~YAWN~
Its 2am again.

Have been some time since i last blog.
Really busy for the past few weeks.
Everyone are not getting enough sleep.
Plus the Gals mthly thingy. - damn.
Totally wrong timing lo.

Gals out there. you know what i mean.
1)Feeling damn moody....no reason to it. its just common for gals every mth.
2)Feeling damn pain... cant explaint how pain it is.. if the level of pain is 10..i will say its 11 for this pain. Its even more pain than any wounds i experienced b4.
Tears came running down without control.[1st time pain till like that].
that day got to go home straight. Cannot stay in school any longer.
GUYS will NEVER understand how it feels.
3)No matter how much sleep , will still feel sleepy [especially when i really got not enough sleep].. I feel like a zombie. walking around without soul.
Above all these,
Still got to handle some irritating flies bugging me.

Adding on ... more... will be...
The things happen at home.
My bro CASE.
Finally come to an end and with a VERY lucky ending.
What should i said to him... haiz.. its just damn unlucky for him this time due to his ignorance.
But its over now.
Only 2 weeks... He will be refresh again.

So damn sorry to my team mates.. for not able to help with the programming part.
and my attendance to the group.[Although i know even if i go, i cant do much.. but i will still want to be there to at least show them i really got the heart..]
But there are other things that i mentioned above come into play and cork up the plan.

Whatever it is, finally we finish the Assgs. and now its study week.
and exam coming.. and the FYP.
I am determine to give my best to the FYP. although i know programming i might not be good. but other areas, i am doing my best.

Decided to continue working for july mth.. aug and sept still not sure yet.
probably depends on the FYP.
need the $$. no choice. But FYP is still no. 1

I often watch the 我爱黑涩会 and saw the 美眉 trying their best to do the show well, as well as working and schooling at the same time.
I am using their spirit as a aim.
I will push myself to the max.
Cause i believe that if i have to push myself to be able to see the growth.
Work hard now then the road will be easier up ahead.

For now,the no.1 thing i am worried abt is the EXAM..
how to study for it sia.. no clue at all.
totally ???????

Will practice my popping tmr...b4 the class at night.
Since last week class, i nv even try it at all.
That is also 1 of my important homework.

This week will be busy with exam studying, dance practise, friend's wedding dinner ,visiting my bro.. etc etc..
lucky for me.. working is out for these 2 weeks as i request for leave.

better go sleep now.

~YAWN~ bb