have not been updating the blog lately. cause simply because i am too busy.
of course my birthday party turn out to be a success,
jacky edith, ling qing, bernice all stayed in the end. including emily weilun,aaron, eric, and of course xuan leon julia me. it really fun and all of us had a great time tgt for the 3 days 2 nights.
thanks to all friends who attend and their company.
we play, we drink, we make noise, we ktv, we bowl.. it purely FUN.
and starting oct, i have been working night shift. it is tiring and i have to get use to the odd and late hrs.and of course its sad to have to stop dance due to the timing. but i really learn alot alot. its a great experience.
soon it will be coming to an end. and i have to look for a job soon. and hope i can be back at dance with my fellow dancers.
time flies and its dec. just attended edith and jacky wedding on sat-19 dec @ grand hyatt.
my 1st time being sisters. 1st time wearing a dress to dance on the wedding.
1st time feel that true love does exist.
thanks to jacky and edith.
i am happy that i know them both.
i am so touched by their vows for each other during Solemnization that i teared.
really happy for the both of them.
its coming to dec end and soon it will be jan and then my project will end mid feb.
its a new year and a new beginning.
i hope for the best and that everything will be smooth for everyone... especially myself.
~
Monday, December 21, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
HAIZ...
very sad...
at 1st i just want to have fun with my friends.
then i realise i only create more problems for myself
i purly wants to have a party tahts all.
nv expect that it will be so troublesome.
if i knew earlier.
i will have just still to my sec friends plan.
they will plan everything. i dun need worry.
now that i have my own chalet,
form booking of chalet to ordering fo bbq food etc.
all i settle.
very stress.
trying to make it good.
trying to kind of make up for my 21st birthday.
although now most things is confirmed,
BUT 1 big problem is.
no 1 is staying
if i know then in teh 1st place i will just be ordering buffet at my house.
now the chalet is booked and no1 is staying.
wasted
at 1st thought only 2nd night is bad...
only julia and me for my chalet
only yaxina and huiling for sec chalet
..
but now i realise.. 1st night is nth better.
got xuan leon me julia.
qing and ling probably not staying as ling got to work..
edith and jacky also not staying liao.
limei cant stay cause wnat study exam.
bernice not staying if there is no1 going back with her for 20th.
although xuan and leon night be going back on 20th.
seriously after knowing all the problem that suddenly arised..
i brain -blocked.
i cant think liao.
i feel so tired.
now so last min. cant find ppl to come 2nd day .
even if have ppl, no plan at all for 2nd night.
really cant think liao.
i think i need a break then come back to think abt this.
if not, i will break out.
i only have 3 days left.
and i am trying to tell myself ..
I have 3 days MORE. not that i ONLY have 3 days
~
speechless.
.........
~
very sad...
at 1st i just want to have fun with my friends.
then i realise i only create more problems for myself
i purly wants to have a party tahts all.
nv expect that it will be so troublesome.
if i knew earlier.
i will have just still to my sec friends plan.
they will plan everything. i dun need worry.
now that i have my own chalet,
form booking of chalet to ordering fo bbq food etc.
all i settle.
very stress.
trying to make it good.
trying to kind of make up for my 21st birthday.
although now most things is confirmed,
BUT 1 big problem is.
no 1 is staying
if i know then in teh 1st place i will just be ordering buffet at my house.
now the chalet is booked and no1 is staying.
wasted
at 1st thought only 2nd night is bad...
only julia and me for my chalet
only yaxina and huiling for sec chalet
..
but now i realise.. 1st night is nth better.
got xuan leon me julia.
qing and ling probably not staying as ling got to work..
edith and jacky also not staying liao.
limei cant stay cause wnat study exam.
bernice not staying if there is no1 going back with her for 20th.
although xuan and leon night be going back on 20th.
seriously after knowing all the problem that suddenly arised..
i brain -blocked.
i cant think liao.
i feel so tired.
now so last min. cant find ppl to come 2nd day .
even if have ppl, no plan at all for 2nd night.
really cant think liao.
i think i need a break then come back to think abt this.
if not, i will break out.
i only have 3 days left.
and i am trying to tell myself ..
I have 3 days MORE. not that i ONLY have 3 days
~
speechless.
.........
~
Saturday, August 29, 2009
today we celebrate bernice birthday.. she is 18 already.
ya. 18.. the best age to be..
i feel so old. haven been seeing many candles on the cake since pass the gate of 21.
LOL
going to have a parth this year for my birthday.
kind of making up for not celebrating my 21st.
why this year then make up lei?.
dunno ...just a random reason for having a party. cause this year the date is special to me.. 20 09 2009.
Today i finally bought the facial wash and stuff.
have been going to faceshop a few times but just cant bring myself to buy. cause very 心痛 to spend so much on that.
but i finally convince myself that i should 宠一宠 pamper myself.
its abt $100+. and i get free membership for life.
LOL.
Got 1 friend told me. Gals should always be at top form.
Dress up. Touch up. Tone Up.
Although i really dunno how to do so. but i do agree to a certain extend, gals really got to look good.
But i dun agree if guys use this as an excuse to stray and like another gal.
cause then the main problem is on the guy not on the gal.
the Guy shouldnt liek the gal for just looks. or being able to look good.
a friend i know from sdu msn me again.
i regret keeping contact with him.
not that he is very bad or what. in fact he is kind enough to have plan treating me a dinner for my birthday. even b4 that. he have been asking me out for dinner and movies.
but i already say clearly the 1st time that i dun mind go out alone with guy cause its not my 1st time anyway.
just to make it clear taht just friend only.
but everytime i seems to get myself into trouble in 1 way or another.
a couple of weeks ago, we argue over on msn . he actually blame me for not free to go out with him as a friend. which i feel ridiculous at that time.
i think to myself if i had once again give wrong signal.
anyway since we argue. i thought thats the end. and its also in a way good for me. getting myself out of trouble.
but a moment ago, he msn me again. ask me to goout for dinner as my birthday treat.
its very nice of him. but... i seriously dun want to make it worse.
but i dunno how to reject.
i dun have a bf i know..
but cant i just be single?
and i seriously dun think we click.
even if just being friends, its also based on a 1st rule.. whether we click or not.
长痛不如短痛
can anyone advise me how to end this?
~~
~~
ya. 18.. the best age to be..
i feel so old. haven been seeing many candles on the cake since pass the gate of 21.
LOL
going to have a parth this year for my birthday.
kind of making up for not celebrating my 21st.
why this year then make up lei?.
dunno ...just a random reason for having a party. cause this year the date is special to me.. 20 09 2009.
Today i finally bought the facial wash and stuff.
have been going to faceshop a few times but just cant bring myself to buy. cause very 心痛 to spend so much on that.
but i finally convince myself that i should 宠一宠 pamper myself.
its abt $100+. and i get free membership for life.
LOL.
Got 1 friend told me. Gals should always be at top form.
Dress up. Touch up. Tone Up.
Although i really dunno how to do so. but i do agree to a certain extend, gals really got to look good.
But i dun agree if guys use this as an excuse to stray and like another gal.
cause then the main problem is on the guy not on the gal.
the Guy shouldnt liek the gal for just looks. or being able to look good.
a friend i know from sdu msn me again.
i regret keeping contact with him.
not that he is very bad or what. in fact he is kind enough to have plan treating me a dinner for my birthday. even b4 that. he have been asking me out for dinner and movies.
but i already say clearly the 1st time that i dun mind go out alone with guy cause its not my 1st time anyway.
just to make it clear taht just friend only.
but everytime i seems to get myself into trouble in 1 way or another.
a couple of weeks ago, we argue over on msn . he actually blame me for not free to go out with him as a friend. which i feel ridiculous at that time.
i think to myself if i had once again give wrong signal.
anyway since we argue. i thought thats the end. and its also in a way good for me. getting myself out of trouble.
but a moment ago, he msn me again. ask me to goout for dinner as my birthday treat.
its very nice of him. but... i seriously dun want to make it worse.
but i dunno how to reject.
i dun have a bf i know..
but cant i just be single?
and i seriously dun think we click.
even if just being friends, its also based on a 1st rule.. whether we click or not.
长痛不如短痛
can anyone advise me how to end this?
~~
~~
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Without realising it,
it have been almost 1 mth since i last update the blog.
work "started" since 27th July.
But not the actual project.
have been coming in for work though.
1st 2 weeks is practising on AVID and do our own edits.
then its national day and right after mon holiday,
we are post to diff dept to work on something else since the project we suppose to be working on has been postpone again.
i am lucky to be post here.
learn new stuff. FInally touched on FCP.
play around and practice re-doing some old edits.
learn abt the flow of a actual work/project.... etc etc
as usual, every night still go dance... ok. not every night.
every mon wed thurs sun. total of 6 classes.
tues is RCIA church class.
sat are for those exhibitions- STGCC, NATAS, COMEX, BIRTHDAY CHALETs .. etc
Left Fri night...
my only rest day and also the only available day for gathering.
depends on my work of course.
might need to work shift and stay a little bit later whenever needed.
Still happy abt it as i am doing what i wanted to do all along.
it might not last long. all depends on my luck.
but at least i have it till Nov.
-------------------------------
moody this week. PMS.
those who want to irritates me. please do find a better time to do so.
and YOU. .. YES YOU... if you have no choice but to cross my path. i can understand that.
BUT do not keep stepping on my tail.
And DO NOT pick up my WORDS wrongly and thought that you got it right and thinking you are REAL SMART.
DO NOT act PRO cause we know you are not.
井水不犯河水。
天下太平。
~
it have been almost 1 mth since i last update the blog.
work "started" since 27th July.
But not the actual project.
have been coming in for work though.
1st 2 weeks is practising on AVID and do our own edits.
then its national day and right after mon holiday,
we are post to diff dept to work on something else since the project we suppose to be working on has been postpone again.
i am lucky to be post here.
learn new stuff. FInally touched on FCP.
play around and practice re-doing some old edits.
learn abt the flow of a actual work/project.... etc etc
as usual, every night still go dance... ok. not every night.
every mon wed thurs sun. total of 6 classes.
tues is RCIA church class.
sat are for those exhibitions- STGCC, NATAS, COMEX, BIRTHDAY CHALETs .. etc
Left Fri night...
my only rest day and also the only available day for gathering.
depends on my work of course.
might need to work shift and stay a little bit later whenever needed.
Still happy abt it as i am doing what i wanted to do all along.
it might not last long. all depends on my luck.
but at least i have it till Nov.
-------------------------------
moody this week. PMS.
those who want to irritates me. please do find a better time to do so.
and YOU. .. YES YOU... if you have no choice but to cross my path. i can understand that.
BUT do not keep stepping on my tail.
And DO NOT pick up my WORDS wrongly and thought that you got it right and thinking you are REAL SMART.
DO NOT act PRO cause we know you are not.
井水不犯河水。
天下太平。
~
Sunday, July 26, 2009
today i went trekking with my sec friends.
yaxin huiling weiting.
very nice of yaxin and huiling to have prepare the sandwiches and the [ham cheese cucumber].
LOL. dunno what is it call.
though i dun really love cheese that much and dun like cucumber.
but she used jap cucumber[which i dun hate that much] and the cheese is not to cheesy.
tgt with ham. taste nice.
and of course yaxin's tuna sandwiches.
along the trek . we saw many animals.
the komodo?. am i right. dunno the name la..
the monkeys.
the snake.. which is kind of rare.
cause its quite a long 1.... not very fat though.
just right in front of me.. crossing the path into the leaves and grass area beside the trekking path.
i was walking infront and i realise where there is this "black strip" that moves.
LOL
then my eyes just follow the tail to the head and realise its a snake.
wahaha. i know. I very slow.
haha
dun really dare take picture.
regret.
we took another route that is a bit diff from the route that i trek b4 with TAS.
and we came out to the roads opp bukit timah shopping centre.
then we went for late lunch cum dinner at Al-ameen.
and finally- HOME SWEET HOME.
anyway, picture of the trip is uploaded to facebook. as usual..
:P
~
yaxin huiling weiting.
very nice of yaxin and huiling to have prepare the sandwiches and the [ham cheese cucumber].
LOL. dunno what is it call.
though i dun really love cheese that much and dun like cucumber.
but she used jap cucumber[which i dun hate that much] and the cheese is not to cheesy.
tgt with ham. taste nice.
and of course yaxin's tuna sandwiches.
along the trek . we saw many animals.
the komodo?. am i right. dunno the name la..
the monkeys.
the snake.. which is kind of rare.
cause its quite a long 1.... not very fat though.
just right in front of me.. crossing the path into the leaves and grass area beside the trekking path.
i was walking infront and i realise where there is this "black strip" that moves.
LOL
then my eyes just follow the tail to the head and realise its a snake.
wahaha. i know. I very slow.
haha
dun really dare take picture.
regret.
we took another route that is a bit diff from the route that i trek b4 with TAS.
and we came out to the roads opp bukit timah shopping centre.
then we went for late lunch cum dinner at Al-ameen.
and finally- HOME SWEET HOME.
anyway, picture of the trip is uploaded to facebook. as usual..
:P
~
Saturday, July 25, 2009
24th july
dinner with edith and jacky @ holland v. crystal jade steamboat.
its their treat for me helping with their bridal shooting.
nice food and nice chat.
Thanks
25th july
which is today.
early morning 9am meet xuan leon bernice aaron at the jurong spring cc.
went mac for breakfast and nv went in for the BGM talk.
yong da came at around 1030am.
and its abt time that the BGM talk ends.
therefor we went up.
the admin at table say we can go in from the back door.
so we slip in.
and in just 5mins, the BGM talk ends. and they want everyone exit from the back door.
so we naturally becoem the 1st to exit too.
LOL
ya. last to go in. 1st to exit. haha
then its time to collect the free nalgene bottle.
haha. the 6 of us seems very kiasu.
actually transport is provided. haha
again we seems very kiasu.
casue we 1st to collect the nalgene so we proceed to jurong safra[kbox] in own own transport and again,
haha. we are 1st to reach.
damn funny.
the k box not even open yet.
ok. finally we all get seated in the k box room and started singing.
the k box session came with 1 free drink and klunch box too.
and also we had a surprise cake and celebration for leon birthday[ which is tmr].
Aprt from the cake.. the nalgene and k box session is only $5.
All thanks to the Jurong Spring YEC.
thanks for organizing such a fun event.
and of course thanks weiting for informing me abt this event.
after k box,
we went Jp coffee bean for a drink and chat.
and after which at 4pm, we left Jp and reach boonlay. xuna need exchange currency while i check on my bro handphone which have been sent for checking.
and guess what the shop say the phone its not there.
they question whether i did left teh phone ther in the 1st place.
please la..
in teh 1st place my bro brought the phone and haven even use. its spoil.
its our fault that we haven use it and till it over warrenty tehn sent for check.
but that also why the gal say the only thing she can help is to sent to supplier to chek what worng.
she took my number and put it inside the box. and nv give me a new receipt.
she told me might need quite long cause my case special.
so yup. i did wait a little too long. cause its almost 3 mth since then.
and today i finally went back.
but thats not teh main point.
the phone shouldnt be just missiing..
i mean they also nv give me a call back to inform me abt the phone on their respoonsibility.
NOW the phone is mysteriously missing. and tehy actually thinks i lying?. the way they look at me as if i am lying.
as if i nv leave th phone there.. totally RIDICULOUS. the phone just dissappear into thin air?
She ask me go home and give her 2 days to find the phone and if the phone is still with the supplier. tehy will get me back a new 1. but nv mention if cannot find then how..
whatever. i will wait till mon then call them again. Crazy... 莫名其妙。RiDICULOUS.
.....
and finally here i am, back at home.
tired.
tmr still got a trekking session with yaxin huiling and weiting.
overall its still a fun day.
~
dinner with edith and jacky @ holland v. crystal jade steamboat.
its their treat for me helping with their bridal shooting.
nice food and nice chat.
Thanks
25th july
which is today.
early morning 9am meet xuan leon bernice aaron at the jurong spring cc.
went mac for breakfast and nv went in for the BGM talk.
yong da came at around 1030am.
and its abt time that the BGM talk ends.
therefor we went up.
the admin at table say we can go in from the back door.
so we slip in.
and in just 5mins, the BGM talk ends. and they want everyone exit from the back door.
so we naturally becoem the 1st to exit too.
LOL
ya. last to go in. 1st to exit. haha
then its time to collect the free nalgene bottle.
haha. the 6 of us seems very kiasu.
actually transport is provided. haha
again we seems very kiasu.
casue we 1st to collect the nalgene so we proceed to jurong safra[kbox] in own own transport and again,
haha. we are 1st to reach.
damn funny.
the k box not even open yet.
ok. finally we all get seated in the k box room and started singing.
the k box session came with 1 free drink and klunch box too.
and also we had a surprise cake and celebration for leon birthday[ which is tmr].
Aprt from the cake.. the nalgene and k box session is only $5.
All thanks to the Jurong Spring YEC.
thanks for organizing such a fun event.
and of course thanks weiting for informing me abt this event.
after k box,
we went Jp coffee bean for a drink and chat.
and after which at 4pm, we left Jp and reach boonlay. xuna need exchange currency while i check on my bro handphone which have been sent for checking.
and guess what the shop say the phone its not there.
they question whether i did left teh phone ther in the 1st place.
please la..
in teh 1st place my bro brought the phone and haven even use. its spoil.
its our fault that we haven use it and till it over warrenty tehn sent for check.
but that also why the gal say the only thing she can help is to sent to supplier to chek what worng.
she took my number and put it inside the box. and nv give me a new receipt.
she told me might need quite long cause my case special.
so yup. i did wait a little too long. cause its almost 3 mth since then.
and today i finally went back.
but thats not teh main point.
the phone shouldnt be just missiing..
i mean they also nv give me a call back to inform me abt the phone on their respoonsibility.
NOW the phone is mysteriously missing. and tehy actually thinks i lying?. the way they look at me as if i am lying.
as if i nv leave th phone there.. totally RIDICULOUS. the phone just dissappear into thin air?
She ask me go home and give her 2 days to find the phone and if the phone is still with the supplier. tehy will get me back a new 1. but nv mention if cannot find then how..
whatever. i will wait till mon then call them again. Crazy... 莫名其妙。RiDICULOUS.
.....
and finally here i am, back at home.
tired.
tmr still got a trekking session with yaxin huiling and weiting.
overall its still a fun day.
~
UPDATES
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9th july
Edith & Jacky Bridal shooting
Studio and Outdoor
Me being their PA- Juan Jie.
Left them and went for movie[Ice Age 3] @ PS around evening time.
10th july
Meeting with my insurance consultant.
haiz. although no $. but there are some things that still must spend on.
upgraded my policy with more illness , accidential and hospitality assurance.
11th-12th july
Pengerang trip with Sisi, huiling, nelly, gab and his friends.
get to know many new friends.
13th-17th july
planned to check out bro hp status,
go da vinci exhibition,
dinner with edith and jacky,
facial appt that i already paid for.
etc...
BUT none of it is done.
18th july.
Ballet under the stars @ fort canning with hiphoppers.
heard and knew some shocking news. but apart of that.
all of us still have fun.
and we supper at the xing wang HK cafe.
love their company. its always fun and enjoyable.
21st july.
finally went to do my facial.
as usual. sales... ask me do teh better 1 at another $$.
whatever. but i did not agree.
so she did not squeeze much of my 黑头.
but still 1st time squeeze. very pain ok.
and although she nv do a full squeeze[due to my package price] but still i end up with my face red red here and there.
but in just awhile. its fine already. so still not that bad la.
22nd july
finally went for my da vinci exhibition.
planned the time nicely. to reach at 3pm. and end at 6pm.should be enough time.
sway sway " aunt visit", need go shop buy "stuff".
wasted 30 mins.
in the end i still manage to finish the exhibition on my own pace. but with no extra time to rewalk 1 round or even to shop some of the souvenirs etc.
its quite a tight schedule.
therefore i advise those going the exhibition. to go no later than 3pm. Best timing is 2pm.
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9th july
Edith & Jacky Bridal shooting
Studio and Outdoor
Me being their PA- Juan Jie.
Left them and went for movie[Ice Age 3] @ PS around evening time.
10th july
Meeting with my insurance consultant.
haiz. although no $. but there are some things that still must spend on.
upgraded my policy with more illness , accidential and hospitality assurance.
11th-12th july
Pengerang trip with Sisi, huiling, nelly, gab and his friends.
get to know many new friends.
13th-17th july
planned to check out bro hp status,
go da vinci exhibition,
dinner with edith and jacky,
facial appt that i already paid for.
etc...
BUT none of it is done.
18th july.
Ballet under the stars @ fort canning with hiphoppers.
heard and knew some shocking news. but apart of that.
all of us still have fun.
and we supper at the xing wang HK cafe.
love their company. its always fun and enjoyable.
21st july.
finally went to do my facial.
as usual. sales... ask me do teh better 1 at another $$.
whatever. but i did not agree.
so she did not squeeze much of my 黑头.
but still 1st time squeeze. very pain ok.
and although she nv do a full squeeze[due to my package price] but still i end up with my face red red here and there.
but in just awhile. its fine already. so still not that bad la.
22nd july
finally went for my da vinci exhibition.
planned the time nicely. to reach at 3pm. and end at 6pm.should be enough time.
sway sway " aunt visit", need go shop buy "stuff".
wasted 30 mins.
in the end i still manage to finish the exhibition on my own pace. but with no extra time to rewalk 1 round or even to shop some of the souvenirs etc.
its quite a tight schedule.
therefore i advise those going the exhibition. to go no later than 3pm. Best timing is 2pm.
Saturday, July 04, 2009
today is a happy day.
i go ktv with bernice at jurong safra.
at 1st we plan go there for the k happy k student tapas promo.
but when we are there, the person say that promo is not available there as the cooking materials ,pots and pans are not ready yet.
so we say nvm. then we go ahead with teh normal package which is $13++ for 2-7pm.
but they charge us $11.50++ which is till 5pm only caus ethey say got quite alot of booking for today.
but nvm in the end we sing till 6pm. total cost $19.10
our room number is 20.
the room is very big. i nv notice it till bernice mention it..
she said: " hey, 1st time i get this big room with just 2 person"
haha. by then, i realise.. :oh ya hor.
She very funny and cute as usual.
Had a really great time with her.
apart from the- scaring me a few times while i am choosing the songs from the monitor.
if i got heart attack...haha. Choy!
LOL~
DEAR Bernice,
pls dun do that again next time.. I am old.
cant tahan the scare. got heart attack.
~LOL
then she went for for her ballet teaching at JW.
while i go walk walk at JP for 30 mins b4 i went to meet my primary school friends at lakeside.
had dinner with them at a vegetarian shop near our house.
table number/ rather it is actually a numbertag for our food.
its number 20 .. AGAIN.
didnt know got that shop till just now.
nice food there.
after dinner we sat at the park to chat for awhile b4 we took the bus home.
happy to be meeting up with primary school friend after such a long long time.
aprt from the above,
i realise my day is link with number 20.
and 20 is my birthdate. not this mth though.
but my birthday is 20 sept - 20 09.
and this year is 2009.
my friend say must but 4D.
haha
thats bascially my day.
heard from weiting there is a jurong spring promo to kbox on 25th july .9-2pm
will find out more from her and look forward to the next kbox session.
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photos from KTV
i go ktv with bernice at jurong safra.
at 1st we plan go there for the k happy k student tapas promo.
but when we are there, the person say that promo is not available there as the cooking materials ,pots and pans are not ready yet.
so we say nvm. then we go ahead with teh normal package which is $13++ for 2-7pm.
but they charge us $11.50++ which is till 5pm only caus ethey say got quite alot of booking for today.
but nvm in the end we sing till 6pm. total cost $19.10
our room number is 20.
the room is very big. i nv notice it till bernice mention it..
she said: " hey, 1st time i get this big room with just 2 person"
haha. by then, i realise.. :oh ya hor.
She very funny and cute as usual.
Had a really great time with her.
apart from the- scaring me a few times while i am choosing the songs from the monitor.
if i got heart attack...haha. Choy!
LOL~
DEAR Bernice,
pls dun do that again next time.. I am old.
cant tahan the scare. got heart attack.
~LOL
then she went for for her ballet teaching at JW.
while i go walk walk at JP for 30 mins b4 i went to meet my primary school friends at lakeside.
had dinner with them at a vegetarian shop near our house.
table number/ rather it is actually a numbertag for our food.
its number 20 .. AGAIN.
didnt know got that shop till just now.
nice food there.
after dinner we sat at the park to chat for awhile b4 we took the bus home.
happy to be meeting up with primary school friend after such a long long time.
aprt from the above,
i realise my day is link with number 20.
and 20 is my birthdate. not this mth though.
but my birthday is 20 sept - 20 09.
and this year is 2009.
my friend say must but 4D.
haha
thats bascially my day.
heard from weiting there is a jurong spring promo to kbox on 25th july .9-2pm
will find out more from her and look forward to the next kbox session.
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photos from KTV
Thursday, July 02, 2009
Utada Hikaru - "Come Back To Me"
Shared via AddThis
Love her -
First Love _ Majo no Jouken
Flavor of Life_Hana Yori Dango
Distance
Can You Keep a Secret_Hero
Prisoner of Love_Last Friends
Eternally_Innocent Love
and now her - Come Back to Me
She is really a talent.
Love her voice, Love her music.
~
Shared via AddThis
Love her -
First Love _ Majo no Jouken
Flavor of Life_Hana Yori Dango
Distance
Can You Keep a Secret_Hero
Prisoner of Love_Last Friends
Eternally_Innocent Love
and now her - Come Back to Me
She is really a talent.
Love her voice, Love her music.
~
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
today, i meet ling to bring her go make her specs as lester's shop at queensway.
then we proceed to the hair salon at the market at my house.
perm or rebond?
always the same question when i going to the salon.
and as usual. i did rebond.
LOL
just like the previous time.. which is just last year during new year [we did our rebond and dye at june's aunt salon]
this time same thing, i did a rebond and i cut the fringe as banks.
the only diff thing is that instead of dyeing my whole head red like previous time.
i highlighted it. .. still in red ... LOL
haha
no choice. RED is just so my color.
turn out looking like bernice's hair.
haha.
but pardon me. i did not copy her..
i already did my hair this way since last new year.
wahaha.
as for ling,
her hair turn from grass to feather.
haha
smooth and soft silky.
in fact my hair also become smooth soft silky.
ling hightlighted her hair copper bronze(am i right again?)
lol.
whatever. its is just a matching color to her current color(she dye it bronze in taiwan tgt with the perm that "grass"ed her hair)
and with the ending cut, her fringe is cut slanted to 1 side.
there is actually lots of diff package and brand for the chemical used.
we chose the better brand and package.
SPA REBOND. $159.
Highlight. $54. (mine is $54 + $10)adding in dunno what extra stuff to make my red more obvious.
we sat there from 3pm till 9pm.
ya. correct... its 6 hrs.
LOL
but happy to have the hair nice nice now.
oh.. and because of being at the salon,
i missed my RCIA class which is suppose to be at 8pm.
didnt expect to be at the salon for such long hrs.
so tired. fall asleep a couple of times.
thats all folk!.
update next time.
~
then we proceed to the hair salon at the market at my house.
perm or rebond?
always the same question when i going to the salon.
and as usual. i did rebond.
LOL
just like the previous time.. which is just last year during new year [we did our rebond and dye at june's aunt salon]
this time same thing, i did a rebond and i cut the fringe as banks.
the only diff thing is that instead of dyeing my whole head red like previous time.
i highlighted it. .. still in red ... LOL
haha
no choice. RED is just so my color.
turn out looking like bernice's hair.
haha.
but pardon me. i did not copy her..
i already did my hair this way since last new year.
wahaha.
as for ling,
her hair turn from grass to feather.
haha
smooth and soft silky.
in fact my hair also become smooth soft silky.
ling hightlighted her hair copper bronze(am i right again?)
lol.
whatever. its is just a matching color to her current color(she dye it bronze in taiwan tgt with the perm that "grass"ed her hair)
and with the ending cut, her fringe is cut slanted to 1 side.
there is actually lots of diff package and brand for the chemical used.
we chose the better brand and package.
SPA REBOND. $159.
Highlight. $54. (mine is $54 + $10)adding in dunno what extra stuff to make my red more obvious.
we sat there from 3pm till 9pm.
ya. correct... its 6 hrs.
LOL
but happy to have the hair nice nice now.
oh.. and because of being at the salon,
i missed my RCIA class which is suppose to be at 8pm.
didnt expect to be at the salon for such long hrs.
so tired. fall asleep a couple of times.
thats all folk!.
update next time.
~
Updates
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Last week is a Busy weekend for me
To start off, I will like to mention that Thurs is the end of my training and ready for the work to start anytime.
Tentatively, we know we should be starting work 1st july.
But i got a new today that the whole project will be delay. and our work will be delay too. will be postpone till 22nd July.
Will have to wait for further notice.
Then on Fri, its Lena's wedding day.
She is now officially MRS Tang.
the wedding dinner is at night.
buti went there early iwth jacky and edith.
cause jacky is the MC. and edith and me taking his car. so we went early
we had luch tgt then we go back to meet jacky.
and while the rest is having their rehearsal, jacky and edith need to go try out jacky suit for their wedding.
Jenn went with us as she got to go run some errands for the lena's wedding.
we went to settle lena's stuff 1st. cause its her wedding day.
then we went to try jacky suit.
then we get back to the wedding at fullerton.
its around 5pm already , at around 6pm, me and edith go dress up and get ready.
Thanks limei for making the nice hairdo for me.>Love Ya
Thanks edith for lending me the handbag
and Thansk julia for lendin me the necklace.. and of course
thanks both of you for being my fashion consultant.
LOL
Great job to all dancers (and their bf too).
The wedding ends kind of late.
and although we intend to do something afetr day. but to be frank i am so tired.
and the next day still got dance workshop.
so in the end we all went home.
limei went bernice house.
and aaron stayed at my house.
he played wii for teh whole night till next morning around 10am.
completing the whole siperman RPG game. plus continuing to play the mario sonic olympic game. [ i am a light sleeper. thast why i know].. LOL
i cannot tahan my tireness . therefore i wnet to sleep at 6am.
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Sat...
Workshops is at 1pm.
i wake up at 11am.
i know aaron just went to sleep.
so i only wake him up at 11.45
i intended to leave house at 12.
but in the end. we are almost late.
so we share a cab down and reach there abt 10 mins early.
and guess what we are the 1st to reach.
workshops ends around 5pm. we went back to xuan house and get ready for the appt that night.
its a belated birthday celebration with chonglin and gang (xuan sec friends)
we went to watch transformers II that night.
nice food at billy bombers, and Nice Movie.
the movie ends at 1230 plus.
by the time i reach home its around 1plus.
----
Sun...
TBG 2009 @ Expo.
We arrange to meet at 6pm.
Xuan & leon come fetch me at around 4 plus 5pm. to her house.
then they change and get ready as morning they got another appt at bird park.
we left house at around 5 plus. and went to mac drive in to grab some food.
we reached expo at 630pm.
there are lots of ppl already there queuing.
The show is good. very good. damn good. DOPE.
Love All-Stars, WCO, Cool Mint, SD crew...
overseas crews and local crews.
Great show.
whole thingy ended at around 10 plus 11pm... am i right?. lol
then we went changi village for supper.
thats abt all for my weekend.
~
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Last week is a Busy weekend for me
To start off, I will like to mention that Thurs is the end of my training and ready for the work to start anytime.
Tentatively, we know we should be starting work 1st july.
But i got a new today that the whole project will be delay. and our work will be delay too. will be postpone till 22nd July.
Will have to wait for further notice.
Then on Fri, its Lena's wedding day.
She is now officially MRS Tang.
the wedding dinner is at night.
buti went there early iwth jacky and edith.
cause jacky is the MC. and edith and me taking his car. so we went early
we had luch tgt then we go back to meet jacky.
and while the rest is having their rehearsal, jacky and edith need to go try out jacky suit for their wedding.
Jenn went with us as she got to go run some errands for the lena's wedding.
we went to settle lena's stuff 1st. cause its her wedding day.
then we went to try jacky suit.
then we get back to the wedding at fullerton.
its around 5pm already , at around 6pm, me and edith go dress up and get ready.
Thanks limei for making the nice hairdo for me.>Love Ya
Thanks edith for lending me the handbag
and Thansk julia for lendin me the necklace.. and of course
thanks both of you for being my fashion consultant.
LOL
Great job to all dancers (and their bf too).
The wedding ends kind of late.
and although we intend to do something afetr day. but to be frank i am so tired.
and the next day still got dance workshop.
so in the end we all went home.
limei went bernice house.
and aaron stayed at my house.
he played wii for teh whole night till next morning around 10am.
completing the whole siperman RPG game. plus continuing to play the mario sonic olympic game. [ i am a light sleeper. thast why i know].. LOL
i cannot tahan my tireness . therefore i wnet to sleep at 6am.
------------
Sat...
Workshops is at 1pm.
i wake up at 11am.
i know aaron just went to sleep.
so i only wake him up at 11.45
i intended to leave house at 12.
but in the end. we are almost late.
so we share a cab down and reach there abt 10 mins early.
and guess what we are the 1st to reach.
workshops ends around 5pm. we went back to xuan house and get ready for the appt that night.
its a belated birthday celebration with chonglin and gang (xuan sec friends)
we went to watch transformers II that night.
nice food at billy bombers, and Nice Movie.
the movie ends at 1230 plus.
by the time i reach home its around 1plus.
----
Sun...
TBG 2009 @ Expo.
We arrange to meet at 6pm.
Xuan & leon come fetch me at around 4 plus 5pm. to her house.
then they change and get ready as morning they got another appt at bird park.
we left house at around 5 plus. and went to mac drive in to grab some food.
we reached expo at 630pm.
there are lots of ppl already there queuing.
The show is good. very good. damn good. DOPE.
Love All-Stars, WCO, Cool Mint, SD crew...
overseas crews and local crews.
Great show.
whole thingy ended at around 10 plus 11pm... am i right?. lol
then we went changi village for supper.
thats abt all for my weekend.
~
Sunday, June 21, 2009
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just doing some random browsing online and found out that nike got design a dance shoe specially for womens.
might be already out there for some time.
but no matter what, i just get to know abt this now.
and guess what...
i make a promise to myself.
i am going to get 1.
Nike Womens Air Troupe Mid Metallic Silver/Pink
----
quoting from the web:
The "Nike Air Troupe Mid Women's Dance Shoe" was designed for women who like to get down on the dancefloor. After two years of research conducted in collaboration with Hip Hop dancers and b-girls of New York, LA , Paris, Seoul and Tokyo.
It was inspired by the Dunk or the Air Force One generally used by the dancers, but still much more flexible for greater flexibility of the foot. It also has a reinforced outer sole, a heel-slip surface and its opening on the back of the ankle; lighter thanks to its midsole. The Troupe can be completely customized with Nike ID as well.
The Nike Air Troupe Mid is the first shoe designed especially for hip hop dancers. The Air Troupe is deceivingly lightweight and flexible.
Features include: dance specific flex grooves in the sole, Nike Air technology, padded tongue, & raised center pivots for the most complex dance moves around!
It may not be the best looking sneaker around, but the tech specs more than make up for it.
Dancers need shoes, not just ballet dancers but all dancers!
----
for nike store online- USA,
they can even customise the colors for the entire shoe in detail parts.
but not available outside USA. so sad.
i make sure i get 1..
no matter what colors.
....
..
very soon
~
just doing some random browsing online and found out that nike got design a dance shoe specially for womens.
might be already out there for some time.
but no matter what, i just get to know abt this now.
and guess what...
i make a promise to myself.
i am going to get 1.
Nike Womens Air Troupe Mid Metallic Silver/Pink
----
quoting from the web:
The "Nike Air Troupe Mid Women's Dance Shoe" was designed for women who like to get down on the dancefloor. After two years of research conducted in collaboration with Hip Hop dancers and b-girls of New York, LA , Paris, Seoul and Tokyo.
It was inspired by the Dunk or the Air Force One generally used by the dancers, but still much more flexible for greater flexibility of the foot. It also has a reinforced outer sole, a heel-slip surface and its opening on the back of the ankle; lighter thanks to its midsole. The Troupe can be completely customized with Nike ID as well.
The Nike Air Troupe Mid is the first shoe designed especially for hip hop dancers. The Air Troupe is deceivingly lightweight and flexible.
Features include: dance specific flex grooves in the sole, Nike Air technology, padded tongue, & raised center pivots for the most complex dance moves around!
It may not be the best looking sneaker around, but the tech specs more than make up for it.
Dancers need shoes, not just ballet dancers but all dancers!
----
for nike store online- USA,
they can even customise the colors for the entire shoe in detail parts.
but not available outside USA. so sad.
i make sure i get 1..
no matter what colors.
....
..
very soon
~
Friday, June 12, 2009
Its FRIDAY..
(Being Random)
-----------
just now.. erm...
ok. thurs, ytd
after training, meet julia at jp for dinner.
then walk around.
ask julia to share with me the NEW YORK CHEESE CAKE.
LOL
cause its on promo.
the exact same cake we bought for limei bdae.
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last few week my schdeule is starting to get a little more occupied for me.
but thinking of my up coming stuffs..
i will change my mind and say that i am not that busy now. as YET.
-
updates of my past few weeks
mon: dance(Night)
tues: training @ IFW (DAY), RCIA @ church (Night)
wed: dance(Night)
thurs: training @ IFW (DAY), Masters class(Night)
fri: free
sat: 1st sat performace plus giving brochure....
2nd sat workshops plus limei bdae celebration
coming this is 3rd sat.
Busy weekend for me.
Appt List:
Fri
Dinner appt at PS. 6pm.
Sat
Danzpeople workshops 1230pm
I ling bdae dinner @ sakura 6pm
Sun
Performace at JW SRC 1230pm
Xuan's bdae picnic @ botanic garden
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next week, continue same schedule as above.
following week, starting mon 22nd, end of training, apprenticeship work officially starts.
I am getting prepare to work odd and long hours.
but at the same time, worried abt whether it will affect my dance and RCIA classes.
hope everything remain as it is. perfect. no change.
~
(Being Random)
-----------
just now.. erm...
ok. thurs, ytd
after training, meet julia at jp for dinner.
then walk around.
ask julia to share with me the NEW YORK CHEESE CAKE.
LOL
cause its on promo.
the exact same cake we bought for limei bdae.
------------------------------
last few week my schdeule is starting to get a little more occupied for me.
but thinking of my up coming stuffs..
i will change my mind and say that i am not that busy now. as YET.
-
updates of my past few weeks
mon: dance(Night)
tues: training @ IFW (DAY), RCIA @ church (Night)
wed: dance(Night)
thurs: training @ IFW (DAY), Masters class(Night)
fri: free
sat: 1st sat performace plus giving brochure....
2nd sat workshops plus limei bdae celebration
coming this is 3rd sat.
Busy weekend for me.
Appt List:
Fri
Dinner appt at PS. 6pm.
Sat
Danzpeople workshops 1230pm
I ling bdae dinner @ sakura 6pm
Sun
Performace at JW SRC 1230pm
Xuan's bdae picnic @ botanic garden
-----
next week, continue same schedule as above.
following week, starting mon 22nd, end of training, apprenticeship work officially starts.
I am getting prepare to work odd and long hours.
but at the same time, worried abt whether it will affect my dance and RCIA classes.
hope everything remain as it is. perfect. no change.
~
Friday, June 05, 2009
latest choreo for dance class,
we learning Nobody by wondergirls.
will be added into 14th june Nanyang Family Day performance.
Quite interesting to do the dance with everyone.
And to see the Boys become Wonder Boys.
LOL.
below is a remix version of the song i found during my research for the Nobody".
Love the way it is being mix.
New Feel.
This gal is great.
She sing lots of songs in remix version.
I love her style. the way she 从新诠释 those songs.
Check her(Pumashock) out if you also like her style.
we learning Nobody by wondergirls.
will be added into 14th june Nanyang Family Day performance.
Quite interesting to do the dance with everyone.
And to see the Boys become Wonder Boys.
LOL.
below is a remix version of the song i found during my research for the Nobody".
Love the way it is being mix.
New Feel.
This gal is great.
She sing lots of songs in remix version.
I love her style. the way she 从新诠释 those songs.
Check her(Pumashock) out if you also like her style.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Just got home
Today got a performance at JW SRC.
At the very beginning, the news we got its that the performance is in the morning.
and then the plan was to perform morning,give brochure for 2 hours then go wild wild wet.
no clash at all.
Then only last week that we found out its going to be at around 1.10pm.
So its either go give brochure or go wild wild wet.
since we nv confirm abt wild wild wet event, i agree to give brochure.
then last min. got enough ppl going wild wild wet again.
so i cant go give brochure.
But today, we finish our run through, our warm up etc. and we waited and waited. and still not going to perform yet.
we have another appt with julia to go to wild wild wet after perfromance.
never expect drag till around 2pm.
then finally we perform(i also dunno at what time). then we have a quick lunch(pizza ordered by jacky for all of us) and its abt 2.45pm.
Then still got to go back to xuan house to get her stuff for wild wild wet.
but we all so tired. we reach her house at 3pm.
then i called julia(already waiting since 1.30pm at JP), mentioning that why not we not go. as the time travel and etc. at the end will have no time to really enjoy.
why not meet up with the rest and do something else.
In fact she already sms leon awhile b4 i call her. mentioning abt the same thing.
but still from the phone i can sense her down tone.
She ask us to meet up with jacky they all 1st and will call me later after she done at JP.
Xuan leon me. went all the way back to JW SRC.
We plan that we will go give brochure and meet at clementi for ktv.
so off we go to giving out the brochure.
xuan leon at JP.
edith me bernice at clementi.
we meet up with xuan and leon for dinner at clementi and while waiting for jacky, we went to song & song to shop for shorts/pants for dance. and after which we wnet to check out the KTV.
and we realise too ex for singing on sat.
then we decide to find a place sit and talk and drink water.
then we really settle down at mos burger.
then jacky came and the 6 of us talk talk talk talk.... till 12am.
Abt all sorts of things...funny and interesting... and its ends with with bernice's laughter and jacky own pronounciation word list.
LOL~~~~
Its quite happening for all plans to go wrong but still in the end make it a happy day.
~
Dunno if you all do realise that every time when you have a appt, most stuff tend to be clashing on the same day.
~
Today got a performance at JW SRC.
At the very beginning, the news we got its that the performance is in the morning.
and then the plan was to perform morning,give brochure for 2 hours then go wild wild wet.
no clash at all.
Then only last week that we found out its going to be at around 1.10pm.
So its either go give brochure or go wild wild wet.
since we nv confirm abt wild wild wet event, i agree to give brochure.
then last min. got enough ppl going wild wild wet again.
so i cant go give brochure.
But today, we finish our run through, our warm up etc. and we waited and waited. and still not going to perform yet.
we have another appt with julia to go to wild wild wet after perfromance.
never expect drag till around 2pm.
then finally we perform(i also dunno at what time). then we have a quick lunch(pizza ordered by jacky for all of us) and its abt 2.45pm.
Then still got to go back to xuan house to get her stuff for wild wild wet.
but we all so tired. we reach her house at 3pm.
then i called julia(already waiting since 1.30pm at JP), mentioning that why not we not go. as the time travel and etc. at the end will have no time to really enjoy.
why not meet up with the rest and do something else.
In fact she already sms leon awhile b4 i call her. mentioning abt the same thing.
but still from the phone i can sense her down tone.
She ask us to meet up with jacky they all 1st and will call me later after she done at JP.
Xuan leon me. went all the way back to JW SRC.
We plan that we will go give brochure and meet at clementi for ktv.
so off we go to giving out the brochure.
xuan leon at JP.
edith me bernice at clementi.
we meet up with xuan and leon for dinner at clementi and while waiting for jacky, we went to song & song to shop for shorts/pants for dance. and after which we wnet to check out the KTV.
and we realise too ex for singing on sat.
then we decide to find a place sit and talk and drink water.
then we really settle down at mos burger.
then jacky came and the 6 of us talk talk talk talk.... till 12am.
Abt all sorts of things...funny and interesting... and its ends with with bernice's laughter and jacky own pronounciation word list.
LOL~~~~
Its quite happening for all plans to go wrong but still in the end make it a happy day.
~
Dunno if you all do realise that every time when you have a appt, most stuff tend to be clashing on the same day.
~
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
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人
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这个世界有很多种人。
不同皮肤，不同种族，不同语言。
更有上千百亿万种不同性格之分。
有些人，你刚开始很讨厌他。
但相处久了，却发现他其实很不错。
有些人，你刚开始觉得他是个好人。
但日子久了，却发现他其实是个大烂人。
还有一些人，从一开始就很讨厌他，
而希望时间久了， 你会发现他的好。
但事实上，不管过了多久，或是你发现他有多少优点，你始终还是看他不顺眼。
有些人天真得让你好气又好笑，
有些人心计重得让你觉得可怕。
有时、人会在无意间做一些让你不开心或对不起你的事，但他纯粹是无心之失。
可是这世上也有人会刻意地做一些让你不开心或对不起你的事，那却是经过精心策划的。
人、说有多可爱就有多可爱 ；说有多恐怖就有多恐怖。
其中，有几分是真，几分是假。
只有 人 自己才清楚。
但，你 清楚吗？
~
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Got my new specs today.
Same design as huiling's,
we went to make it tgt.
but color diff of course.
But i not very used to it.
i mean my eyes.
too Bright for me.
the optometrist say need some time to get used to the new specs.
for those who often use computer, might need even longer time.
i tried wearing it just now, and i feel like as if i am drunk.
dizzy and headache.
damn.
shall try again tmr.
Thank you yaxin for helping me choos ethe speca and intro me her friend's shop.
Thanks Lester for this offer.
~
Same design as huiling's,
we went to make it tgt.
but color diff of course.
But i not very used to it.
i mean my eyes.
too Bright for me.
the optometrist say need some time to get used to the new specs.
for those who often use computer, might need even longer time.
i tried wearing it just now, and i feel like as if i am drunk.
dizzy and headache.
damn.
shall try again tmr.
Thank you yaxin for helping me choos ethe speca and intro me her friend's shop.
Thanks Lester for this offer.
~
why is there this kind of ppl?
treat strangers as if you know there very well and treat family members like maids and personal assistant
please do think hard. and make it clear.
we are not the one who betray you...
instead, you are the one who is doing it the wrong way now.
$ is not everything . thats very true.
but then why are you so calculative towards family members and so generous to strangers?
you jolly well know we are not working now and dun have much savings.
does it ever come to your mind that you need to give home allowance?
did you ever think of returning the $ for the mis-use of loan for MLM?
especially the HALF of that amount that is already been refund.
why is it not return to mother but into your pocket?
i cant say i have no responsibility over that matter.
but taht not the main point now. cause i did bear that debt in mind and will return once i have the ability.
You might say you also think of it....
but judging by the situation now,
you dun even give home allowance even when i reminded you.
so you think will you remember that loan and Half of amount?
I learn more things as i slowly turn older.
and there are good and bad things.
i realise what i want is simple and
i realise this family is selfish.
dun blame me for being selfish.
cause i live in a family like this.
i can totally understand why the incident in USA happened at that time.
Cause in some ppl eyes i am selfish and do things my ways occasionally OR
in fact maybe most of the time but i did not realise then.
When i finally try and change to be more sensitive and be considerate for ppl,
i found myself being make use of.
and when i try to balance both,
i suddenly discover that. NO.
i shouldnt do that.
I am totally confused.
I really do think i have split personallites.\
But due to my very well control of my 脑前叶(frontal lobe) , that is why i can keep both to balance very well.
I really cant imagine what will happen if 1 day, i just cant help it anymore.
I really need to get out of this.
I give up on this family and from now on, its only me i am going to think of.
and friends of course. they did not do anything wrong to me..so i will still be loyal.
人生哲学RULE No. 1: Pay back 10 times of what you get.
p/s: not in terms of $ la
~
treat strangers as if you know there very well and treat family members like maids and personal assistant
please do think hard. and make it clear.
we are not the one who betray you...
instead, you are the one who is doing it the wrong way now.
$ is not everything . thats very true.
but then why are you so calculative towards family members and so generous to strangers?
you jolly well know we are not working now and dun have much savings.
does it ever come to your mind that you need to give home allowance?
did you ever think of returning the $ for the mis-use of loan for MLM?
especially the HALF of that amount that is already been refund.
why is it not return to mother but into your pocket?
i cant say i have no responsibility over that matter.
but taht not the main point now. cause i did bear that debt in mind and will return once i have the ability.
You might say you also think of it....
but judging by the situation now,
you dun even give home allowance even when i reminded you.
so you think will you remember that loan and Half of amount?
I learn more things as i slowly turn older.
and there are good and bad things.
i realise what i want is simple and
i realise this family is selfish.
dun blame me for being selfish.
cause i live in a family like this.
i can totally understand why the incident in USA happened at that time.
Cause in some ppl eyes i am selfish and do things my ways occasionally OR
in fact maybe most of the time but i did not realise then.
When i finally try and change to be more sensitive and be considerate for ppl,
i found myself being make use of.
and when i try to balance both,
i suddenly discover that. NO.
i shouldnt do that.
I am totally confused.
I really do think i have split personallites.\
But due to my very well control of my 脑前叶(frontal lobe) , that is why i can keep both to balance very well.
I really cant imagine what will happen if 1 day, i just cant help it anymore.
I really need to get out of this.
I give up on this family and from now on, its only me i am going to think of.
and friends of course. they did not do anything wrong to me..so i will still be loyal.
人生哲学RULE No. 1: Pay back 10 times of what you get.
p/s: not in terms of $ la
~
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Once again its emo time.
hey, i am not a free labour.
although i am free at home, doesnt mean i have to help do those editing and let you make use of it to earn $.
for designers and editors, all these works and time spent is assets.
we shouldnt be doing for free.
please do really understand this Fact.
i have already do those design for free during my time at work. which is not my job scope and in the 1st place i should be paid for it. but nv.since its over, i close 1 eye and just tell myself to learn from the lesson.
but again, i stupidly make the smae mistake again.
i have already sent the original work out. and even if further editing need to be done to it for other usage, the new worker should be the 1 doing it.
if want me to do it, its another deal.
make it clear, that cd cover and label,is also not included in the video editing job scope.
Yes ,... it is just simple editing and given that i have the original working files[ as i am the priginal creator of that design] it should be even a easy job for me.
But i still need to spend time doing it.
whats more, after i done it then more changes came in. which mean i have to redo and spend even more time on it.
why not mention all things from the start . why waste my time.
I know my biggest problem is.........
i dunno how to say NO.
but true friends wont make use of me.
Dont you see you becoming more like S-11.
He also making use of those who is useful to him.
You might say you are innocent and that you just dunno this multimedia market work this way.
But now i am telling you straight and i hope you stop making use of me.
if you want do it business way, then please do it throughly.
stop using friends for business purpose.
Think of how ppl contribute and help you,
you should also give back some benefits.
the earth is not just turning upon you as the centre.
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OK.
Given the fact that i am the one who is stupid enough to make the same mistake over and over again.
and Considering the possibilities that she might not be really having that(making use of ppl) in mind(although in fact she already did it without realising.
I will just let this rest.
But please.... we are all human. please do consider my feelings.
~
hey, i am not a free labour.
although i am free at home, doesnt mean i have to help do those editing and let you make use of it to earn $.
for designers and editors, all these works and time spent is assets.
we shouldnt be doing for free.
please do really understand this Fact.
i have already do those design for free during my time at work. which is not my job scope and in the 1st place i should be paid for it. but nv.since its over, i close 1 eye and just tell myself to learn from the lesson.
but again, i stupidly make the smae mistake again.
i have already sent the original work out. and even if further editing need to be done to it for other usage, the new worker should be the 1 doing it.
if want me to do it, its another deal.
make it clear, that cd cover and label,is also not included in the video editing job scope.
Yes ,... it is just simple editing and given that i have the original working files[ as i am the priginal creator of that design] it should be even a easy job for me.
But i still need to spend time doing it.
whats more, after i done it then more changes came in. which mean i have to redo and spend even more time on it.
why not mention all things from the start . why waste my time.
I know my biggest problem is.........
i dunno how to say NO.
but true friends wont make use of me.
Dont you see you becoming more like S-11.
He also making use of those who is useful to him.
You might say you are innocent and that you just dunno this multimedia market work this way.
But now i am telling you straight and i hope you stop making use of me.
if you want do it business way, then please do it throughly.
stop using friends for business purpose.
Think of how ppl contribute and help you,
you should also give back some benefits.
the earth is not just turning upon you as the centre.
--------
OK.
Given the fact that i am the one who is stupid enough to make the same mistake over and over again.
and Considering the possibilities that she might not be really having that(making use of ppl) in mind(although in fact she already did it without realising.
I will just let this rest.
But please.... we are all human. please do consider my feelings.
~
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
watching Jap drama- Ghost Friends. Ep1.
seems not bad.
after relaxing so long, its also time to THINK.
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confused abt what i should choose.
to go on the course/programme full-time, getting low-pay as apprentice[total of 6 mths but the course is free-sponsored] OR
to wait for replys for resume i sent [without pay while waiting, but if i got the job will be of course of higher pay than being apprentice]
Next step/ decision to make will be whether i should go take up the 1 yr full-time dip... although sponsor by WDA still must put total of abt $8600+.
really interested in the dip but when i grad with that and work in that area, will not be as high pay for a new grad as compare to what i might be already be working as.
wanted to put that aside and not choose now. but the WDA sponsor might end anytime.
What do i really want?
I have got no idea.
stable salary with fix schedule and doing something that is not that boring. best if i am interested in it.
i guess thats abt what i want in a job.
the 1st programme i mention is 6 mths. its neither very long nor short period of time. many things can happen / change.
but i am really not confident i can get a job i want in 6 mths.
then again i got to worry that i still do not have a stable income,CPF and savings.
i have nth.
makes me worry.
....
confused...
................
thinking...
pondering.........
...........
~
seems not bad.
after relaxing so long, its also time to THINK.
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confused abt what i should choose.
to go on the course/programme full-time, getting low-pay as apprentice[total of 6 mths but the course is free-sponsored] OR
to wait for replys for resume i sent [without pay while waiting, but if i got the job will be of course of higher pay than being apprentice]
Next step/ decision to make will be whether i should go take up the 1 yr full-time dip... although sponsor by WDA still must put total of abt $8600+.
really interested in the dip but when i grad with that and work in that area, will not be as high pay for a new grad as compare to what i might be already be working as.
wanted to put that aside and not choose now. but the WDA sponsor might end anytime.
What do i really want?
I have got no idea.
stable salary with fix schedule and doing something that is not that boring. best if i am interested in it.
i guess thats abt what i want in a job.
the 1st programme i mention is 6 mths. its neither very long nor short period of time. many things can happen / change.
but i am really not confident i can get a job i want in 6 mths.
then again i got to worry that i still do not have a stable income,CPF and savings.
i have nth.
makes me worry.
....
confused...
................
thinking...
pondering.........
...........
~
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Still as sick.
my mother asking try chinese physician instead.
so i finally tried it.
seems not bad.
but to know whether its does cure me. will need some time to show.
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stop irritating me..
you are not the only one who is right.
i am not your personal assistant.
if you want to pay your bill at the very last min, and cant even give me instructions clearly. and become uncontactable.
then dun come back and make it seems like its my fault.
saying that i should call you long-distance when you nv reply sms.
or saying sms cant get through and as if i will know that too.
you jolly-well can ask me pay for you earlier and not last min.
By the well. i am doing you a favor.
and AGAIN. i got to state: I am not you Personal Assistant.
and i dun always passby the AXS machine and ATM.
I am not trying to be selfish or as if i cant even help do a simple task.
but please do not make it sounds like i owe you that.
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my mother asking try chinese physician instead.
so i finally tried it.
seems not bad.
but to know whether its does cure me. will need some time to show.
---------------------
stop irritating me..
you are not the only one who is right.
i am not your personal assistant.
if you want to pay your bill at the very last min, and cant even give me instructions clearly. and become uncontactable.
then dun come back and make it seems like its my fault.
saying that i should call you long-distance when you nv reply sms.
or saying sms cant get through and as if i will know that too.
you jolly-well can ask me pay for you earlier and not last min.
By the well. i am doing you a favor.
and AGAIN. i got to state: I am not you Personal Assistant.
and i dun always passby the AXS machine and ATM.
I am not trying to be selfish or as if i cant even help do a simple task.
but please do not make it sounds like i owe you that.
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Friday, April 17, 2009
SICK again
why so sway..
just started work for only 1 week
thinking back and analysing the condition
i think i nv really get well since the concert.
i just seems to be ok liao. but deep inside the body .
the virus is still not totally clear yet.
thats why during new year, relapse again. then.
seems to be better and cure.
then now another relapse.
keep coughing. at night cant sleep well as i will just keep coughing.
morning need to clear the throat and nose as i will feel as if something is stuck there.
cant talk much. as i will tend to feel the condition getting worse if i speak too much.
really need to rest well to regain the body immune system.
i use to be very healthy.
seldom got flu or cough or fever.
but since the concert period. i have been coughing and having flu, lost of voice . on and off.
this seems to show that my body immune system is no longer strong and what it used to be.
i have to get better and regain the body immune system fast.
if not, this will really affect my work in future..
lucky now i am working part time and i can just take off and stop work.
but its does still affect the work and colleagues.
I am so sorry.
but i am really not feeling very well.
i dun mean to sabo you all for this job.
hope i can get well fast and thenget back to finish up the project.
feel so guilty.
why so sway..
just started work for only 1 week
thinking back and analysing the condition
i think i nv really get well since the concert.
i just seems to be ok liao. but deep inside the body .
the virus is still not totally clear yet.
thats why during new year, relapse again. then.
seems to be better and cure.
then now another relapse.
keep coughing. at night cant sleep well as i will just keep coughing.
morning need to clear the throat and nose as i will feel as if something is stuck there.
cant talk much. as i will tend to feel the condition getting worse if i speak too much.
really need to rest well to regain the body immune system.
i use to be very healthy.
seldom got flu or cough or fever.
but since the concert period. i have been coughing and having flu, lost of voice . on and off.
this seems to show that my body immune system is no longer strong and what it used to be.
i have to get better and regain the body immune system fast.
if not, this will really affect my work in future..
lucky now i am working part time and i can just take off and stop work.
but its does still affect the work and colleagues.
I am so sorry.
but i am really not feeling very well.
i dun mean to sabo you all for this job.
hope i can get well fast and thenget back to finish up the project.
feel so guilty.
Thursday, April 09, 2009
at work
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currently working part time as telemarketer.
project-based.
this current project i dealing with is for abt 3 weeks.
not really my cup of tea.
probably wont continue with the next project.
but i got to mention that the colleagues here are all very nice.
meanwhile sending resumes, looking for job.
preferred digital media, multimedia
but dun mind dealing with events, customer services.
if got any lobang .. pls inform me. thanks
enough of updates. then it will be my complaints time.
those who not interested can stop here.
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from now on.
i can go for the extra dance class.
just because she accidentally realise i going that class.
but.. everyone else is also going extra class.
not only me..
so dun treat it as if i am the only 1 "zhan pian yi".
actually also no " zhan" any " pian yi"
all learning same thing. just getting extra chance to use studio to practice more on the "same steps
dunno why must so kaykao.
if want kaykao then i also can kaykao.
... long stories.....
i know... no matter what.. its a business...
but cannot be all good things you BAO.
then ppl no benefits at all.
if want kaykao law by law then i also can do that from all the work i done.
Greed is one of the biggest sin in this world.
pls do think again, if greed is more important than.....blah... many stuff...
what will be you be left at the end of the day.
I realise that point just not long ago.
what i want now is just a stable job that i dun really hate or better if i like it.
Dance while i still can.
earn an amount that is enough to pay off my debt, bills, insurance, daily life and some savings.
Just nice will be enough. dun need too much..
Happy will be the no.1 point i am looking at now.
i wont want to earn alot.. but dragging myself to work everyday. and always moody and stress.
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currently working part time as telemarketer.
project-based.
this current project i dealing with is for abt 3 weeks.
not really my cup of tea.
probably wont continue with the next project.
but i got to mention that the colleagues here are all very nice.
meanwhile sending resumes, looking for job.
preferred digital media, multimedia
but dun mind dealing with events, customer services.
if got any lobang .. pls inform me. thanks
enough of updates. then it will be my complaints time.
those who not interested can stop here.
-------------------------------
from now on.
i can go for the extra dance class.
just because she accidentally realise i going that class.
but.. everyone else is also going extra class.
not only me..
so dun treat it as if i am the only 1 "zhan pian yi".
actually also no " zhan" any " pian yi"
all learning same thing. just getting extra chance to use studio to practice more on the "same steps
dunno why must so kaykao.
if want kaykao then i also can kaykao.
... long stories.....
i know... no matter what.. its a business...
but cannot be all good things you BAO.
then ppl no benefits at all.
if want kaykao law by law then i also can do that from all the work i done.
Greed is one of the biggest sin in this world.
pls do think again, if greed is more important than.....blah... many stuff...
what will be you be left at the end of the day.
I realise that point just not long ago.
what i want now is just a stable job that i dun really hate or better if i like it.
Dance while i still can.
earn an amount that is enough to pay off my debt, bills, insurance, daily life and some savings.
Just nice will be enough. dun need too much..
Happy will be the no.1 point i am looking at now.
i wont want to earn alot.. but dragging myself to work everyday. and always moody and stress.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
*YAwn*.
still sleepy. but got to get up.
cause later going expo robinson sales
fast updates:
Fri is my graduation day.
Got to wake damn early to get to school.
That very night. i sleep and 8pm and wake 8am the next morning.
Anyway, i finally graduated. Whats next?
LOL.
Sat... which is ytd. went to watch Grrove in the West Hiphop competition at West Coast Plaza. GOt 40 groups sia.
When we reach there is abt the 4th group liao[ i think].
I uploaded 10 of the groups' video.
still got a few with xuan.
my cam batt die on me so i cant record all.
xuan's cam got no more memory space. so also cant record more.
LOL
Semi finals on 11th April. Those who free can go down.
But sad thing is i wont be free.
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recently i am suffering from insomia.
whats happening.
i am so FREE.
slacking at home.
and i am suffering from insomia?.
WHY?
my mother keep asking why i always sleep so late.
but thats only because i need to lie on the bed like abt 1 hour to fall asleep.
and through the night i will keep flipping.
I am a light-sleeper but previously i can still sleep at night without flipping so much.
Must be the stress from not working.[ i guess]
....
got to STOP.
and think of the happy shopping later.
[ ... but try to not spend so much on useless stuff..]
still sleepy. but got to get up.
cause later going expo robinson sales
fast updates:
Fri is my graduation day.
Got to wake damn early to get to school.
That very night. i sleep and 8pm and wake 8am the next morning.
Anyway, i finally graduated. Whats next?
LOL.
Sat... which is ytd. went to watch Grrove in the West Hiphop competition at West Coast Plaza. GOt 40 groups sia.
When we reach there is abt the 4th group liao[ i think].
I uploaded 10 of the groups' video.
still got a few with xuan.
my cam batt die on me so i cant record all.
xuan's cam got no more memory space. so also cant record more.
LOL
Semi finals on 11th April. Those who free can go down.
But sad thing is i wont be free.
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recently i am suffering from insomia.
whats happening.
i am so FREE.
slacking at home.
and i am suffering from insomia?.
WHY?
my mother keep asking why i always sleep so late.
but thats only because i need to lie on the bed like abt 1 hour to fall asleep.
and through the night i will keep flipping.
I am a light-sleeper but previously i can still sleep at night without flipping so much.
Must be the stress from not working.[ i guess]
....
got to STOP.
and think of the happy shopping later.
[ ... but try to not spend so much on useless stuff..]
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
WARNING*****
NO advices nor solutions needed.
incoming hard-feelings
do not continue reading
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confuse~@@~
what is right and what is wrong.
is there a defination?
does it mean that things that you think is wrong.
you will nv do it? OR
there are times where you have to do it even if you know its wrong.
No 1 forcing you.
YES. thats very true.
BUT the situation is forcing you.
things that relates is forcing you.
your heart is forcing you even if your brain tells you the other.
the surroundings factors are forcing you.
Its all abt making choices.
but why cant i say NO.
when i say NO, ppl blame me.
but when i say YES.
anything that happens next is all my responsibilities.
Why is it so unfair?
Why am i so soft-hearted?
Why cant i bring myself to say NO?
Why my mouth say NO. but my action is still being force to do it?
Why must force me?
I just want to be normal.
I just want to be clear from it.
I dun wish to risk my future.
No 1 can promise nth will happen.
I just want to be able to sleep soundly at night.
Who is going to help me when things really happens?
The answer will be NO ONE.
Ppl will say: " You make the choice yourself and no 1 force you. You can say NO. It your responsibilities to know what you have to bear in the end."
WHY CANT LEAVE ME ALONE?
WHY ARE YOU ALL NOT HELPING ME?
AM I HELPING PPL OR AM I JUST PURLY HURTING MYSELF?
I DUN LIKE THIS FEELING.
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NO advices nor solutions needed.
incoming hard-feelings
do not continue reading
---------------------------------------------------------
confuse~@@~
what is right and what is wrong.
is there a defination?
does it mean that things that you think is wrong.
you will nv do it? OR
there are times where you have to do it even if you know its wrong.
No 1 forcing you.
YES. thats very true.
BUT the situation is forcing you.
things that relates is forcing you.
your heart is forcing you even if your brain tells you the other.
the surroundings factors are forcing you.
Its all abt making choices.
but why cant i say NO.
when i say NO, ppl blame me.
but when i say YES.
anything that happens next is all my responsibilities.
Why is it so unfair?
Why am i so soft-hearted?
Why cant i bring myself to say NO?
Why my mouth say NO. but my action is still being force to do it?
Why must force me?
I just want to be normal.
I just want to be clear from it.
I dun wish to risk my future.
No 1 can promise nth will happen.
I just want to be able to sleep soundly at night.
Who is going to help me when things really happens?
The answer will be NO ONE.
Ppl will say: " You make the choice yourself and no 1 force you. You can say NO. It your responsibilities to know what you have to bear in the end."
WHY CANT LEAVE ME ALONE?
WHY ARE YOU ALL NOT HELPING ME?
AM I HELPING PPL OR AM I JUST PURLY HURTING MYSELF?
I DUN LIKE THIS FEELING.
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Hmm.
I have not been posting for almost coming to a mth.
Basically cause nth special to talk abt.
But here are some recent updates and random thoughts.
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Currently working on a freelance project for DP.
editing the concert video[basic editing only. more can be done if requested]
but with just the basic editing requirement. there is already alot of work.
Not difficult but alot.
---------------------------------------------------------
Overstrained my arm during dance all due to the injuries on my elbow from the falling of stair previously.
Elbow still pain then using more power on left arm. and over strain.
Damn.
During cold weather. especially recently raining alot.
ankle, knee cap. all feel the pain. [Rheumatism]
[Injuries List]-only includes from after sec 4 onwards, by sequence.
Left lower last rib
Left ankle
Left knee cap
Left thumb
Right albow
Left arm
Haiz.............
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Haven found a job yet.
To think again.
If i dun have any basic expectation for my job. i can simply find any job and there is quite a handful outside even when the market is not good.
But i believe that it is due to the qualification and expectation for the job and what kind of career/ job we going to work for etc, that make us hard to find a job.
For me. given the certs i have and the actual skills that i possess, it is totally not equivalent.
PPL/ Bosses/ Companies tot i am a IT person. knows how to program.
But actually i took mostly multimedia electives when i am in poly. and in SIM, i only know how to do basic Arts work for games.
Programming i cant do it. Arts i am not good enough.
What can i do?
---------------------------------------------------
Last time i dun like blogging.
Cause i feel.
Blogging = tell ppl things you want them to know = selective informations about yourself = some true, some might not be true.
but i still start to blog after awhile.
cause i slowly feel that there is still a need to give recent updates of myself to friends from pri, sec, poly, uni etc.
As we move on to another part of our life, chances to meet/ keep in contact with friends are really rare.
So blogging is a good way to know whats going on in your friends life.
But again to be frank.
I dunno how others blog.
But according to myself, like i mention above.
I only blog abt things i want ppl to know abt.
I dun blog abt some other things.....
Some feelings and thoughts going through my mind every now and then.
Thats also why recently i nv blog. cause i got nth to say.
but in fact there is a lot going on in my mind.
So i have decided.
From now on. whatever i feel or think of at that moment.
I will blog [provided i remember].
Its going to be a totally NEW STYLE for the way i blog.
I am going to treat it as if no 1 is reading.
From now on
My Blog = as if no 1 is reading = my private diary = writing everything that i can think of and going through in my mind = Unselective Informations = to speak the truth, all the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth
-------------------------------------------------------------
I have not been posting for almost coming to a mth.
Basically cause nth special to talk abt.
But here are some recent updates and random thoughts.
-------------------------------------------------------
Currently working on a freelance project for DP.
editing the concert video[basic editing only. more can be done if requested]
but with just the basic editing requirement. there is already alot of work.
Not difficult but alot.
---------------------------------------------------------
Overstrained my arm during dance all due to the injuries on my elbow from the falling of stair previously.
Elbow still pain then using more power on left arm. and over strain.
Damn.
During cold weather. especially recently raining alot.
ankle, knee cap. all feel the pain. [Rheumatism]
[Injuries List]-only includes from after sec 4 onwards, by sequence.
Left lower last rib
Left ankle
Left knee cap
Left thumb
Right albow
Left arm
Haiz.............
--------------------------------------------------------------
Haven found a job yet.
To think again.
If i dun have any basic expectation for my job. i can simply find any job and there is quite a handful outside even when the market is not good.
But i believe that it is due to the qualification and expectation for the job and what kind of career/ job we going to work for etc, that make us hard to find a job.
For me. given the certs i have and the actual skills that i possess, it is totally not equivalent.
PPL/ Bosses/ Companies tot i am a IT person. knows how to program.
But actually i took mostly multimedia electives when i am in poly. and in SIM, i only know how to do basic Arts work for games.
Programming i cant do it. Arts i am not good enough.
What can i do?
---------------------------------------------------
Last time i dun like blogging.
Cause i feel.
Blogging = tell ppl things you want them to know = selective informations about yourself = some true, some might not be true.
but i still start to blog after awhile.
cause i slowly feel that there is still a need to give recent updates of myself to friends from pri, sec, poly, uni etc.
As we move on to another part of our life, chances to meet/ keep in contact with friends are really rare.
So blogging is a good way to know whats going on in your friends life.
But again to be frank.
I dunno how others blog.
But according to myself, like i mention above.
I only blog abt things i want ppl to know abt.
I dun blog abt some other things.....
Some feelings and thoughts going through my mind every now and then.
Thats also why recently i nv blog. cause i got nth to say.
but in fact there is a lot going on in my mind.
So i have decided.
From now on. whatever i feel or think of at that moment.
I will blog [provided i remember].
Its going to be a totally NEW STYLE for the way i blog.
I am going to treat it as if no 1 is reading.
From now on
My Blog = as if no 1 is reading = my private diary = writing everything that i can think of and going through in my mind = Unselective Informations = to speak the truth, all the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
My latest Fav Song on my Playlist.
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Mei You Ru Guo MV - Liang Jing Ru
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Mei You Ru Guo MV - Liang Jing Ru
Thursday, February 12, 2009
SWAY DAY..
Fall from Stairs AGAIN.
Dunno why i always fall from stairs..
3rd time in my Life.
this time is the stairs in ShengSiong Mart.
and i landed on my back.
my right elbow straight away got i big patch of Blue-Black.
my lower back got big area of red patch. probably going to be blue-black too.
Damn.
Very pain. Hope no internal injuries.
So Far, i feel the elbow more painful.
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SWAY
Fall from Stairs AGAIN.
Dunno why i always fall from stairs..
3rd time in my Life.
this time is the stairs in ShengSiong Mart.
and i landed on my back.
my right elbow straight away got i big patch of Blue-Black.
my lower back got big area of red patch. probably going to be blue-black too.
Damn.
Very pain. Hope no internal injuries.
So Far, i feel the elbow more painful.
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SWAY
Monday, February 02, 2009
Finally free to Update
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Nothing much since the last post. therefore, i will jump straight to CNY.
CNY is damn boring this year.
why is that so?.
cause of recession?
cause its came too soon right after x mas and new year?
2 day before new year, suddenly caught a FLU.
then day 1 suddenlt on "hold" then day 3 FLU back again.... weird
Day 1
As usual,
went to 3rd uncle house... bring vcd to ktv.
my uncles and auunt went to our 姑婆 house without informing us.
so in the end we just stay in the house whole day.
At night, i went to xuan house, as we want to have other plans for the night.
In the end, movie is out, mahjong is out.
We went Lan Gaming- Left 4 Dead.
It is fun. but i cant play 1st player shooter game for long due to the 1st perspective view.
hence, i got serious headache and i feel like vomiting.
they played for 1 more round and the shop its going to close too.
Then we left.
Day 2
Go 3rd uncle house AGAIN.
stay there whole day AGAIN.
vcd and ktv AGAIN.
went back to xuan house, have dinner.
played PEEK, watched studioDanz showcase '08 DVD.
stayed overnight at xuan house.
Day 3
Work @ DP.
Day 4
Meet francis and leon , go sentosa photo shoot for Sentosa flowers festival.
The sun is damn hot.. and we went during 12-3 plus pm.
Got a little sun burn.
Evening meet emily. suppose to go running. but all of us is damn tired. And i need open door for DP. So in the end, they sat down and we talk.
Ate Malteses and leon said must "Suck" it to taste better.
so i do so..
and who knows... the next day...
Day 5
Sore throat and headache.
All thanks to the malteses and sun.
But i still insist i go for work at DP cause its the last day.
Day 6
Getting more sick.
Cancel all appt to stay home--Alone.
Sorry my dearest TAS and TASA for not able to attend CSM.
Sorry my JUDO peers for not going JUDO.
Sorry to my Aunts for not joining them for Lunch appt.
Sorry to EMILY and LEIA for not going for MODERN.
Sorry to my Sec Clan for not joining the gathering at Ms Lam House.
Day 7
Feeling so much better
Got to go kaiqi house.. long planned.
suppose to meet 130pm. in the end push to 3pm.
so i meet huiling at JP 2pm to settle our stuff then go meet kaiqi.
Played Wii...Mario Sonic Olympics damn fun.
Thanks Marie helped me to massage my stiff shoulders and it helps alot for my headache.
So hungry.. but all heaty and fried food.
No choice. i eat..
Dinner at her house with sec Clan.
Curry,Bee hoon,french loaf bread, chicken wing.
Back home. my throat was DYING.
DAMN DAMN DAMN PAIN.
probably the only way to let you understand how pain its to put a fish bone or needle into your throat.
Thats how pain i am now.
DAY 8- TODAY
Going to see a doc later. cause i wake late at 12pm. its clinic lunch time.
Cleared my nose and realise my mucus from white become green and in lump.
Meaning i am getting over heaty. and Yes. i do feel i am on heat all over.
And i feel pain when i try to speak.
Should be the 2ND time i going to lost my voice.
Doubt i can go dance tonight.
almost 2 weeks nv dance already.
Whole body feeling weird.
i want to dance.
.. but i know i am too sick..
i should concentrate to get well soon. to be able to dance asap and for upcoming gatherings... job interviews.. etc
~
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Nothing much since the last post. therefore, i will jump straight to CNY.
CNY is damn boring this year.
why is that so?.
cause of recession?
cause its came too soon right after x mas and new year?
2 day before new year, suddenly caught a FLU.
then day 1 suddenlt on "hold" then day 3 FLU back again.... weird
Day 1
As usual,
went to 3rd uncle house... bring vcd to ktv.
my uncles and auunt went to our 姑婆 house without informing us.
so in the end we just stay in the house whole day.
At night, i went to xuan house, as we want to have other plans for the night.
In the end, movie is out, mahjong is out.
We went Lan Gaming- Left 4 Dead.
It is fun. but i cant play 1st player shooter game for long due to the 1st perspective view.
hence, i got serious headache and i feel like vomiting.
they played for 1 more round and the shop its going to close too.
Then we left.
Day 2
Go 3rd uncle house AGAIN.
stay there whole day AGAIN.
vcd and ktv AGAIN.
went back to xuan house, have dinner.
played PEEK, watched studioDanz showcase '08 DVD.
stayed overnight at xuan house.
Day 3
Work @ DP.
Day 4
Meet francis and leon , go sentosa photo shoot for Sentosa flowers festival.
The sun is damn hot.. and we went during 12-3 plus pm.
Got a little sun burn.
Evening meet emily. suppose to go running. but all of us is damn tired. And i need open door for DP. So in the end, they sat down and we talk.
Ate Malteses and leon said must "Suck" it to taste better.
so i do so..
and who knows... the next day...
Day 5
Sore throat and headache.
All thanks to the malteses and sun.
But i still insist i go for work at DP cause its the last day.
Day 6
Getting more sick.
Cancel all appt to stay home--Alone.
Sorry my dearest TAS and TASA for not able to attend CSM.
Sorry my JUDO peers for not going JUDO.
Sorry to my Aunts for not joining them for Lunch appt.
Sorry to EMILY and LEIA for not going for MODERN.
Sorry to my Sec Clan for not joining the gathering at Ms Lam House.
Day 7
Feeling so much better
Got to go kaiqi house.. long planned.
suppose to meet 130pm. in the end push to 3pm.
so i meet huiling at JP 2pm to settle our stuff then go meet kaiqi.
Played Wii...Mario Sonic Olympics damn fun.
Thanks Marie helped me to massage my stiff shoulders and it helps alot for my headache.
So hungry.. but all heaty and fried food.
No choice. i eat..
Dinner at her house with sec Clan.
Curry,Bee hoon,french loaf bread, chicken wing.
Back home. my throat was DYING.
DAMN DAMN DAMN PAIN.
probably the only way to let you understand how pain its to put a fish bone or needle into your throat.
Thats how pain i am now.
DAY 8- TODAY
Going to see a doc later. cause i wake late at 12pm. its clinic lunch time.
Cleared my nose and realise my mucus from white become green and in lump.
Meaning i am getting over heaty. and Yes. i do feel i am on heat all over.
And i feel pain when i try to speak.
Should be the 2ND time i going to lost my voice.
Doubt i can go dance tonight.
almost 2 weeks nv dance already.
Whole body feeling weird.
i want to dance.
.. but i know i am too sick..
i should concentrate to get well soon. to be able to dance asap and for upcoming gatherings... job interviews.. etc
~
Sunday, January 18, 2009
1st time so early home on a SUN.
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Time for updates
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WED--->Work at JW
as usual.. nth to say.
Thurs , meet up with emily to go VT get her keys.
While b4 that i went Sim lim to buy my new Camera.
->Canon ixus 80[brown] reserved by steven[june's bf]'s friend named BEN[Qingli].
LOL
Love my new "toy".
Then after VT, we going to meet limei and john for gym.
Then just when we are abt to reach, john sms us to inform that whole SRC and gym closed due to their annual dinner & dance.
-.-"
but nvm. We still meet up with jacky at JW. cause emily need to learn the high school musical choreo for her school mass dance workout every fri morning.
Me and limei joined in and learn it too.
Then all of us realise that its too simple that all 3 of us got problem with the steps.
WAHAHA.
Then john came back from JP[he from JW-JP-JW]. Then we went for dinner at nihon mura.
After which, its the breaking class which got only 6 of us.
Me, Xuan, Limei, Emily, John, Sean.
We learn some foot work, the steps are not easy ok.
then its the freeze. Shoulder freeze till i got bruise on my shoulder.
and head freeze till my head got BALUKU.
which reminds me of my hk mini head freeze and BALUKU.
Then its fri----> WORK @ JW.
nth much too.. usual stories.
SAT
morning went judo.
kim too tired so cant wake on time.
in the end i went in tjeon car to RI.
Amanda drove me home after that.\
By then its already 2.30pm.
Then i took a short nap. Left house @3.30pm.
almost late for MODERN @ 4pm.
Emily and Rachel joined me for MODERN too.
Then we went down to Aaron house while rachel need to continue working.
AT aaron's house.
his house is amazing.
Got KTV ok.
really can select songs accordingly.
Then of course its the nice food. Curry and bread plus chicken wings and bee hoon.
His mother can sing really very well. Got lots of trophies and achievements inside the glass cabinet.
Then we played cludeo.Which is very diff from mine version.
And the new version is so many nicer in design.
New design, new rules, new list, more weapons, more cards
Totally Newly Integrated Version.
Who won? Its JOHN.. heard from aaron he won the previous time too.
Anw, by the time we finish teh game its 10.30 pm.
got to leave early as still got to work at JW the next day...
Which is TODAY.
Last Sun i run 2 branch. JW - TJ - JW.
Today i predict will also have to do that.
And just like what i guess, i morning at JW, afternoon go down to TJ.
But i only work till 6pm at TJ. Thats why i am home early.
I went to market to walk walk,
Deposit the cheques,
Go get the telephone- 2 line spliter.
Buy Little Nonya pack 2 for my mother.
The TS gal was irritating.
When i use my mother TS membership card.
She look at me as if i am stealing someone's card.
Halo. i patronize them to buy so many HK vcds OK.
She forget nvm.
But HEY. do i look like a baddies?
I told them JP let me use the card and redeem the points and i sign on my mother behalf. They insist NO initially. then they see my irritated face. and i wanted to call my mother. Then another bigger "rank" sales came and said . its ok..
In the end, i got my voucher redeem.
I am paying anyway. not as if i redeem and get the vcd free and run away.
I bought 2 more other shows.
Sleeping beauty-disney 50 ann edition
The Eagle Shooting Heroes
[In fact it should be call - The Legend of Condor Heroes 射鵰英雄傳]
China,HK,TW combine version-2008
BUT NOW... i damn angry...
I really cannot tahan my mother.
The say she wants the little nonya.
i want go buy my vcd. so i bought it for her.
then now she ask abt dunno what free gift with teh show.
how will i know when the sales nv mention and she nv told me when i bought the pack 1.
She is always annoy over some simple stuff like no no free gift .. when it is not even my fault.
Then she said she want buy it herself why i go buy for her.
DUn buy kena scold. BUY also kena scold.
IDIOT..........
很难伺候.
i so damn tired from work. come back still must listen to her nagging.
i know when and how to do my own stuff.
Dun need her keep nagging.
it is VERY VERY VERY VERY IRRITATING.
i believe i am going to go crazy and have mental problem very soon.
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Time for updates
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WED--->Work at JW
as usual.. nth to say.
Thurs , meet up with emily to go VT get her keys.
While b4 that i went Sim lim to buy my new Camera.
->Canon ixus 80[brown] reserved by steven[june's bf]'s friend named BEN[Qingli].
LOL
Love my new "toy".
Then after VT, we going to meet limei and john for gym.
Then just when we are abt to reach, john sms us to inform that whole SRC and gym closed due to their annual dinner & dance.
-.-"
but nvm. We still meet up with jacky at JW. cause emily need to learn the high school musical choreo for her school mass dance workout every fri morning.
Me and limei joined in and learn it too.
Then all of us realise that its too simple that all 3 of us got problem with the steps.
WAHAHA.
Then john came back from JP[he from JW-JP-JW]. Then we went for dinner at nihon mura.
After which, its the breaking class which got only 6 of us.
Me, Xuan, Limei, Emily, John, Sean.
We learn some foot work, the steps are not easy ok.
then its the freeze. Shoulder freeze till i got bruise on my shoulder.
and head freeze till my head got BALUKU.
which reminds me of my hk mini head freeze and BALUKU.
Then its fri----> WORK @ JW.
nth much too.. usual stories.
SAT
morning went judo.
kim too tired so cant wake on time.
in the end i went in tjeon car to RI.
Amanda drove me home after that.\
By then its already 2.30pm.
Then i took a short nap. Left house @3.30pm.
almost late for MODERN @ 4pm.
Emily and Rachel joined me for MODERN too.
Then we went down to Aaron house while rachel need to continue working.
AT aaron's house.
his house is amazing.
Got KTV ok.
really can select songs accordingly.
Then of course its the nice food. Curry and bread plus chicken wings and bee hoon.
His mother can sing really very well. Got lots of trophies and achievements inside the glass cabinet.
Then we played cludeo.Which is very diff from mine version.
And the new version is so many nicer in design.
New design, new rules, new list, more weapons, more cards
Totally Newly Integrated Version.
Who won? Its JOHN.. heard from aaron he won the previous time too.
Anw, by the time we finish teh game its 10.30 pm.
got to leave early as still got to work at JW the next day...
Which is TODAY.
Last Sun i run 2 branch. JW - TJ - JW.
Today i predict will also have to do that.
And just like what i guess, i morning at JW, afternoon go down to TJ.
But i only work till 6pm at TJ. Thats why i am home early.
I went to market to walk walk,
Deposit the cheques,
Go get the telephone- 2 line spliter.
Buy Little Nonya pack 2 for my mother.
The TS gal was irritating.
When i use my mother TS membership card.
She look at me as if i am stealing someone's card.
Halo. i patronize them to buy so many HK vcds OK.
She forget nvm.
But HEY. do i look like a baddies?
I told them JP let me use the card and redeem the points and i sign on my mother behalf. They insist NO initially. then they see my irritated face. and i wanted to call my mother. Then another bigger "rank" sales came and said . its ok..
In the end, i got my voucher redeem.
I am paying anyway. not as if i redeem and get the vcd free and run away.
I bought 2 more other shows.
Sleeping beauty-disney 50 ann edition
The Eagle Shooting Heroes
[In fact it should be call - The Legend of Condor Heroes 射鵰英雄傳]
China,HK,TW combine version-2008
BUT NOW... i damn angry...
I really cannot tahan my mother.
The say she wants the little nonya.
i want go buy my vcd. so i bought it for her.
then now she ask abt dunno what free gift with teh show.
how will i know when the sales nv mention and she nv told me when i bought the pack 1.
She is always annoy over some simple stuff like no no free gift .. when it is not even my fault.
Then she said she want buy it herself why i go buy for her.
DUn buy kena scold. BUY also kena scold.
IDIOT..........
很难伺候.
i so damn tired from work. come back still must listen to her nagging.
i know when and how to do my own stuff.
Dun need her keep nagging.
it is VERY VERY VERY VERY IRRITATING.
i believe i am going to go crazy and have mental problem very soon.
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
today actually wanted to do lots of things.
but i make a wasted trip to jp. cause i though go there in the evening then go straight for dance. but i forgot its peak hours.
So i spent quite some time there. without getting much things done
or rather, the things i settle or not my personal stuff.
i nv manage to get my things done. and the queue is damn long everywhwere
the ticket office for changing ezlink, popular, ATM, buses...
Then i made limei wait for me very long.
Sorry Dear.
Then had dinner with limei.
on the way back for class.
Then saw her.
Scare me for a moment. thought she joining our class.
later i tio heart attack sia.
Then realise 1 more fact.......*secret-Sensitive*
Finish learning Elevator today.
got bruise all over my knee cap.
Damn.
At the same time, me xuan julia make the studio floor all over with black "strips" with our adidas shoe- black soles... due to friction.
But lucky its is removable la.
LOL
Light Supper at the market with xuan leon julia
Update them with INTERESTING stories
Back home
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but i make a wasted trip to jp. cause i though go there in the evening then go straight for dance. but i forgot its peak hours.
So i spent quite some time there. without getting much things done
or rather, the things i settle or not my personal stuff.
i nv manage to get my things done. and the queue is damn long everywhwere
the ticket office for changing ezlink, popular, ATM, buses...
Then i made limei wait for me very long.
Sorry Dear.
Then had dinner with limei.
on the way back for class.
Then saw her.
Scare me for a moment. thought she joining our class.
later i tio heart attack sia.
Then realise 1 more fact.......*secret-Sensitive*
Finish learning Elevator today.
got bruise all over my knee cap.
Damn.
At the same time, me xuan julia make the studio floor all over with black "strips" with our adidas shoe- black soles... due to friction.
But lucky its is removable la.
LOL
Light Supper at the market with xuan leon julia
Update them with INTERESTING stories
Back home
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
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My Dog - Chilli [ Female,Silky Terrier, Age-abt 3 to 4 yrs.]
My bro bought it 2nd-hand from his friend. And he dunno any info abt the dog.
Ketchup & Tomato:
23rd birthday present from a friend ,using "Make a Bear" Vouchers
Wasabi:
24th birthday present from my Hiphop Gang
Mustard from Ocean Park HK [got it by playing "bull eyes"],
Mayonnaise from 7-11 Mart.
Family photo without Chilli. As chilli dun really like to pose for pictures.
My Dog - Chilli [ Female,Silky Terrier, Age-abt 3 to 4 yrs.]
My bro bought it 2nd-hand from his friend. And he dunno any info abt the dog.
Ketchup & Tomato:
23rd birthday present from a friend ,using "Make a Bear" Vouchers
Wasabi:
24th birthday present from my Hiphop Gang
Mustard from Ocean Park HK [got it by playing "bull eyes"],
Mayonnaise from 7-11 Mart.
Family photo without Chilli. As chilli dun really like to pose for pictures.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
I always cannot remember, 主観 in english is Subjective or Objective?
So i must make a point to remember.
主観 is Subjective.
pertaining to or characteristic of an individual; personal; individual: a subjective evaluation.
Objective
Uninfluenced by emotions or personal prejudices: an objective critic.
I learnt 1 more new word.
Procrastinate
To put off doing something, especially out of habitual carelessness or laziness.
To postpone or delay needlessly.
OK. I shall not procrastinate.
I will have to get my things done.
Chinese new year is coming. i dun have much time.
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Tidy room
Categorize my stuffs
Buy new year clothes
Find a job
Do more dance
Slim down
Do my multimedia portfolio
Go holiday
Learn Guitar
Learn Drums
Find a Career
Find a BF
Revamp my Room
Continue to Slim down
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Why is there only 24hrs in a day?.
Why do we have to spend so many hrs sleeping?
I wish someone invent a Teleport Machine so that we dun waste time travelling around.
Why is everything increasing in price but PAYROLL nv ever increase?
I wish i can be financial free. I promise to do lots of good deeds with the $ i have.
I wish i can find a career which is also my hobby so that i will enjoy going to work everyday.
I wish i had someone who really understands me without me saying a word.
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So i must make a point to remember.
主観 is Subjective.
pertaining to or characteristic of an individual; personal; individual: a subjective evaluation.
Objective
Uninfluenced by emotions or personal prejudices: an objective critic.
I learnt 1 more new word.
Procrastinate
To put off doing something, especially out of habitual carelessness or laziness.
To postpone or delay needlessly.
OK. I shall not procrastinate.
I will have to get my things done.
Chinese new year is coming. i dun have much time.
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Tidy room
Categorize my stuffs
Buy new year clothes
Find a job
Do more dance
Slim down
Do my multimedia portfolio
Go holiday
Learn Guitar
Learn Drums
Find a Career
Find a BF
Revamp my Room
Continue to Slim down
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Why is there only 24hrs in a day?.
Why do we have to spend so many hrs sleeping?
I wish someone invent a Teleport Machine so that we dun waste time travelling around.
Why is everything increasing in price but PAYROLL nv ever increase?
I wish i can be financial free. I promise to do lots of good deeds with the $ i have.
I wish i can find a career which is also my hobby so that i will enjoy going to work everyday.
I wish i had someone who really understands me without me saying a word.
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Friday, January 09, 2009
random
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feeling curious, create wordpress.
cause it can set individual post to private and other post to public.
Can blogspot do so. Maybe can but i dunno abt it.
Wordpress doesnt seems user friendly, will try to figure out how to use before moving to it totally.
Sianz
Last min got to work tmr.
Helping rachel cover her shift.
Anw i will be there for modern trial so nvm la.
Just help whatever i can lo.
Double Sianz.
Got to postpone my things again due to work tmr.
Always got to keep postponing my stuff.
By when can i get it done then?
Feeling Emo.
Must be as usual...
I know.
So... i must control...
~
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feeling curious, create wordpress.
cause it can set individual post to private and other post to public.
Can blogspot do so. Maybe can but i dunno abt it.
Wordpress doesnt seems user friendly, will try to figure out how to use before moving to it totally.
Sianz
Last min got to work tmr.
Helping rachel cover her shift.
Anw i will be there for modern trial so nvm la.
Just help whatever i can lo.
Double Sianz.
Got to postpone my things again due to work tmr.
Always got to keep postponing my stuff.
By when can i get it done then?
Feeling Emo.
Must be as usual...
I know.
So... i must control...
~
Thursday, January 08, 2009
Updates of this week.
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Mon 5th Jan 09
As usual, stay home, at night go dance.
Jacky continue teaching Elevator.
Its fun.
Tues 6th Jan 09
Meet Limei go IMM buy her IPzone Stuff.
Saw BodyShop Discounts.
But i manage to control and not buy anything.
Continue with itinerary to meet John and Leon @ JE 3.45pm.
Going down California Fitness tgt for the free 2 week unlimited trial.
At 1st, all of us very excited abt it.
but the sales promoter was kind of irritating.
Probably due to those slimming centre and MLM experiences,
Leon and Me was sort of Immune to these.
So we are not affected by him.
We only care and know 1 thing in mind.. we dun intend to join at all.
we just want the 2 weeks free trial.
But the sales keep beating round the bush acting he dun understand our hint and
in his words, i feel that he forcing and insist that we join b4 giving us trial.
Then a 2nd promoter came. and he is so much better. if he was the 1st to serve us, he probably understand what we want and issue us those pass straight away..
Dun even have to waste his time, waste our time.
The 2nd promoter talk to us for less than a 5 mins and he said wanna issue us those pass for trials.
But by then, Limei and John was kind of turn off totally already.
So as we went in as a group, i insist we decide as a group and so we left without
going trial.
Then we went HK cafe for dinner. i can finally use my card for point and my voucher.
I forgot that the vocher is not free voucher. it is a cash voucher.
Previously i pay that amount and i got it in voucher back and at the same time get the member card.
So i used the $10 voucher for the bill and i still pay $20 for the dinner.
So total i pay $30 and told myself, since everyone out to dinner tgt then nvm la..
As long as everyone full and happy.
Thats all that matters.
Dun misunderstand. I am not rich.
Anw, we are kind of late for class. especially limei.
So we seperate into 2 cab and get ourselves down to TJ for masters class.
We only realise that it is Girly instead of Breaking.
And it was reallly FUN.
Next week -Masters class back to thurs
but i dunno what style will it be for next week.
Wed 7th Jan 09
As usual, Whole day work at DP.
settle quite a few stuff.
Limei Emily John Rachel meeting for gym.
So sad i working cannot join them.
Hiphop class @7pm only 4 came. 3 terminating.
Just happen that edith return me my shorts.
Therefore i join in for the class.
The 8pm class doing "Ben & Jerry".
I nv join in cause need to settle some work and close acc.
the gang came down after their dinner to have a look but left shortly.
As usual, jacky sent me home.
Really thank him for that.
Today
Thurs 8th Jan 09
Wake up late.
Bring Chilli for grooming.
The pet shop owner told me chilli is on heat.
I nv even realise.
I am such a bad owner.
I really need trainings on that.
I dunno what to do when she is sick.
the pet shop owner also nv advise me.
and i cant force chilli to drink more water like what a human will do.
Back home, I finally start tidying my room.
Not really looking into the things . but rather just sort and put it on to the shelves.
At least now its is better.[ still a bit messy la.. but better]
probably need another 2 days to clear.
Feel very sleepy the whole day.
and very hungry for the past few days..
Ya.. i know what it means..
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Mon 5th Jan 09
As usual, stay home, at night go dance.
Jacky continue teaching Elevator.
Its fun.
Tues 6th Jan 09
Meet Limei go IMM buy her IPzone Stuff.
Saw BodyShop Discounts.
But i manage to control and not buy anything.
Continue with itinerary to meet John and Leon @ JE 3.45pm.
Going down California Fitness tgt for the free 2 week unlimited trial.
At 1st, all of us very excited abt it.
but the sales promoter was kind of irritating.
Probably due to those slimming centre and MLM experiences,
Leon and Me was sort of Immune to these.
So we are not affected by him.
We only care and know 1 thing in mind.. we dun intend to join at all.
we just want the 2 weeks free trial.
But the sales keep beating round the bush acting he dun understand our hint and
in his words, i feel that he forcing and insist that we join b4 giving us trial.
Then a 2nd promoter came. and he is so much better. if he was the 1st to serve us, he probably understand what we want and issue us those pass straight away..
Dun even have to waste his time, waste our time.
The 2nd promoter talk to us for less than a 5 mins and he said wanna issue us those pass for trials.
But by then, Limei and John was kind of turn off totally already.
So as we went in as a group, i insist we decide as a group and so we left without
going trial.
Then we went HK cafe for dinner. i can finally use my card for point and my voucher.
I forgot that the vocher is not free voucher. it is a cash voucher.
Previously i pay that amount and i got it in voucher back and at the same time get the member card.
So i used the $10 voucher for the bill and i still pay $20 for the dinner.
So total i pay $30 and told myself, since everyone out to dinner tgt then nvm la..
As long as everyone full and happy.
Thats all that matters.
Dun misunderstand. I am not rich.
Anw, we are kind of late for class. especially limei.
So we seperate into 2 cab and get ourselves down to TJ for masters class.
We only realise that it is Girly instead of Breaking.
And it was reallly FUN.
Next week -Masters class back to thurs
but i dunno what style will it be for next week.
Wed 7th Jan 09
As usual, Whole day work at DP.
settle quite a few stuff.
Limei Emily John Rachel meeting for gym.
So sad i working cannot join them.
Hiphop class @7pm only 4 came. 3 terminating.
Just happen that edith return me my shorts.
Therefore i join in for the class.
The 8pm class doing "Ben & Jerry".
I nv join in cause need to settle some work and close acc.
the gang came down after their dinner to have a look but left shortly.
As usual, jacky sent me home.
Really thank him for that.
Today
Thurs 8th Jan 09
Wake up late.
Bring Chilli for grooming.
The pet shop owner told me chilli is on heat.
I nv even realise.
I am such a bad owner.
I really need trainings on that.
I dunno what to do when she is sick.
the pet shop owner also nv advise me.
and i cant force chilli to drink more water like what a human will do.
Back home, I finally start tidying my room.
Not really looking into the things . but rather just sort and put it on to the shelves.
At least now its is better.[ still a bit messy la.. but better]
probably need another 2 days to clear.
Feel very sleepy the whole day.
and very hungry for the past few days..
Ya.. i know what it means..
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Cassie-Is It You
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I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there, Wants to share, shows he cares Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?
I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust who's heart is right And I'm looking for someone
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always Baby I like to have you in my way And I'm looking for someone who takes me there, Want to share, shows he cares Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Take for grant How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
~~~~~
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Youtube- Cassie_Is It You
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I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there, Wants to share, shows he cares Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?
I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust who's heart is right And I'm looking for someone
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always Baby I like to have you in my way And I'm looking for someone who takes me there, Want to share, shows he cares Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Take for grant How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
~~~~~
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Youtube- Cassie_Is It You
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Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Confused feelings
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recently the problem of $ come hard on me again.
in fact all along, the problem is there. but somehow i managed to solved.
But as time goes by, interm of my passion for dance, the bond with the dance mates,
the fun i had etc. I wanted to do dance even more.
Then .. this is where problem rise to the TOP.
Mon class $180 per term.
Masters $100 per term.
Modern $180 per term.
Studio Wu $180 per 3 mths.
Judo $15 per mth.
In terms of per mth, i need pay ~~$230.
I does not have a job now. i only working part time... while looking for jobs and working on port folio.
and i only earn last than $400 per mth.
I still need to pay my insurance which is $75 per mth.
and i still need to eat, transport, entertainment..
not even considering of having any savings yet.
as for JOBs. what kind of jobs can i look for?
i am really LOST.
i thinking might as well go do gov job for 2 years and then see how.
market is not good now anw.
$, career, life
I really hope i am still a student.
~
I am really glad that i had the company of my dance mates.
Whenever with them. I can forget my troubles for that moment.
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conclusions?
FOR now, i dun join Judo,Studio Wu,Modern.
I just go mon and masters.
Quickly decide on a plan for job.
Tidy my room for new year.
Bring chilli for Grooming on Thurs.
Other stuffs/plans will have to wait till i find my job 1st.
example:
Whether need stop DP work?
Join Judo ,Studio Wu, Modern.
Work on my port folio.
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recently the problem of $ come hard on me again.
in fact all along, the problem is there. but somehow i managed to solved.
But as time goes by, interm of my passion for dance, the bond with the dance mates,
the fun i had etc. I wanted to do dance even more.
Then .. this is where problem rise to the TOP.
Mon class $180 per term.
Masters $100 per term.
Modern $180 per term.
Studio Wu $180 per 3 mths.
Judo $15 per mth.
In terms of per mth, i need pay ~~$230.
I does not have a job now. i only working part time... while looking for jobs and working on port folio.
and i only earn last than $400 per mth.
I still need to pay my insurance which is $75 per mth.
and i still need to eat, transport, entertainment..
not even considering of having any savings yet.
as for JOBs. what kind of jobs can i look for?
i am really LOST.
i thinking might as well go do gov job for 2 years and then see how.
market is not good now anw.
$, career, life
I really hope i am still a student.
~
I am really glad that i had the company of my dance mates.
Whenever with them. I can forget my troubles for that moment.
--------------------------------
conclusions?
FOR now, i dun join Judo,Studio Wu,Modern.
I just go mon and masters.
Quickly decide on a plan for job.
Tidy my room for new year.
Bring chilli for Grooming on Thurs.
Other stuffs/plans will have to wait till i find my job 1st.
example:
Whether need stop DP work?
Join Judo ,Studio Wu, Modern.
Work on my port folio.
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Sunday, January 04, 2009
Yesterday
Sat 3rd Jan 2009 - Sentosa Outing with DP Gang
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We arrange to meet 10am at JP for Brunch. Then planned to be at sentosa by noon.
But ya.. we are late in our itinerary. haha
We ate Long john breakfast at jp then around 12 we left jp.
By the time we reached sentosa, its erm... lost count of time.
Anyway, we took damn long to settle down. Then we started playing frisbee. Each of the team win once.
Then we started playing Twister. Newly bought by John from toy'r'us in the morning.
Its very fun.
Xuan leg was stuck in between john and edith.
and julia literally sat on limei legs while she is doing her splits.
And i was in a position as if i am doing squats.
The losers of each round[who is julia and edith] got to do forfeit.
The forfeit- take the twister mat, use it as scarf and run to the next person on the other side of beach,fitting into the theme of a romance story. The next person got to run back the this side of the beach in the same "romantic" way.
Both of them are really funny. especially julia.
We started taking pictures. lots of pictures.
All of them are in bikinis and guys with top off.and because of some reason, me and julia nv take off our top.
Till its so hot that i cannot tahan then i went to 7-11.
And when i am finally back and intend to take off my top and join the gang in water.
I heard leon shorting aaron is injured.
Aaron slip off the rocks. and had some abrasions and a big cut on his toe.
I quickly ask aaron to lie down and lift his right leg and right arm.
As we do not have any antiseptic with us, edith faster went to look for the lifeguard to look for 1st aid box.
we waited a while and they are still not back.
So me and xuan went to islandlife to borrow the 1st aid box.
when we are back, we saw the nurse there trying to "help".. She is indeed very "helpful".
She not only argue with aaron, she even talk to us in a nasty way.
And she wrap the wound into a very ugly looking "bun"
and when we request to treat other smaller wounded areas.
She is like.... " that 1 nvm la"
Ya.. but halo, at least clean it la.
Its abt 5pm by then. we all sat down and started talking for a while b4 we packed up and go bath.
Aaron was like a king as he is piggy-backed by leon and john help him wash his hair.
LOL
we actually think he ahould still go see a doc to get injections and see whether the wound needs to be stitch.
But aaron insist tht he is hungry and will like to eat 1st.
So we all went vivo kopitiam to eat dinner. and john sent him back.
The rest of us decided to go watch movie-bedtime stories.
And anyway. it is not very nice. it is just OK. but my advise is not to watch it at night when you are really tired.. if not it will really be the bedtime stories for you.LOL.....
After movie. its 1 plus and i gave john a call to check on aaron status.
He got injections and 2 stitches.
Which means he is ok and the wound is not that bad.
As least he is fine now.
He really scared the hell out of us.
It is just too sad that he will not be able to join us for our studio wu plan and our weekly dance classes for awhile.
My advise: Lets all be really careful next time. safety 1st when playing. Dun ever cross out any possibility that you will be hurt in any ways.
By the time we reach home after movies, its already 2am. i nv even unpack any stuff. i just drop dead" on my bed. LOL.
Thats because i still have to work this morning at DP.
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4 Jan 09
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Today work at DP was fun too.
Since morning.. or rather noon. i had the company of rachel. she came to help as asst teacher for crystal class.
Then she got ballet at 5pm. therefore she did not go home.
Then Limei came in at 2.30 for her G8.
From 4pm till 5pm, we all are like crazy playing, laughing.
Me and limei was fighting over the msn and we actually make the "B" key on the keyboard flip out.
Then we look at the photos on facebook, added by julia.
Its so DAMN Funny lo.
LMAO.
I put some interesting comments on the picture of Julia and limei.
Damn Funny.
At the end of class, we look at the concert photos tgt. adn the ballerinas were very excited over their photos.
HAHA.
Its such a fun day.
Tmr no work.
Got to clean room.
Go Market.
Book tickets for BREAKOUT
Go dance at night.
~~~
Sat 3rd Jan 2009 - Sentosa Outing with DP Gang
------------------------------------------------
We arrange to meet 10am at JP for Brunch. Then planned to be at sentosa by noon.
But ya.. we are late in our itinerary. haha
We ate Long john breakfast at jp then around 12 we left jp.
By the time we reached sentosa, its erm... lost count of time.
Anyway, we took damn long to settle down. Then we started playing frisbee. Each of the team win once.
Then we started playing Twister. Newly bought by John from toy'r'us in the morning.
Its very fun.
Xuan leg was stuck in between john and edith.
and julia literally sat on limei legs while she is doing her splits.
And i was in a position as if i am doing squats.
The losers of each round[who is julia and edith] got to do forfeit.
The forfeit- take the twister mat, use it as scarf and run to the next person on the other side of beach,fitting into the theme of a romance story. The next person got to run back the this side of the beach in the same "romantic" way.
Both of them are really funny. especially julia.
We started taking pictures. lots of pictures.
All of them are in bikinis and guys with top off.and because of some reason, me and julia nv take off our top.
Till its so hot that i cannot tahan then i went to 7-11.
And when i am finally back and intend to take off my top and join the gang in water.
I heard leon shorting aaron is injured.
Aaron slip off the rocks. and had some abrasions and a big cut on his toe.
I quickly ask aaron to lie down and lift his right leg and right arm.
As we do not have any antiseptic with us, edith faster went to look for the lifeguard to look for 1st aid box.
we waited a while and they are still not back.
So me and xuan went to islandlife to borrow the 1st aid box.
when we are back, we saw the nurse there trying to "help".. She is indeed very "helpful".
She not only argue with aaron, she even talk to us in a nasty way.
And she wrap the wound into a very ugly looking "bun"
and when we request to treat other smaller wounded areas.
She is like.... " that 1 nvm la"
Ya.. but halo, at least clean it la.
Its abt 5pm by then. we all sat down and started talking for a while b4 we packed up and go bath.
Aaron was like a king as he is piggy-backed by leon and john help him wash his hair.
LOL
we actually think he ahould still go see a doc to get injections and see whether the wound needs to be stitch.
But aaron insist tht he is hungry and will like to eat 1st.
So we all went vivo kopitiam to eat dinner. and john sent him back.
The rest of us decided to go watch movie-bedtime stories.
And anyway. it is not very nice. it is just OK. but my advise is not to watch it at night when you are really tired.. if not it will really be the bedtime stories for you.LOL.....
After movie. its 1 plus and i gave john a call to check on aaron status.
He got injections and 2 stitches.
Which means he is ok and the wound is not that bad.
As least he is fine now.
He really scared the hell out of us.
It is just too sad that he will not be able to join us for our studio wu plan and our weekly dance classes for awhile.
My advise: Lets all be really careful next time. safety 1st when playing. Dun ever cross out any possibility that you will be hurt in any ways.
By the time we reach home after movies, its already 2am. i nv even unpack any stuff. i just drop dead" on my bed. LOL.
Thats because i still have to work this morning at DP.
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4 Jan 09
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Today work at DP was fun too.
Since morning.. or rather noon. i had the company of rachel. she came to help as asst teacher for crystal class.
Then she got ballet at 5pm. therefore she did not go home.
Then Limei came in at 2.30 for her G8.
From 4pm till 5pm, we all are like crazy playing, laughing.
Me and limei was fighting over the msn and we actually make the "B" key on the keyboard flip out.
Then we look at the photos on facebook, added by julia.
Its so DAMN Funny lo.
LMAO.
I put some interesting comments on the picture of Julia and limei.
Damn Funny.
At the end of class, we look at the concert photos tgt. adn the ballerinas were very excited over their photos.
HAHA.
Its such a fun day.
Tmr no work.
Got to clean room.
Go Market.
Book tickets for BREAKOUT
Go dance at night.
~~~
Thursday, January 01, 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!
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Ytd the hiphop gang went to rachel's house for bbq cum 2009 countdown.
Her father cook really good,nice and delicious food.
That was the best BBQ i had ever.
Heard that her father was a b-boy last time.
And he is such a interesting father.
He even said want to move the dining table away and let us use the area[with giant-full length mirrors] for dancing. LOL
Of course he is just joking.
Its so hot after bbq and lucky i went limei's house to bath.
Suppose to go there get DP's keys and borrow novel from her. Instead i bath and forgot all abt it.
Back at Rachel's place, We played Wii and PS3- Guitar hero at Rachel's house.
Damn fun.
We played till abt 5 plus 6 am.
and we started to gather at the sofa and watch twilight.
many of us watched it b4. and we cant help but to fall asleep.
but all of us wake this morning @ 8 plus.
and we went mac for breakfast.
We ate and continue talking and discussing abt the sat sentosa trip itinerary.
cum watching "Breakout" tgt cum going studio wu for classes.
And then we all realise its already 11plus 12pm.
All of us become " Spongebob Squarepants"[Bottoms become flat for sitting so long.]
LOL.
I went limei house again to get teh Keys and novel i suppose to get the previous night.
Then i finally get home at 12plus. Tired but happy.
Then i decided to sleep 1st. to gain back my rest.
Jacky sms and call me at the same time.
regarding our plan to go studio wu.
Finally i get to sleep and i wake at 6pm.
Had my dinner.
And now its 8.30pm. and i am blogging here.
I haven really update on my chalet and DP dinner yet.
LOL
~
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Ytd the hiphop gang went to rachel's house for bbq cum 2009 countdown.
Her father cook really good,nice and delicious food.
That was the best BBQ i had ever.
Heard that her father was a b-boy last time.
And he is such a interesting father.
He even said want to move the dining table away and let us use the area[with giant-full length mirrors] for dancing. LOL
Of course he is just joking.
Its so hot after bbq and lucky i went limei's house to bath.
Suppose to go there get DP's keys and borrow novel from her. Instead i bath and forgot all abt it.
Back at Rachel's place, We played Wii and PS3- Guitar hero at Rachel's house.
Damn fun.
We played till abt 5 plus 6 am.
and we started to gather at the sofa and watch twilight.
many of us watched it b4. and we cant help but to fall asleep.
but all of us wake this morning @ 8 plus.
and we went mac for breakfast.
We ate and continue talking and discussing abt the sat sentosa trip itinerary.
cum watching "Breakout" tgt cum going studio wu for classes.
And then we all realise its already 11plus 12pm.
All of us become " Spongebob Squarepants"[Bottoms become flat for sitting so long.]
LOL.
I went limei house again to get teh Keys and novel i suppose to get the previous night.
Then i finally get home at 12plus. Tired but happy.
Then i decided to sleep 1st. to gain back my rest.
Jacky sms and call me at the same time.
regarding our plan to go studio wu.
Finally i get to sleep and i wake at 6pm.
Had my dinner.
And now its 8.30pm. and i am blogging here.
I haven really update on my chalet and DP dinner yet.
LOL
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