Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Its tues liao..
1 week pass by again.
I am still sick.
But definately getting better.

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browsing through friends' blog and realise their lifes are so interesting.

got to mention ZR somehow.
Seriously, i am glad for him that he finally found what he looking for in love.

But it makes me start to wonder.
If i were him, can i start a new relationship that fast?.[not long after ending the previous 1]
I will probably be still in pain and cant forget that love i had for that ex.
Hmm.
Diff ppl, diff perspective and ways we do things.

Maybe just because i am those kind of stubborn ppl.
When i choose something i will really be very 死心眼。
And i really mean it. I can actually 暗恋 a guy for 10 yrs. even when we start to see each other lesser and lesser, but each time i heard news abt him or even by chance saw him on the streets, my heart will still pump fast.
I guess he is the only 1 who can make my heart pumps that way [at least up till now].
I might have crush on other guys but its kind of short term and my heart dont beat the same way it does for that 1st guy.
LOL

ok
enough of that.
friends will be surprise to hear me mention abt my crush on guys.
LOL
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Judo 1st grading is on 11 dec. my concert ends on 10 dec
i did not go trainings since OCT. so therefore i not able to go for grading.
Damn Sad lo.

i am going to be 1 grade lower than my batch.

Concert day getting nearer, things still not done. Still sick.
Stress. Kan chong.

Why my weight nv get lighter from the illness?
still as fat.
Hais.
more stress

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

MC
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today on MC.

This morning i woke up coughing and vomit out the phlegm and mucus that is affecting my breathing.
For the past few days, i got to "Clear" my throat every morning.
To force-cough out the mucus-phlegm stuck inside.
It is green in color and its alot and alot.

Ok i should stop being disgusting. LOL

anyway, this morning i woke up vomiting and i know i got no choice.
I cough till i got headache. I cant breathe properly. I lost my voice.
I got to see a doc.
Anyway, the system at the polyclinic is better now. dun really got to wait that long as compared to last time.
Back to the point, the doctor was telling me that he can see this being big. as himself also got the same symptons and also a few of the doctors and nurses there also. He say this will be dragging for some time b4 i can totally recover.
I ask him if i can get well b4 dec concert. he gave me a very unsure face.
But anyway, he gave me a prescription and at the same time ask me to buy the lozenges that the doctors will take went they have sore throat.

Each @ $2.20

Then the pharmacists told me they run out of 1 of the medicines, so i need went back to the doctor to get a external prescription.
So i went up again, get the prescription then came down to the pharmacists to get the rest of my medicines... the doctor really give me alot of medicines.




But lucky its cheap. All @ $5.60. Plus consultation $9.

then i am back at my market, went to the Unity NTUC Healthcare pharmacy to get the medicine. and i realise it is a poison. to be exact, those consider posion medicine are those which can only take 1 tablet a day. if overdose will be dangerous.
And it is normally smaller in size as compared to normal tablet.










1 box of 10 tablet @ $9.95


This is not the 1st time i took a "poison" anyway. the 1st time i had "poison" was during poly when i got a virus cloning bateria on my right leg.
I had to take the "poison" to stop the cloning and spreading on my skins.
That "poison" is in diamond shape and 1 tablet in 1 box only.

So back to the point again.
I hope i can be well b4 the concert.
i seriously need more practice before the concert and i want to dance.

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Sunday, November 16, 2008

I LOST MY VOICE.
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Due to not enough rest and sleep. Plus not enough intake of WATER.
I officially fall sick.
I cant really remember when did i last see a doc.
I am just like those who mention as 抵抗力超强的笨蛋.
Wont fall sick easily.
But once i really fall sick.. Damn.... its going to be serious.

on thurs, i woke up with a sore throat.
I quickly drink honey, lots of water.
But it doesnt help.
Fri i started to cough a bit.
Then Sat i have problem speaking.
Then Today. I lost my voice.

SIANZ.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Quick updates
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Sat after work at 3pm, went bugis again to shop for costumes.

Sun work then go JP for chicky club performance then back to work.

Mon went shop for costume again at JE and IMM.
Saw the OSIM roadshow. Went to try the uCrown, uRobic, Blood pressure measuring system and uYoyo.
The uYOYO is damn good.
there is this stiff shoulder function.
The sales demo on me. full 15 mins.
After that my shoulder is so MUCH Better.
But it cos $5000++.
-.-""

Tues .. nothing much. work as usual. till 10pm. ms foo drive me home.

Wed.. read friends blog and june mention abt eyelid twitching.
Which i also have the same symptons. I even have my cheek muscles twitching OK.
YES..Its super super irritating!
Quoting from her blog.:>
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This syndrome that is referred as eyelid myokymia. It is said to be caused by lack of sleep and stress.

To avoid or help put a halt to the eyelid spasms:
- Get your full rest.
- Reduce or eliminate stress.
- Cut back on caffeine.
- Reduce alcohol consumption.
- Reduce computer time to cut down on eye strain.

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Ya.. i really need lots of sleep and rest..

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Damn tired

Cant "feel" my shoulders anymore.[ache like hell-super stiff]

I am just like a Panda who escape from the Zoo.

Too many things to be done AND Too many things still not done.

Moody-every mth

Stressed.

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Some parents are driving me crazy.
Super nonsense- no reasoning at all.
Not understandable at all.

Some parents are very understanding.
Considerate and Fun.

Heaven and Hell. Both @ DP
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~chill~