Tuesday, February 05, 2008

just a quick blog b4 i go out.
chinese new year is coming. to be exact. chinese new year eve is tmr.

the stupid incident have been bothering me for more than 1 week.
there is 1 friend who told me: why should i be angry if i dun care abt this friend.
and that everybody have a choice. there is a solutions to everything.

i agree that everyproblem got a solution. but that doesn apply to all cases.
in this case it is a bit complicated. it is not just 2 friends who argue. if it is, you can say that if 1 side give in 1st the problem will somehow be solved.
but in this case.. i simply dun have a choice. whether we can still be friends or not. depends on him.
if he thinks that " let be friends again = still have hope between us" then my answer will be " NO... NO MORE FRIENDS".. as simple as that... i wanna stop the cycle.
it have been 2 years. i beat around the bush for 2 years. hinting that it is not possible between us. But he dun get it... in his mind... he equalize friends as hopes between us..
how long can i tahan this. i got to stop this cycle from going all over again.
I want to be friends.. but there are ppl who dun wan to be just purely friends.
So do all of you still think i have another choice other than STOP this friendship?
Dun make it seems like its me that is too Heartless. I have No Choice.

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