Just read a blog of my team leader for FYP.
and i say team leader .. not friend...

He really pissed me off.
In the 1st place, my impression of him is just that he is not a very outspoken guy. and Maybe not as helpful and very passive and anti-social person.
But who cares.. i mean every1 got his and her unique characteristic.
Maybe we dun click but that doesnt mean he is a bad person. RIGHT?

NO.. i got to totally disagree to this now.
He sucks.
He is not happy abt somthing during the FYP discussion. He did not say on the spot..
he go back "Bitch" on his blog.
All of you should go read what he wrote on 16th May 2008.
He basically "bitch" about something that is not true.

He say we discuss abt roles and responsibility for FYP.
Anyway, just to let you all know, Our FYP is making a RPG game.
Back to it, He mention his name appear only once or twice and our name appear many times.
HEY, i am VERY sure each name appear equal times.

And he said if dunno can try ma, why we think he dunno anything.
But HEY... this is FYP .. you think a lot of time for you to try?.
Of course 1st step is to see who know how to do what then straight away assign that post 1st la..
then No choice kind then got to learn la.

Next he " bitch" about how we change the storyline totally.
HEY.. we did not change the storyline. We just give the story more details.
Previously we only got the basic outline of it lo.

Then he continue on "bitching" about us comparing some games that we played b4 to what we are doing. And that if we dunno how to do something .. just tell him, he will settle it.
Damn... Halo.. Isnt it how we research.. discuss... ok..
maybe we did not play that much games like he do.. but we are voicing our ideas out...
He should have just voice out that he played many games b4 and that he can handle that part etc..
GOD knows what he knows how to do.

[_ Dear Mr Bitcher,.. If you dun wanna voice it out, then dun complain at the back... cause it is not going to help with anything._]

And i really dunno what did we do to you that makes you DUN LIKE US...
but i just wanna let you know.. the feelings are Mutual.

Last but not least,
A sentance that i will like to return to MR Bitcher.... DUN BLOODY PISS ME OFF.
Go back to your SHELL if you hate the outside so much.

You think only you know how to bitch in your blog?..
Let me show you my power

~

halo, been a few days since i last update.
Therefore, i will update all at once.
Starting from latest..

Ytd my cousin told me that her friends' de friend.
Went ktv at Marina. Then there is only 2 of them singing. but at end of session,
the cashier demand they pay for 3. and she explains thats because there is a 3rd person. and the "friend" went in after they are seated in the room. and left b4 the session ends.
They even show the CCTV to prove. In the end, they got to pay for 3 persons lor. No choice.
But... dun you all think its weird?.... If i were them.. i will not pay. i will demand the cashier to call the police in lor. i am not afraid since i am sure that there is only 2 of us.
But i agreed that it is damn eery la. lol...

~Hidden Blog Written~

Too bad i cannot lock my blog for blogspot. Therefore, i choose to lock it manually. LOL

Tmr will have another practise. We definately need lots of practise sia.
ok.. Nighty... Hai.. 1am again.. When can i start to get some early sleep.

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Damn... i worte a long blog just now.. and its shows me error...
then i got to post again with this....

forget it..i lazy to type what i wrote just now..
basically its a update of what i did today...

Morning rush to settle some urgent stuff.
afternoon go woodlands library with friends to do assg.
then went popular stroll for 1 hr.
then get home and dinner at 10pm.

then watch the news and focus point on the earthquake issue.

blah blah...
i shared a story in the previous typing.. but... nvm.. tell next time ba..

Let us all take 1 min to pray for everyone who suffer from this disaster.

~

This post originally written on 16 may 2008.
I thought its lost due to blog error.
Now then realise its auto save and kept inside.
Wahaha
So now 它终于重见天日了。
Wahaha

--> Reposted on 1st Aug 2008

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Haiz..

This morning, something urgent happen and i got to go and settle.[Long Story]

I went to meet friends at woodlands library to do assg together.
although i not good at it..
but i am really trying very hard to understand and do it.
still no progress at all. left the library at 7plus.
reach JE at 8pm.
Went to Popular..
I really like to visit bookshops. I can stay very long inside even if i have no intention to buy anything.
Just now i stay at popular till almost 9pm.
Bought some bread for tmr morning breakfast, and tabao food for dinner.

Reach home already 9 plus, finish dinner already 10pm.
Shouldnt have dinner that late.. very fattening.
but i really very hungry wor.

Watch tv for a while.
The News and Focus Point[another show after news] are all talking on the earthquake.
Feel really sad when i saw those videos and report on the situation.
Focus Point shows more details and analysis on the situation.
Suddenly at a point, my tears just came running down.
I really hope the rescue process will be smooth and more ppl will be safe.
And i sincerely pray for them.

Sometimes, i wonder... if god really exist.
Then why does he/she do this to humanity?

Then i think again.. Why that Mym Dian[dunno that english name] dont allow help from rescue team from other countries?.

Linking both together, i wonder.
Is it because god see us rejecting help to our own ppl and is testing our humanity level and how far we willing to give to help others.

I cant help but this reminds me of a story i heard somewhere.. it goes like this...
//
Once upon a time..... opps... nono.. too old school.
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There was a boy who is very sincere in his religion,living happily in a town.
Then 1 day there is a flood and the whole town starts to be fill with the water.
Everyone was running for life and climbing on to somewhere high.
The boy climb onto the roof of house, praying to god and hope the god will save him.
Then there was this raft that row by and offer to help him get out of there.But the boy insist that he is going to wait for god's help.
Then after a while, there was a small boat which pass by and again offer help, he rejected again.
He waited for some time and there was a Helicopter which fly pass and offering help. He does not want to responce as he deeply believe taht god will save him.
Finally, the water level reach the roof and he died.

When he found himself in Heaven, he ask god:" why didnt you save me?"
GOD answer: " i send you a raft and you rejected me... i send you a small boat, you rejected me again... i send you another helicopter and you continue to reject me... "

What does this mean?...
Different ppl might see it differently.
What did you realise from the story?

Everyone...just use 1 min to ponder and think.

p/s: by the way.. i am not a christian.

~yawn..
its late again.
got to sleep early today.. by 1 hr.. haha

For today post, i will like to special featured the following.

1)
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2)
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scroll down to the imeem i have at my blog, song number 42 and 43 by Hiro.

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p/s: I really miss all my Primary, Sec and TAS friends al much.

today in Dance class,
we learn the精舞门 of 小猪.
Its difficult.
Previously learn a bit of 孤单芭蕾 of 许慧欣.
Also very difficult.

Today i feel "Heavy".
i know in facts, i am ...in terms of weight.
but over here i mean i just had my dinner and i feel heavy and cant move.. lol.
but in the end. it turns out ok la..
think next time dun eat so full for dinner.
i got gastric pain almost near to end of lesson.

must really push myself to stop eating junk food.
make me get fat alot recently.
already so fat. still put on 2 kg more.
and that spare tyre like getting bigger.
causing problem to dance... and of course my health.

Halo.. Dear Regine,
i am suppose to get thinner by dancing.. not fatter lei.
No more junk ok..

basically i am what i eat la.. all fats mostly at stomach.
i tried 1 week eat porrridge, my stomach really become smaller.
Do any1 know the Facts abt fats?
if one with more fats gather at lower body compare to one with more fats gather at stomach,the one with fats at stomach got higher risk of getting health problem and diseases.
Therefore ... gals with lower body more fats, but other parts of body still ok..
Dun worry k.. cause the lower body need a bit of fats also for giving birth next time. i guess thats why old ppl always say.. big bottoms good for giving birth.. lol
but 1 pointer... remember to take lots of calcium... if not the bones cannot support.
While those with big stomach[except those who are preg].. take note of what you eating.

Ok.. a bit too off topic here.

hmm.. today in school. Discuss FYP lor. By thurs neeed to hand in draft of Pitch paper. Sat meet FYP Supervisor. 1st meeting only.. more to come along the weeks.
Fri got to hand in 356 lab 3 assg.--> haven start doing
Wed need to hand in 366 Ubuntu assg 1.--> this 1 DAMN diffcult.
still got the 356 Tank Game assg going on and due in 3 weeks after lab 3.
---> haven start yet.. plus its difficult.

the school think its so easy..
especially for 366. that idiot lecturer... who knows what he is trying to say in lecture sia. and totally not related to any of our assg. nv teach any programming then ask us to program that thing out.
all need to self study and all not enough time.

its again 2am now.. these few weeks.. i almost everyday sleep 2am.
tmr probably going school trying to figure out that ubuntu again.
---> i feel like an idiot. i totally do not understand the codes.. and ya right...
they make it sound so easy. when i said i dun understand i really dun understand la.

Whats the diff between you and the Lecturer if you all insist that i should be able to do it if i Slowly Look and Study the codes..[how do you know i did not try in the 1st place]

Regine... Breathe..
Go sleep now... get enough rest for the road ahead.

YAWN~*

its 215am now.
just finish ANOTHER so-called LAST EDIT of the congrat video.
julia's bro and relative[specifically that ONE] really very inconsiderate.
Taking ppl for granted.

AM i being too good already?

NOT just editing will do ok. i need to RE_RENDERED the whole video.

OH MAN!!. Do you ppl know how troublesome it is not?

today i went to read a few friends de blog.
got a bit emo of my feelings.
there are lots of things in life that we have to realise and reflect on.
did i do that?
if i did, what have i conclude out of it?. whats changes have i made to improve?
makes me ponder a while.

maybe it is not the right time to pause and think now as....
i got lots of assg to be done by weekend.
and i DUNNNO how to do. DAMN

REGINE... breathe....
look into 1 thing at a time... opps
maybe a few things at a time but keep the line clear enough of each.
calm down and things will turn out better. dont panic.
Friends will be there to help.

OHOHOH.. and i found $4 on the floor just now on way home.

and..YAWN~*..
i got to get some sleep b4 tmr long day [ or rather today will be another long day]

just got home from school

the damn lift spoil. someone so violent press the button till stuck there.
then another person more violent to actually force open the lift when it is already not working.
both lift Stuck.
I live 11th floor lor.
Old liao. how can make me climb.. haiyo

today at home...
finish the wedding montage finally. and i mean totally finish...
including the rendering.
left only to burn it out on a dvd and pass to the bride.
why dvd...? cause the file size damn big.. almost 2 gb for 10mins video
in MOV format and in 1024x 786 size.

today in school ....
work on the assg 2 for 356. still haven do assg 1 for 366.
plus today suppose to finish lab 5 and 6 together with tutorial 5 and 6 for 366.
damn difficult and all need to take very long. how to finish????

then got to stay for FYP briefing at 7pm.
talk of that, gabriel told me he read jianwei blog and feel/realise that jianwei is not happy to to same group as us.
What did we do that he dont like. And as if i like working with him in the 1st place. but i nv denied that he is able to work b4.
So whats the problem with him.
If he feel that we wasted the time just now and nv discuss anything ...then why not he take the initiative to start the discussion.
I mean... dun just keep saying what you dont like or why nv do this why nv do that... Take the initiative to do it 1st lor.
Waiting for some1 to do it 1st meh. i waiting for you, you waiting for me. who is going to do it then.
i hate this kind of ppl.
Ownself didnt even MOVE 1st then just complaint ppl nv MOVE.
I can be the Project manager [not as if i nv be leader b4] but i know i cannot commit the time and effort the supervisor expect due to my other commitment outside.
and i am very open to letting them[ the guys] do it,
1st point being i am the only gal in the group, letting the guys lead is a good thing for me to learn to be listening and work more, not talk more.
2nd point being, its good to let them LEAD/ TRY to LEAD. you nv try you nv know your abilities can be more than what you think.
SO. I REALLY DUNNO WHATS the PROBLEM with him.
HATE those ~ZAI2 NAN2.

opps.. i might be a bit of ZAI2 NYU3 too.
who cares.. at least i am more outdoor, more equal on both sides.

Dont try to mess with me... i can be angel this sec and devil at the other.

~ROAR~

WOHOHO,
I got my MacBook ytd night, and i got those needed software installed today.
HAPPY..
BUT....today 1st day using , 1st day bring to school, i got a few scratches on it already. Heart feel pain sia.

Finish the editing of the whole wedding montage this morning.
Just shown it to the bride and groom a while ago.
Rendering now.. there are 12669 Frames to render ok. and thats not the end.

That julia just handed me 2 ADD-ON of the congrat videos.
She said just throw it behind..
but you think i will do so meh.
it will destroy the whole montage.
i have no choice but to RE-edit the congrat video and RE-Render it.
ALthough that is not a VERY LONG/HARD edit. but thats not the point.
I am using my precious school time to do this and PEOPLE please be more considerate.
It not that i am 24/7 free, waiting for you to be READY to pass the video to me.
Anyway, Thats that and it is going to be end of story by this weekend.

I can now focus on my FYP and other incoming assgs. averagely i got to finish 2 assgs each week. 2 only[you might think] but its all programming..OK.. its not easy.

CGOverdrive2008 conference 17-20 June 2008.
Really feel like going.. but under student price[early bird only] it is $280.
Where got that extra $ to go.
Haiz.

The weather recently is DAMN HOT ar.
Just sit there doing nothing also will sweat like hell.
Fan is not of much use.
I need a AIRCON.

kk. thats all for today.

last but not least.. picture of my macbook

Wahaha,
I am very excited. I am going to get my MacBook very soon.
My bro offer to get the laptop for me. How did he know i need 1?......
Thats because i complaint that my old laptop is dying and i cant do my work.
So he actually notice that and on last Sun when i was about to go to work, he suddenly pop out that question. You wanna buy a macbook right, go check out how much and where can use credit installment.
And YTD, i actually placed my order witt APPLE already.
As today is a PH, they cant process my application. Fri morning, they will process it. and Since SAT and SUN is weekend, I will be getting my MacBook on either Mon or Tues. Lucky i do not have school that 2 days. if not i will have to arrange another day for them to deliver it. which mean to wait longer..... and i cant wait any longer. LOL.HOHOHO

YTD night and this morning is a long day for me.
YTD night went to clean my bro house[prepare for new tenant to be in]from 6.30 to 1am with My Bro, His GF, and Me. I bet no 1 can imagine the dirt LEVEL. The toilet is literally BLACK. and i mean BLACK. the window panel and wall tiles in Kitchen is YELLOW[from all the cooking]. My bro basically give the toilet a makeover. now its is at least a bit yellowish only. still not that bad. and his gf and i take charge of the window panel and wall tile now they are shining.

This morning however, i got to bring our old TV over for the new tenent. its heavy. cause i carry it with my mother. she dunno how to carry. i think if i carry with some1 else, it will be better. i hurt my finger because of that. and i can still feel the sore now. I am back home only at 1pm.

Now i am doing the final editing for the wedding montage for dominic and rachel.
Lucky the last rendering works. just now got problem with it sia.
Oh, i realise i actually know rachel SIS. Rebecca from my Work and Travel USA trip. What a small world.
K then. The 1st rendering just done. got to get back to the main video edit.