watching Jap drama- Ghost Friends. Ep1.
seems not bad.
after relaxing so long, its also time to THINK.

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confused abt what i should choose.
to go on the course/programme full-time, getting low-pay as apprentice[total of 6 mths but the course is free-sponsored] OR
to wait for replys for resume i sent [without pay while waiting, but if i got the job will be of course of higher pay than being apprentice]

Next step/ decision to make will be whether i should go take up the 1 yr full-time dip... although sponsor by WDA still must put total of abt $8600+.
really interested in the dip but when i grad with that and work in that area, will not be as high pay for a new grad as compare to what i might be already be working as.
wanted to put that aside and not choose now. but the WDA sponsor might end anytime.

What do i really want?
I have got no idea.
stable salary with fix schedule and doing something that is not that boring. best if i am interested in it.
i guess thats abt what i want in a job.

the 1st programme i mention is 6 mths. its neither very long nor short period of time. many things can happen / change.
but i am really not confident i can get a job i want in 6 mths.
then again i got to worry that i still do not have a stable income,CPF and savings.
i have nth.
makes me worry.
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confused...
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thinking...
pondering.........
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