Still got to try out the assg 5 & 6 for the next 2 classes for CSCI236-3D modelling and animation.

Sianz. suddenly like give everything back to teacher.. forgot how to do everything.. lack of practice and playing around with the software..
hmm.. think must really spend some time on practising liao.

wanna start my next round of detox diet soon.

a bit sore throat also.. must be the food from new year- BA KUA,love letter etc..

sleep a lot still feel very tired or rather just feel very lazy the whole day(in fact.. for the last 2 days)

just a quick blog b4 i go out.
chinese new year is coming. to be exact. chinese new year eve is tmr.

the stupid incident have been bothering me for more than 1 week.
there is 1 friend who told me: why should i be angry if i dun care abt this friend.
and that everybody have a choice. there is a solutions to everything.

i agree that everyproblem got a solution. but that doesn apply to all cases.
in this case it is a bit complicated. it is not just 2 friends who argue. if it is, you can say that if 1 side give in 1st the problem will somehow be solved.
but in this case.. i simply dun have a choice. whether we can still be friends or not. depends on him.
if he thinks that " let be friends again = still have hope between us" then my answer will be " NO... NO MORE FRIENDS".. as simple as that... i wanna stop the cycle.
it have been 2 years. i beat around the bush for 2 years. hinting that it is not possible between us. But he dun get it... in his mind... he equalize friends as hopes between us..
how long can i tahan this. i got to stop this cycle from going all over again.
I want to be friends.. but there are ppl who dun wan to be just purely friends.
So do all of you still think i have another choice other than STOP this friendship?
Dun make it seems like its me that is too Heartless. I have No Choice.

Have been long since i last posted... FINALLY.. know how to change the template... i actually know how to change .. all along its the blogger problem..
if you use layout- default template. you cant use the customized template.
got to change to classic template to be able to change to those blog skins available.

Anyway i did it.. BUT haven finish editing all stuff.
quite troublesome. so not me... i rather use a simple default template to post what i want to say...

Read from somewhere that... Life is already so messy and troublesome. will keep the blog as simple as possible...>> i totally agreed.

but its good to just try new things. if really not used to it.. can change back to template anytime.

Recently a bit Frustrated by an idiot who just dont understand my words.
Long story....really frustrating and irritating...
Haiz.
friends who got my msn will know..
my MSN nick is now...
GET A LIFE.... PLEASE... LEAVE ME ALONE or KILL ME INSTEAD.

yup... thats how frustrated i am..