today we celebrate bernice birthday.. she is 18 already.
ya. 18.. the best age to be..
i feel so old. haven been seeing many candles on the cake since pass the gate of 21.
LOL

going to have a parth this year for my birthday.
kind of making up for not celebrating my 21st.
why this year then make up lei?.
dunno ...just a random reason for having a party. cause this year the date is special to me.. 20 09 2009.

Today i finally bought the facial wash and stuff.
have been going to faceshop a few times but just cant bring myself to buy. cause very 心痛 to spend so much on that.
but i finally convince myself that i should 宠一宠 pamper myself.
its abt $100+. and i get free membership for life.
LOL.

Got 1 friend told me. Gals should always be at top form.
Dress up. Touch up. Tone Up.
Although i really dunno how to do so. but i do agree to a certain extend, gals really got to look good.
But i dun agree if guys use this as an excuse to stray and like another gal.
cause then the main problem is on the guy not on the gal.
the Guy shouldnt liek the gal for just looks. or being able to look good.

a friend i know from sdu msn me again.
i regret keeping contact with him.
not that he is very bad or what. in fact he is kind enough to have plan treating me a dinner for my birthday. even b4 that. he have been asking me out for dinner and movies.
but i already say clearly the 1st time that i dun mind go out alone with guy cause its not my 1st time anyway.
just to make it clear taht just friend only.
but everytime i seems to get myself into trouble in 1 way or another.
a couple of weeks ago, we argue over on msn . he actually blame me for not free to go out with him as a friend. which i feel ridiculous at that time.
i think to myself if i had once again give wrong signal.
anyway since we argue. i thought thats the end. and its also in a way good for me. getting myself out of trouble.
but a moment ago, he msn me again. ask me to goout for dinner as my birthday treat.
its very nice of him. but... i seriously dun want to make it worse.
but i dunno how to reject.
i dun have a bf i know..
but cant i just be single?
and i seriously dun think we click.
even if just being friends, its also based on a 1st rule.. whether we click or not.
长痛不如短痛
can anyone advise me how to end this?

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Without realising it,
it have been almost 1 mth since i last update the blog.

work "started" since 27th July.
But not the actual project.
have been coming in for work though.

1st 2 weeks is practising on AVID and do our own edits.
then its national day and right after mon holiday,
we are post to diff dept to work on something else since the project we suppose to be working on has been postpone again.
i am lucky to be post here.
learn new stuff. FInally touched on FCP.
play around and practice re-doing some old edits.
learn abt the flow of a actual work/project.... etc etc

as usual, every night still go dance... ok. not every night.
every mon wed thurs sun. total of 6 classes.
tues is RCIA church class.
sat are for those exhibitions- STGCC, NATAS, COMEX, BIRTHDAY CHALETs .. etc
Left Fri night...
my only rest day and also the only available day for gathering.
depends on my work of course.
might need to work shift and stay a little bit later whenever needed.

Still happy abt it as i am doing what i wanted to do all along.
it might not last long. all depends on my luck.
but at least i have it till Nov.

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moody this week. PMS.
those who want to irritates me. please do find a better time to do so.

and YOU. .. YES YOU... if you have no choice but to cross my path. i can understand that.
BUT do not keep stepping on my tail.
And DO NOT pick up my WORDS wrongly and thought that you got it right and thinking you are REAL SMART.
DO NOT act PRO cause we know you are not.
井水不犯河水。
天下太平。

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