today in Dance class,
we learn the精舞门 of 小猪.
Its difficult.
Previously learn a bit of 孤单芭蕾 of 许慧欣.
Also very difficult.

Today i feel "Heavy".
i know in facts, i am ...in terms of weight.
but over here i mean i just had my dinner and i feel heavy and cant move.. lol.
but in the end. it turns out ok la..
think next time dun eat so full for dinner.
i got gastric pain almost near to end of lesson.

must really push myself to stop eating junk food.
make me get fat alot recently.
already so fat. still put on 2 kg more.
and that spare tyre like getting bigger.
causing problem to dance... and of course my health.

Halo.. Dear Regine,
i am suppose to get thinner by dancing.. not fatter lei.
No more junk ok..

basically i am what i eat la.. all fats mostly at stomach.
i tried 1 week eat porrridge, my stomach really become smaller.
Do any1 know the Facts abt fats?
if one with more fats gather at lower body compare to one with more fats gather at stomach,the one with fats at stomach got higher risk of getting health problem and diseases.
Therefore ... gals with lower body more fats, but other parts of body still ok..
Dun worry k.. cause the lower body need a bit of fats also for giving birth next time. i guess thats why old ppl always say.. big bottoms good for giving birth.. lol
but 1 pointer... remember to take lots of calcium... if not the bones cannot support.
While those with big stomach[except those who are preg].. take note of what you eating.

Ok.. a bit too off topic here.

hmm.. today in school. Discuss FYP lor. By thurs neeed to hand in draft of Pitch paper. Sat meet FYP Supervisor. 1st meeting only.. more to come along the weeks.
Fri got to hand in 356 lab 3 assg.--> haven start doing
Wed need to hand in 366 Ubuntu assg 1.--> this 1 DAMN diffcult.
still got the 356 Tank Game assg going on and due in 3 weeks after lab 3.
---> haven start yet.. plus its difficult.

the school think its so easy..
especially for 366. that idiot lecturer... who knows what he is trying to say in lecture sia. and totally not related to any of our assg. nv teach any programming then ask us to program that thing out.
all need to self study and all not enough time.

its again 2am now.. these few weeks.. i almost everyday sleep 2am.
tmr probably going school trying to figure out that ubuntu again.
---> i feel like an idiot. i totally do not understand the codes.. and ya right...
they make it sound so easy. when i said i dun understand i really dun understand la.

Whats the diff between you and the Lecturer if you all insist that i should be able to do it if i Slowly Look and Study the codes..[how do you know i did not try in the 1st place]

Regine... Breathe..
Go sleep now... get enough rest for the road ahead.