This post originally written on 16 may 2008.
I thought its lost due to blog error.
Now then realise its auto save and kept inside.
Wahaha
So now 它终于重见天日了。
Wahaha

--> Reposted on 1st Aug 2008

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Haiz..

This morning, something urgent happen and i got to go and settle.[Long Story]

I went to meet friends at woodlands library to do assg together.
although i not good at it..
but i am really trying very hard to understand and do it.
still no progress at all. left the library at 7plus.
reach JE at 8pm.
Went to Popular..
I really like to visit bookshops. I can stay very long inside even if i have no intention to buy anything.
Just now i stay at popular till almost 9pm.
Bought some bread for tmr morning breakfast, and tabao food for dinner.

Reach home already 9 plus, finish dinner already 10pm.
Shouldnt have dinner that late.. very fattening.
but i really very hungry wor.

Watch tv for a while.
The News and Focus Point[another show after news] are all talking on the earthquake.
Feel really sad when i saw those videos and report on the situation.
Focus Point shows more details and analysis on the situation.
Suddenly at a point, my tears just came running down.
I really hope the rescue process will be smooth and more ppl will be safe.
And i sincerely pray for them.

Sometimes, i wonder... if god really exist.
Then why does he/she do this to humanity?

Then i think again.. Why that Mym Dian[dunno that english name] dont allow help from rescue team from other countries?.

Linking both together, i wonder.
Is it because god see us rejecting help to our own ppl and is testing our humanity level and how far we willing to give to help others.

I cant help but this reminds me of a story i heard somewhere.. it goes like this...
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Once upon a time..... opps... nono.. too old school.
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There was a boy who is very sincere in his religion,living happily in a town.
Then 1 day there is a flood and the whole town starts to be fill with the water.
Everyone was running for life and climbing on to somewhere high.
The boy climb onto the roof of house, praying to god and hope the god will save him.
Then there was this raft that row by and offer to help him get out of there.But the boy insist that he is going to wait for god's help.
Then after a while, there was a small boat which pass by and again offer help, he rejected again.
He waited for some time and there was a Helicopter which fly pass and offering help. He does not want to responce as he deeply believe taht god will save him.
Finally, the water level reach the roof and he died.

When he found himself in Heaven, he ask god:" why didnt you save me?"
GOD answer: " i send you a raft and you rejected me... i send you a small boat, you rejected me again... i send you another helicopter and you continue to reject me... "

What does this mean?...
Different ppl might see it differently.
What did you realise from the story?

Everyone...just use 1 min to ponder and think.

p/s: by the way.. i am not a christian.