*YAwn*.
still sleepy. but got to get up.
cause later going expo robinson sales

fast updates:
Fri is my graduation day.
Got to wake damn early to get to school.
That very night. i sleep and 8pm and wake 8am the next morning.
Anyway, i finally graduated. Whats next?
LOL.
Sat... which is ytd. went to watch Grrove in the West Hiphop competition at West Coast Plaza. GOt 40 groups sia.
When we reach there is abt the 4th group liao[ i think].
I uploaded 10 of the groups' video.
still got a few with xuan.
my cam batt die on me so i cant record all.
xuan's cam got no more memory space. so also cant record more.
LOL
Semi finals on 11th April. Those who free can go down.
But sad thing is i wont be free.

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recently i am suffering from insomia.
whats happening.
i am so FREE.
slacking at home.
and i am suffering from insomia?.
WHY?
my mother keep asking why i always sleep so late.
but thats only because i need to lie on the bed like abt 1 hour to fall asleep.
and through the night i will keep flipping.
I am a light-sleeper but previously i can still sleep at night without flipping so much.
Must be the stress from not working.[ i guess]

....
got to STOP.
and think of the happy shopping later.
[ ... but try to not spend so much on useless stuff..]

WARNING*****
NO advices nor solutions needed.

incoming hard-feelings
do not continue reading
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confuse~@@~

what is right and what is wrong.
is there a defination?
does it mean that things that you think is wrong.
you will nv do it? OR
there are times where you have to do it even if you know its wrong.

No 1 forcing you.
YES. thats very true.
BUT the situation is forcing you.
things that relates is forcing you.
your heart is forcing you even if your brain tells you the other.
the surroundings factors are forcing you.

Its all abt making choices.
but why cant i say NO.
when i say NO, ppl blame me.
but when i say YES.
anything that happens next is all my responsibilities.

Why is it so unfair?
Why am i so soft-hearted?
Why cant i bring myself to say NO?
Why my mouth say NO. but my action is still being force to do it?
Why must force me?

I just want to be normal.
I just want to be clear from it.
I dun wish to risk my future.
No 1 can promise nth will happen.
I just want to be able to sleep soundly at night.

Who is going to help me when things really happens?
The answer will be NO ONE.
Ppl will say: " You make the choice yourself and no 1 force you. You can say NO. It your responsibilities to know what you have to bear in the end."

WHY CANT LEAVE ME ALONE?

WHY ARE YOU ALL NOT HELPING ME?

AM I HELPING PPL OR AM I JUST PURLY HURTING MYSELF?

I DUN LIKE THIS FEELING.

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Hmm.
I have not been posting for almost coming to a mth.
Basically cause nth special to talk abt.
But here are some recent updates and random thoughts.
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Currently working on a freelance project for DP.
editing the concert video[basic editing only. more can be done if requested]
but with just the basic editing requirement. there is already alot of work.
Not difficult but alot.
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Overstrained my arm during dance all due to the injuries on my elbow from the falling of stair previously.
Elbow still pain then using more power on left arm. and over strain.
Damn.
During cold weather. especially recently raining alot.
ankle, knee cap. all feel the pain. [Rheumatism]

[Injuries List]-only includes from after sec 4 onwards, by sequence.
Left lower last rib
Left ankle
Left knee cap
Left thumb
Right albow
Left arm

Haiz.............
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Haven found a job yet.
To think again.
If i dun have any basic expectation for my job. i can simply find any job and there is quite a handful outside even when the market is not good.
But i believe that it is due to the qualification and expectation for the job and what kind of career/ job we going to work for etc, that make us hard to find a job.
For me. given the certs i have and the actual skills that i possess, it is totally not equivalent.
PPL/ Bosses/ Companies tot i am a IT person. knows how to program.
But actually i took mostly multimedia electives when i am in poly. and in SIM, i only know how to do basic Arts work for games.
Programming i cant do it. Arts i am not good enough.
What can i do?
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Last time i dun like blogging.
Cause i feel.

Blogging = tell ppl things you want them to know = selective informations about yourself = some true, some might not be true.

but i still start to blog after awhile.
cause i slowly feel that there is still a need to give recent updates of myself to friends from pri, sec, poly, uni etc.
As we move on to another part of our life, chances to meet/ keep in contact with friends are really rare.
So blogging is a good way to know whats going on in your friends life.

But again to be frank.
I dunno how others blog.
But according to myself, like i mention above.
I only blog abt things i want ppl to know abt.
I dun blog abt some other things.....
Some feelings and thoughts going through my mind every now and then.
Thats also why recently i nv blog. cause i got nth to say.

but in fact there is a lot going on in my mind.

So i have decided.
From now on. whatever i feel or think of at that moment.
I will blog [provided i remember].
Its going to be a totally NEW STYLE for the way i blog.
I am going to treat it as if no 1 is reading.
From now on

My Blog = as if no 1 is reading = my private diary = writing everything that i can think of and going through in my mind = Unselective Informations = to speak the truth, all the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth

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My latest Fav Song on my Playlist.
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Mei You Ru Guo MV - Liang Jing Ru

SWAY DAY..

Fall from Stairs AGAIN.

Dunno why i always fall from stairs..
3rd time in my Life.
this time is the stairs in ShengSiong Mart.
and i landed on my back.
my right elbow straight away got i big patch of Blue-Black.
my lower back got big area of red patch. probably going to be blue-black too.

Damn.

Very pain. Hope no internal injuries.

So Far, i feel the elbow more painful.

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SWAY

Finally free to Update
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Nothing much since the last post. therefore, i will jump straight to CNY.

CNY is damn boring this year.
why is that so?.
cause of recession?
cause its came too soon right after x mas and new year?

2 day before new year, suddenly caught a FLU.
then day 1 suddenlt on "hold" then day 3 FLU back again.... weird

Day 1
As usual,
went to 3rd uncle house... bring vcd to ktv.
my uncles and auunt went to our 姑婆 house without informing us.
so in the end we just stay in the house whole day.
At night, i went to xuan house, as we want to have other plans for the night.
In the end, movie is out, mahjong is out.
We went Lan Gaming- Left 4 Dead.
It is fun. but i cant play 1st player shooter game for long due to the 1st perspective view.
hence, i got serious headache and i feel like vomiting.
they played for 1 more round and the shop its going to close too.
Then we left.

Day 2
Go 3rd uncle house AGAIN.
stay there whole day AGAIN.
vcd and ktv AGAIN.
went back to xuan house, have dinner.
played PEEK, watched studioDanz showcase '08 DVD.
stayed overnight at xuan house.

Day 3
Work @ DP.

Day 4
Meet francis and leon , go sentosa photo shoot for Sentosa flowers festival.
The sun is damn hot.. and we went during 12-3 plus pm.
Got a little sun burn.
Evening meet emily. suppose to go running. but all of us is damn tired. And i need open door for DP. So in the end, they sat down and we talk.
Ate Malteses and leon said must "Suck" it to taste better.
so i do so..
and who knows... the next day...

Day 5
Sore throat and headache.
All thanks to the malteses and sun.
But i still insist i go for work at DP cause its the last day.

Day 6
Getting more sick.
Cancel all appt to stay home--Alone.
Sorry my dearest TAS and TASA for not able to attend CSM.
Sorry my JUDO peers for not going JUDO.
Sorry to my Aunts for not joining them for Lunch appt.
Sorry to EMILY and LEIA for not going for MODERN.
Sorry to my Sec Clan for not joining the gathering at Ms Lam House.

Day 7
Feeling so much better
Got to go kaiqi house.. long planned.
suppose to meet 130pm. in the end push to 3pm.
so i meet huiling at JP 2pm to settle our stuff then go meet kaiqi.
Played Wii...Mario Sonic Olympics damn fun.
Thanks Marie helped me to massage my stiff shoulders and it helps alot for my headache.
So hungry.. but all heaty and fried food.
No choice. i eat..
Dinner at her house with sec Clan.
Curry,Bee hoon,french loaf bread, chicken wing.
Back home. my throat was DYING.
DAMN DAMN DAMN PAIN.
probably the only way to let you understand how pain its to put a fish bone or needle into your throat.
Thats how pain i am now.

DAY 8- TODAY
Going to see a doc later. cause i wake late at 12pm. its clinic lunch time.
Cleared my nose and realise my mucus from white become green and in lump.
Meaning i am getting over heaty. and Yes. i do feel i am on heat all over.
And i feel pain when i try to speak.
Should be the 2ND time i going to lost my voice.
Doubt i can go dance tonight.
almost 2 weeks nv dance already.
Whole body feeling weird.
i want to dance.
.. but i know i am too sick..
i should concentrate to get well soon. to be able to dance asap and for upcoming gatherings... job interviews.. etc

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1st time so early home on a SUN.
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Time for updates
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WED--->Work at JW
as usual.. nth to say.

Thurs , meet up with emily to go VT get her keys.
While b4 that i went Sim lim to buy my new Camera.
->Canon ixus 80[brown] reserved by steven[june's bf]'s friend named BEN[Qingli].
LOL
Love my new "toy".
Then after VT, we going to meet limei and john for gym.
Then just when we are abt to reach, john sms us to inform that whole SRC and gym closed due to their annual dinner & dance.
-.-"
but nvm. We still meet up with jacky at JW. cause emily need to learn the high school musical choreo for her school mass dance workout every fri morning.
Me and limei joined in and learn it too.
Then all of us realise that its too simple that all 3 of us got problem with the steps.
WAHAHA.

Then john came back from JP[he from JW-JP-JW]. Then we went for dinner at nihon mura.
After which, its the breaking class which got only 6 of us.
Me, Xuan, Limei, Emily, John, Sean.
We learn some foot work, the steps are not easy ok.
then its the freeze. Shoulder freeze till i got bruise on my shoulder.
and head freeze till my head got BALUKU.
which reminds me of my hk mini head freeze and BALUKU.

Then its fri----> WORK @ JW.
nth much too.. usual stories.

SAT
morning went judo.
kim too tired so cant wake on time.
in the end i went in tjeon car to RI.
Amanda drove me home after that.\
By then its already 2.30pm.
Then i took a short nap. Left house @3.30pm.
almost late for MODERN @ 4pm.
Emily and Rachel joined me for MODERN too.
Then we went down to Aaron house while rachel need to continue working.

AT aaron's house.
his house is amazing.
Got KTV ok.
really can select songs accordingly.
Then of course its the nice food. Curry and bread plus chicken wings and bee hoon.
His mother can sing really very well. Got lots of trophies and achievements inside the glass cabinet.
Then we played cludeo.Which is very diff from mine version.
And the new version is so many nicer in design.
New design, new rules, new list, more weapons, more cards
Totally Newly Integrated Version.
Who won? Its JOHN.. heard from aaron he won the previous time too.
Anw, by the time we finish teh game its 10.30 pm.
got to leave early as still got to work at JW the next day...
Which is TODAY.

Last Sun i run 2 branch. JW - TJ - JW.
Today i predict will also have to do that.
And just like what i guess, i morning at JW, afternoon go down to TJ.
But i only work till 6pm at TJ. Thats why i am home early.

I went to market to walk walk,
Deposit the cheques,
Go get the telephone- 2 line spliter.
Buy Little Nonya pack 2 for my mother.
The TS gal was irritating.
When i use my mother TS membership card.
She look at me as if i am stealing someone's card.
Halo. i patronize them to buy so many HK vcds OK.
She forget nvm.
But HEY. do i look like a baddies?
I told them JP let me use the card and redeem the points and i sign on my mother behalf. They insist NO initially. then they see my irritated face. and i wanted to call my mother. Then another bigger "rank" sales came and said . its ok..
In the end, i got my voucher redeem.
I am paying anyway. not as if i redeem and get the vcd free and run away.
I bought 2 more other shows.
Sleeping beauty-disney 50 ann edition
The Eagle Shooting Heroes
[In fact it should be call - The Legend of Condor Heroes 射鵰英雄傳]
China,HK,TW combine version-2008

BUT NOW... i damn angry...
I really cannot tahan my mother.
The say she wants the little nonya.
i want go buy my vcd. so i bought it for her.
then now she ask abt dunno what free gift with teh show.
how will i know when the sales nv mention and she nv told me when i bought the pack 1.
She is always annoy over some simple stuff like no no free gift .. when it is not even my fault.
Then she said she want buy it herself why i go buy for her.
DUn buy kena scold. BUY also kena scold.
IDIOT..........
很难伺候.

i so damn tired from work. come back still must listen to her nagging.
i know when and how to do my own stuff.
Dun need her keep nagging.
it is VERY VERY VERY VERY IRRITATING.
i believe i am going to go crazy and have mental problem very soon.
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today actually wanted to do lots of things.

but i make a wasted trip to jp. cause i though go there in the evening then go straight for dance. but i forgot its peak hours.
So i spent quite some time there. without getting much things done
or rather, the things i settle or not my personal stuff.

i nv manage to get my things done. and the queue is damn long everywhwere

the ticket office for changing ezlink, popular, ATM, buses...

Then i made limei wait for me very long.
Sorry Dear.

Then had dinner with limei.
on the way back for class.
Then saw her.
Scare me for a moment. thought she joining our class.
later i tio heart attack sia.
Then realise 1 more fact.......*secret-Sensitive*

Finish learning Elevator today.
got bruise all over my knee cap.
Damn.
At the same time, me xuan julia make the studio floor all over with black "strips" with our adidas shoe- black soles... due to friction.
But lucky its is removable la.
LOL

Light Supper at the market with xuan leon julia
Update them with INTERESTING stories

Back home

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My Dog - Chilli [ Female,Silky Terrier, Age-abt 3 to 4 yrs.]
My bro bought it 2nd-hand from his friend. And he dunno any info abt the dog.
Ketchup & Tomato:
23rd birthday present from a friend ,using "Make a Bear" Vouchers

Wasabi:
24th birthday present from my Hiphop Gang

Mustard from Ocean Park HK [got it by playing "bull eyes"],
Mayonnaise from 7-11 Mart.

Family photo without Chilli. As chilli dun really like to pose for pictures.

I always cannot remember, 主観 in english is Subjective or Objective?
So i must make a point to remember.

主観 is Subjective.
pertaining to or characteristic of an individual; personal; individual: a subjective evaluation.

Objective
Uninfluenced by emotions or personal prejudices: an objective critic.

I learnt 1 more new word.
Procrastinate
To put off doing something, especially out of habitual carelessness or laziness.
To postpone or delay needlessly.

OK. I shall not procrastinate.
I will have to get my things done.
Chinese new year is coming. i dun have much time.

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Tidy room
Categorize my stuffs
Buy new year clothes
Find a job
Do more dance
Slim down
Do my multimedia portfolio
Go holiday
Learn Guitar
Learn Drums
Find a Career
Find a BF
Revamp my Room
Continue to Slim down

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Why is there only 24hrs in a day?.
Why do we have to spend so many hrs sleeping?
I wish someone invent a Teleport Machine so that we dun waste time travelling around.
Why is everything increasing in price but PAYROLL nv ever increase?
I wish i can be financial free. I promise to do lots of good deeds with the $ i have.
I wish i can find a career which is also my hobby so that i will enjoy going to work everyday.
I wish i had someone who really understands me without me saying a word.

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random
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feeling curious, create wordpress.
cause it can set individual post to private and other post to public.
Can blogspot do so. Maybe can but i dunno abt it.
Wordpress doesnt seems user friendly, will try to figure out how to use before moving to it totally.

Sianz
Last min got to work tmr.
Helping rachel cover her shift.
Anw i will be there for modern trial so nvm la.
Just help whatever i can lo.

Double Sianz.
Got to postpone my things again due to work tmr.
Always got to keep postponing my stuff.
By when can i get it done then?

Feeling Emo.
Must be as usual...
I know.
So... i must control...

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Updates of this week.
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Mon 5th Jan 09
As usual, stay home, at night go dance.
Jacky continue teaching Elevator.
Its fun.

Tues 6th Jan 09
Meet Limei go IMM buy her IPzone Stuff.
Saw BodyShop Discounts.
But i manage to control and not buy anything.
Continue with itinerary to meet John and Leon @ JE 3.45pm.
Going down California Fitness tgt for the free 2 week unlimited trial.

At 1st, all of us very excited abt it.
but the sales promoter was kind of irritating.
Probably due to those slimming centre and MLM experiences,
Leon and Me was sort of Immune to these.
So we are not affected by him.
We only care and know 1 thing in mind.. we dun intend to join at all.
we just want the 2 weeks free trial.
But the sales keep beating round the bush acting he dun understand our hint and
in his words, i feel that he forcing and insist that we join b4 giving us trial.
Then a 2nd promoter came. and he is so much better. if he was the 1st to serve us, he probably understand what we want and issue us those pass straight away..
Dun even have to waste his time, waste our time.
The 2nd promoter talk to us for less than a 5 mins and he said wanna issue us those pass for trials.
But by then, Limei and John was kind of turn off totally already.
So as we went in as a group, i insist we decide as a group and so we left without
going trial.

Then we went HK cafe for dinner. i can finally use my card for point and my voucher.
I forgot that the vocher is not free voucher. it is a cash voucher.
Previously i pay that amount and i got it in voucher back and at the same time get the member card.
So i used the $10 voucher for the bill and i still pay $20 for the dinner.
So total i pay $30 and told myself, since everyone out to dinner tgt then nvm la..
As long as everyone full and happy.
Thats all that matters.
Dun misunderstand. I am not rich.

Anw, we are kind of late for class. especially limei.
So we seperate into 2 cab and get ourselves down to TJ for masters class.
We only realise that it is Girly instead of Breaking.
And it was reallly FUN.
Next week -Masters class back to thurs
but i dunno what style will it be for next week.

Wed 7th Jan 09
As usual, Whole day work at DP.
settle quite a few stuff.
Limei Emily John Rachel meeting for gym.
So sad i working cannot join them.
Hiphop class @7pm only 4 came. 3 terminating.
Just happen that edith return me my shorts.
Therefore i join in for the class.
The 8pm class doing "Ben & Jerry".
I nv join in cause need to settle some work and close acc.
the gang came down after their dinner to have a look but left shortly.
As usual, jacky sent me home.
Really thank him for that.

Today
Thurs 8th Jan 09
Wake up late.
Bring Chilli for grooming.
The pet shop owner told me chilli is on heat.
I nv even realise.
I am such a bad owner.
I really need trainings on that.
I dunno what to do when she is sick.
the pet shop owner also nv advise me.
and i cant force chilli to drink more water like what a human will do.
Back home, I finally start tidying my room.
Not really looking into the things . but rather just sort and put it on to the shelves.
At least now its is better.[ still a bit messy la.. but better]
probably need another 2 days to clear.

Feel very sleepy the whole day.
and very hungry for the past few days..
Ya.. i know what it means..

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Cassie-Is It You
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I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there, Wants to share, shows he cares Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?
I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust who's heart is right And I'm looking for someone
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always Baby I like to have you in my way And I'm looking for someone who takes me there, Want to share, shows he cares Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Take for grant How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?

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Youtube- Cassie_Is It You

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Confused feelings
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recently the problem of $ come hard on me again.
in fact all along, the problem is there. but somehow i managed to solved.
But as time goes by, interm of my passion for dance, the bond with the dance mates,
the fun i had etc. I wanted to do dance even more.

Then .. this is where problem rise to the TOP.
Mon class $180 per term.
Masters $100 per term.
Modern $180 per term.
Studio Wu $180 per 3 mths.
Judo $15 per mth.

In terms of per mth, i need pay ~~$230.
I does not have a job now. i only working part time... while looking for jobs and working on port folio.
and i only earn last than $400 per mth.

I still need to pay my insurance which is $75 per mth.
and i still need to eat, transport, entertainment..
not even considering of having any savings yet.

as for JOBs. what kind of jobs can i look for?
i am really LOST.
i thinking might as well go do gov job for 2 years and then see how.
market is not good now anw.

$, career, life

I really hope i am still a student.

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I am really glad that i had the company of my dance mates.
Whenever with them. I can forget my troubles for that moment.

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conclusions?

FOR now, i dun join Judo,Studio Wu,Modern.
I just go mon and masters.
Quickly decide on a plan for job.
Tidy my room for new year.
Bring chilli for Grooming on Thurs.

Other stuffs/plans will have to wait till i find my job 1st.
example:
Whether need stop DP work?
Join Judo ,Studio Wu, Modern.
Work on my port folio.
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Yesterday
Sat 3rd Jan 2009 - Sentosa Outing with DP Gang
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We arrange to meet 10am at JP for Brunch. Then planned to be at sentosa by noon.
But ya.. we are late in our itinerary. haha
We ate Long john breakfast at jp then around 12 we left jp.
By the time we reached sentosa, its erm... lost count of time.

Anyway, we took damn long to settle down. Then we started playing frisbee. Each of the team win once.
Then we started playing Twister. Newly bought by John from toy'r'us in the morning.
Its very fun.
Xuan leg was stuck in between john and edith.
and julia literally sat on limei legs while she is doing her splits.
And i was in a position as if i am doing squats.
The losers of each round[who is julia and edith] got to do forfeit.
The forfeit- take the twister mat, use it as scarf and run to the next person on the other side of beach,fitting into the theme of a romance story. The next person got to run back the this side of the beach in the same "romantic" way.
Both of them are really funny. especially julia.

We started taking pictures. lots of pictures.
All of them are in bikinis and guys with top off.and because of some reason, me and julia nv take off our top.
Till its so hot that i cannot tahan then i went to 7-11.
And when i am finally back and intend to take off my top and join the gang in water.

I heard leon shorting aaron is injured.
Aaron slip off the rocks. and had some abrasions and a big cut on his toe.
I quickly ask aaron to lie down and lift his right leg and right arm.
As we do not have any antiseptic with us, edith faster went to look for the lifeguard to look for 1st aid box.
we waited a while and they are still not back.
So me and xuan went to islandlife to borrow the 1st aid box.
when we are back, we saw the nurse there trying to "help".. She is indeed very "helpful".
She not only argue with aaron, she even talk to us in a nasty way.
And she wrap the wound into a very ugly looking "bun"
and when we request to treat other smaller wounded areas.
She is like.... " that 1 nvm la"
Ya.. but halo, at least clean it la.

Its abt 5pm by then. we all sat down and started talking for a while b4 we packed up and go bath.
Aaron was like a king as he is piggy-backed by leon and john help him wash his hair.
LOL
we actually think he ahould still go see a doc to get injections and see whether the wound needs to be stitch.
But aaron insist tht he is hungry and will like to eat 1st.
So we all went vivo kopitiam to eat dinner. and john sent him back.

The rest of us decided to go watch movie-bedtime stories.
And anyway. it is not very nice. it is just OK. but my advise is not to watch it at night when you are really tired.. if not it will really be the bedtime stories for you.LOL.....

After movie. its 1 plus and i gave john a call to check on aaron status.
He got injections and 2 stitches.
Which means he is ok and the wound is not that bad.
As least he is fine now.
He really scared the hell out of us.

It is just too sad that he will not be able to join us for our studio wu plan and our weekly dance classes for awhile.
My advise: Lets all be really careful next time. safety 1st when playing. Dun ever cross out any possibility that you will be hurt in any ways.

By the time we reach home after movies, its already 2am. i nv even unpack any stuff. i just drop dead" on my bed. LOL.
Thats because i still have to work this morning at DP.
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4 Jan 09
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Today work at DP was fun too.
Since morning.. or rather noon. i had the company of rachel. she came to help as asst teacher for crystal class.
Then she got ballet at 5pm. therefore she did not go home.
Then Limei came in at 2.30 for her G8.
From 4pm till 5pm, we all are like crazy playing, laughing.
Me and limei was fighting over the msn and we actually make the "B" key on the keyboard flip out.
Then we look at the photos on facebook, added by julia.
Its so DAMN Funny lo.
LMAO.
I put some interesting comments on the picture of Julia and limei.
Damn Funny.

At the end of class, we look at the concert photos tgt. adn the ballerinas were very excited over their photos.

HAHA.

Its such a fun day.

Tmr no work.
Got to clean room.
Go Market.
Book tickets for BREAKOUT
Go dance at night.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!
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Ytd the hiphop gang went to rachel's house for bbq cum 2009 countdown.
Her father cook really good,nice and delicious food.
That was the best BBQ i had ever.

Heard that her father was a b-boy last time.
And he is such a interesting father.
He even said want to move the dining table away and let us use the area[with giant-full length mirrors] for dancing. LOL
Of course he is just joking.

Its so hot after bbq and lucky i went limei's house to bath.
Suppose to go there get DP's keys and borrow novel from her. Instead i bath and forgot all abt it.

Back at Rachel's place, We played Wii and PS3- Guitar hero at Rachel's house.
Damn fun.

We played till abt 5 plus 6 am.
and we started to gather at the sofa and watch twilight.
many of us watched it b4. and we cant help but to fall asleep.
but all of us wake this morning @ 8 plus.
and we went mac for breakfast.

We ate and continue talking and discussing abt the sat sentosa trip itinerary.
cum watching "Breakout" tgt cum going studio wu for classes.
And then we all realise its already 11plus 12pm.
All of us become " Spongebob Squarepants"[Bottoms become flat for sitting so long.]
LOL.

I went limei house again to get teh Keys and novel i suppose to get the previous night.
Then i finally get home at 12plus. Tired but happy.

Then i decided to sleep 1st. to gain back my rest.
Jacky sms and call me at the same time.
regarding our plan to go studio wu.

Finally i get to sleep and i wake at 6pm.
Had my dinner.
And now its 8.30pm. and i am blogging here.
I haven really update on my chalet and DP dinner yet.
LOL
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finally.. i have enough rest
and i have the mood to blog abt my trip, chalet, company dinner etc etc.
Dated 17th Dec 2008 - 27th Dec 2008

Lets start with the trip.
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HK Trip [macau-hk-gz]
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17th dec 10am,
we all gather at budget terminal, checking in and taking lots of photos.
Limei and Bernice came to send us off too.
They are so cute. they insist on pulling the luggages for us.
pretending they are also going for the trip.

Then we took lots and lots of photos in the budget terminal.
it is very small there but we can still make good use of it.. LOL

1st night at macau. we stayed at metropark hotel.
We went The Venetian @ Macau for Dinner and it is really worth the trip there.
The interior is design as if we are really in Vernice.
The whole building is a hotel cum shopping centre cum casino.
And during dinner, there is our very 1st surprise news....[ i shall not elaborate on that anymore].
But my 1st thought was that ." wow! my talisman really working too effectively"
HAHA.

18 Dec
Then its the next morning where we need to go take a ferry from macau to kowloon.
I was like dying on the ferry.
I started to feel dizzy when we were putting the luggage at the back.
The ferry have not even move yet, i already starting to feel dizzy.
Thats how serious my sea-sick is.
After we reach Kowloon. I was still feeling that shake. as if i am still on ferry the whole day.
we check in hotel[Harbour plaza, where ballerinas stays too] then got to rush lunch then dance class.
And we are all having a very late lunch due to the drag in time.
then i started feeling dizzy.. lack of sugar.
I thought i am too hungry thats why. but after eating it doesnt really helps.
Cause food are salty and what i need is sugar.
Then its dance class after that. Jazz Funk & Hiphop Beginners
The Jazz funk class[open level] really gave us a shock.
Hiphop beginners are still catchable.
But whole body started to cramped up.
But our itinerary is too rush..
I dun even have time to rest and get well from my sea-sick. and we had meals at very late hours.
Dinner was at around 10plus 11pm.
And ya.. i still have the sea-sick feel.
And back at hotel, the hot bath doesnt seems to help.
Then the very same night, chyna rachel weiling mabel come crush my room[me and julia].
So i stayed up a bit late with them. listening to their interesting class experience.

19 Dec
Purposely wake up bit early to have breakfast with ballerinas. cause the timing we hiphoppers suppose to meet is after when the ballerinas abt to leave. lucky i got info from the gals previous night.
So i make it a point to wake early to meet them.

Then its shopping at SASA-尖沙咀.

Then the same day, we having 4 dance classes.
2 private and 2 public.
Hiphop, Popping, Jazz hiphop, House respectively.
After the House, all of us cant feel our legs.
We all were like.. " Do we have legs in the 1st place..? " LOL
But the classes are damn fun. the warm ups are very good.
Jazz are hard for me as usual. but this time round still manageable.
Then we had dinner[ all of us have fast food as dinner].

20th Dec
Going to The peak with the ballerinas as our dance class is at noon.. or is it 2pm?.
what ever.
the fact is we went the Peak with ballerinas on a tram.
Anyway, along the way, the ballerinas was really rude.
Not really welcoming the hiphoppers.
But who cares. KIDS....
So after the PEAK, we got to leave 1st to rush for class.
again we having 4 classes on that day.
2 hiphop, 1 locking, 1 breaking.
the hiphop is fun. but when its time for locking, Kay can see that we are all very tired and he started teaching basics and theory. Its really very nice of him and observance.
Then we went dinner and was wondering if we want to go the breaking class.
thinking that we might just "Break" away in class.
LOL
anyway, tira was NOT feeling well for the WHOLE day. so she actually nv attend the 4 classes. and julia also give the breaking class a miss.
and the others decided that we want to do it " one for all , all for one"
So in the end we all did went for it..
and i am really glad that we did. cause its damn fun..
its a bit casual style as it is a relive class by another teacher. we learn new freeze and foot work.

And since its the last day of dance classes,
Jacky decided to buy us all the studio danz pants.
But sad thing , there is no size available. so all of us get L.
But i still like it alot.

21st Dec
Last day in HK, going ocean park with ballerinas.
Charlotte was with us for the whole of ocean park rides.
She is my official partner for rides.
And the both of us are creating Noise Pollution to the maximum.
And we won lots of soft toys over there.
I have got to say.. i am very good at the Bulls Eyes games. Every1 beside me was like talking abt me being so good at it.. LOL
Opps .. Humble. Must be Humble.

And the ballerinas are going back to Sg that day while the hiphopper got to get to the train station for train to GZ.

we reach Gz damn late and also check in hotel damn late.
the hotel is like very scary..
teh lvl 16 produce a veyr weird vibes.
then we change to lvl 20.. its is so much better. but those giant mirrors at the corridor are also not very right.
but the lvl 20 got free com and internet.
thats when i actually can msn and check my emails.

22nd Dec
Bought lots of stuff .. just keep shopping. Buy Buy Buy.
Any how buy and then realise i short if stuff to give to many ppl.
but i know i still have the next day to continue buying.. LOL

23rd dec
Continuing with our plan to shop.
But zixin was not feeling well.
right in the morning. she came to my room and tell me she vommited.
And although i am 1st aider. But what 1st aider do is to treat wounds only.
not to diagnose liek a doc. But with basic knowledge, i knwo we should not let her eat any medicines when we dunno her situation.
But my guess is the hot pot the night b4. as she drank lost of the spicy soup.
And my guess is that its too acidic in her stomach.
and milk , water can dilute it.
But in the end we gave her po ji pills.
and 1st bottle she vommited out.
We had breakfast tabao and ate in my room.
then we went shopping. but she feel really unwell again.
so leon send her back. while she back in hotel sleeping. we continue our 2nd part of shopping of the day.

Then we need go back hotel unload our stocks. then go out for 3rd part. LOL
So zixin join us again. as she is feeling a bit better after the sleep and she wants o shop.
But during 3rd part of shopping, while we having dinner, zixin feel very unwell again.
This time round, jacky and edith send her back tohotel in a cab and tira followed.

Leaving Sean Leon Xuan Julia Me Shaoyi to shop for our very last round.
As the next day its time to come back SG.
I buy so many stuff till i blur liao.
I accidentally gave RMB5 More.
Whatever. i too tired to think also.
Just anyhow liao.

24th Dec
Got to check out at 730am.
What we did is just rush rush and rush.
We did not had breakfast.
So damn hungry.
All of us had breakfast on the plane. NOt free.
we are taking budget air, remember!
Ya. so finally we are back in SG.

The very same night, i still go xuan house for a family christmas celebrate.
1st time cut log cake. Stayed till 3am at her house then leon send us back.
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DP Chalet -> 25th Dec to 27th Dec
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Went to the chalet at around 7 plus. with pris, mel,deb. in deb's bf car.
Stayed for 2 nights.
and the stories begins.

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to be continued..........
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Concert is finally over.
Great job to everybody.
And thank you all friends who came to support.

I love this concert so much.
The costumes,
The dancers,
The team,
Other than those hardwork B4 concert... LOL
BUT its all worth because of everybody.
Everyone looks very pretty.
The princesses,
The little ballerinas,
The hiphoppers,
ETC ETC...
of course including me.

Will nv dress and make up like that if not for this concert.
1st time put fake eyelash OK.
i look damn diff.
LOL

Must specially thanks a few ppl.
THANK YOU
Princess Pocahontas- Limei for helping me out on the planning and design.
My dearest cousin- Xuan for helping with my Mics part.
My greatest Hate&LOVE in ONE- Julia. for helping out with my Props part.
My hiphop babes who makeup for me and make me look good.
Thanks Leia for her special good luck flower.
Without all of them, i cant do this.

Oh ... my BABY charlotte really impressed me with her great organizing and planning skills for her ballet kids.[ms foo and jacky think so too]
You are the best, BABY.
The prettiest Princess Cinderella ever.

1 and only pity thingy,
me xuan julia dun have time to take pictures for the whole concert.
its very very very very sad.
i want to take pictures with all the princesses.
and my hiphop dolls, and my friends who came for the concert.

A bit 舍不得。but 天下没有不散的筵席。
Magical Wonders is finally over.

Getting ready for HK trip soon.
And Welcoming 2009.
Might not be able to continue at DP once i found a full time.

Sad if i wont be able to see them again.
Love those ballerina gals.
All of them. They are very sweet.
They make me enjoy my SUN work at DP.

Love my hiphop gang too.
Always so ON.
Worry if class will have changes.
Worry if i wont be staying with the class.

Hope the happy moments will stay as it is.

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saw this from a email.
It is funny but kind of true.
Its titled:
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ME AND MY BOSS
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When I take a long time to finish,
I am slow,
When my boss takes a long time,
he is thorough.

When I don't do it,
I am lazy,
When my boss does not do it,
he is busy,

When I do something without being told,
I am trying to be smart,
When my boss does the same,
he takes the initiative.

When I please my boss,
I am apple polishing,
When my boss pleases his boss,
he is cooperating.

When I make a mistake,
I'm an idiot.
When my boss makes a mistake,
he's only human.

When I am out of the office,
I am wandering around.
When my boss is out of the office,
he's on business.

When I am on a day off sick,
I am always sick.
When my boss is a day off sick,
he must be very ill.

When I apply for leave,
I must be going for a job interview
When my boss applies for leave,
it's because he's overworked.

When I do good,
my boss never remembers,
When I do wrong,
he never forgets...
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LOL
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Its tues liao..
1 week pass by again.
I am still sick.
But definately getting better.

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browsing through friends' blog and realise their lifes are so interesting.

got to mention ZR somehow.
Seriously, i am glad for him that he finally found what he looking for in love.

But it makes me start to wonder.
If i were him, can i start a new relationship that fast?.[not long after ending the previous 1]
I will probably be still in pain and cant forget that love i had for that ex.
Hmm.
Diff ppl, diff perspective and ways we do things.

Maybe just because i am those kind of stubborn ppl.
When i choose something i will really be very 死心眼。
And i really mean it. I can actually 暗恋 a guy for 10 yrs. even when we start to see each other lesser and lesser, but each time i heard news abt him or even by chance saw him on the streets, my heart will still pump fast.
I guess he is the only 1 who can make my heart pumps that way [at least up till now].
I might have crush on other guys but its kind of short term and my heart dont beat the same way it does for that 1st guy.
LOL

ok
enough of that.
friends will be surprise to hear me mention abt my crush on guys.
LOL
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Judo 1st grading is on 11 dec. my concert ends on 10 dec
i did not go trainings since OCT. so therefore i not able to go for grading.
Damn Sad lo.

i am going to be 1 grade lower than my batch.

Concert day getting nearer, things still not done. Still sick.
Stress. Kan chong.

Why my weight nv get lighter from the illness?
still as fat.
Hais.
more stress