1st post after years

again. after so many yrs of not posting, n telling myself i should post some happy things instead of jus recording those unhappy stuff. i am back once again to vent.
i couldnt find anyone to talk to. not even my closer friend.  sometimes i wonder if the closeness is not real. to certain extend it is. but when it comes to what level. its nv mutual.
whenever i feel like maybe i have found ny soulmate or bff . it turns out to be jus my imagination. whenever i take the initative. i feel like i am being ignored. once agajn i am being fly kite.  everytime 都是我一个人掏心掏肺，到头来。。一个人滚一旁自己失望去。好累，真的好累。
这一次，看似一件微不足道的小事。对我却是在一次的 伤到了。我也说不清为何。 自己其实也有点莫名其妙。 但是就是这个感觉。没法掩饰。
要找一个知心人真的好难，好难。不是付出就有回报的。且不说男女之间那种，同性之间想找一闺蜜，真不容易。 说说的有很多。真正了解的有几个。主动去了解人，但没人想了解你。 那种感觉真的很不好。
我刚刚就再一次感受到了。 不知是第几回了。好失望。好累。好绝望。 我真的再一次被伤到了。I need some time to calm my emotions down.

同时发现想找一个人说说都没有。 你看我可不可怜。no choice. therefore. i am back here.

telling myself it is jus a small issue,没什么大不了. 重新再一次展现笑脸迎人。thats what i do best isnt it?

today again, i am hurt by a simple comment.
from someone who thought he knows me.
ppl always think they know me.
they thought what they see of me is the whole part of me.
but how many really do want to know the real me?
how many understands me?
this applys to all friends.
i have no soulmates to talk to.
the only thing i thought i am best at, which is dance.
i realise i am losing it.
my knees and joints are all breaking up.
my brain cant remember as well.
i am getting older.
my complextion is getting worse.
i am getting fatter.

i know i am strong on the outside. but i am very fragile on the inside.
ppl hurt me without knowing it. cause they thought i am strong.
i know i am a very straight forward person. but i nv make a comment on the person personality to the person direct,
as if i know that person inside out.
at the most i will just discuss / talk to a 3rd party abt how i feel abt that person.
but i wont go to the person and say, i think u too self-centred.
i think u too selfish to behave like this etc.

so thats why i also cannot take it if someone just tell 3rd party INFORNT of me that;
i think she(which is me) not good at talking, why not u do it"
cause thats totally not true.

ppl who really really knows me,
know i am a scssior mouth but soft-hearted person.
i can say it like as if its nothing but i dun bear to do it.
i am good to all my friends,
i nv reject their request for help.
though i might nagged(stress)

i need to reflect on the outterself that i am showing ppl and how ppl think of me.
in fact , i only feel that my sec friends knows me better.
they know me, i am very happy when i am with them.
but i am still hoping for a soulmate.
someone who i want to listen to and wants to listen to me.

i am telling myself not be affected by a small comment.
but i am.
cause i am very shocked every now and then when i heard what ppl think of me and i know thats not true.
i dun understand why is ppl with a bad character but nice outlook can have someone willing to tahan them and think they are great.
while cause i dun look as good. then my character will be double times bad?
though i fact i know i am a generally kind person.

looks really means alot.
it gives you extra credits to clear the other parts of ur unperfection.

i seriously dun understand why is the world create to be like this.
god ,can u tell me?
can u answer me why my life is being plan and plot this way(by you)?

can u give me a preview is there is still hope?

why do i feel so ..... lost? restless? aimless? confused? doubtful? emptiness?
i dun even know what word can describe that feeling.
i can be busy and fill with lots of things in mind.
but there will be " this moment" every time that i will stop and ask...
what am i misssing?.
what kind of feeling is this?.
then i will turn to god.
i will ask if he's really there.
does he notice my existence?

then i will recall the "msg from god" from fb.
"god wants u to know that he have been listening and answering u.. its time u stop asking and quiet down to listen to him."

and then i will tell myself to listen hard...
whats the msg for me?..
can i find it?. can i understand it?

i am always so confused.. wondering...
i dunno whats wrong and i dunno how to fix it..

i think i am just like the tv series.- LOST..
the seasons continues but still lost.


i realise i only thin of blogging when i am feeling down..
when i am happy, i am too busy enjoying that moment that i am too lazy to write it donw.
when i am sad. the only place/ person i can talk to is the other me..
thats why i only blog when i am sad/ lost/ angry...but not happy.

guess thats not a good way to blog..
cause in this case... i will be storing sorrows and not happiness..

i am learning and trying
to understand myself.. what i am doing. what i wanted to achieve at the end.

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Finally manage to login using iPhone. Not very sure how to use that why have to try . But seems weird without seeing those layout .


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I finally got my Speedland PHOTO BOOK today. =]

i will have to book my sppedland concert dvd soon.
get my iphone.
packing my room.
get fitter- train cardio
buy new clothes.

TW trip awaits
save up some $
....
....
more to update as time goes along


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i have stop writing blog for quite awhile and since recently [ during my free time + when i am kind of emotional] i will write again.
ANd i think no one will be reading my blog already as they think i stop writing blog.
which is good. cause then i wont worry abt who is reading and write for the sake of writing for the ppl reading.
i wanted to write for myself. my feelings.

today is the party at jacky's place. overall its fun, and happiness all around. but still i can help to see the flaunt of it. maybe just because i am a perfectionist. i wanted to see if things can be done better and sometimes i get tensed up.
but many of the time i wanted it better not just for myself but of the benefits of others. thinking of how other might feel and voice it out . sometimes i think maybe i should just be more passive and not so empathic.

i just randomly read pick a friend blog to read .. just like what i did this morning.
i read zhao rong blog this morning and i read julia blog just a moment ago.
i feel that i am easily affect by emotions. ppl emotions. from their words.

from zhao rong blog i feel that i can feel my pain of not being loved enough. me needing more love. i get more emo and feel like crying for that i know i am always alone when i cry and i am smiling on the surface.

from julia however, i learnt that. i must learnt to love myself more.
i care too much abt ppl around me. and i lost myself. do i love myself enough?
i am a free thinker. i do want to find my own spritual attachment.
but maybe its just not the time yet.
i really envy julia for her chlid-likeness. some times that characteristic of her can be really irritating, damn annoying. but i just cant be mad at her for long as i know for that is just JULIA. i know her long enough to have accept it even though she sometimes make me feel she dun appreciate me a a friend much enough ... but sometimes, she can be "FUNNY" enough to make me [ dunno to laugh or to cry]
but whatever it is. i envy her. for she love herself enough, she got her HOME when she feel LOST.
and from her recent post.. of what she have learnt.. obviously i have also learnt the same.

how many time have any of you wake up from a dream crying?
i know that i have experiences it many times.
the other part of me knows how to keep it down.
so i guess i still sober enough to control my emotions.
sometimes i think i really have spilt personalities. for what i know i really am and for what ppl think i am from how i project myself out.
Protection layer we call it.

Only soulmates will know.
so far i guess i dun have any.
but i do know who can see inner me. namely, the sec gang. you know who you are.
i can tell them everything frankly.
My best, wonderful, NO.1 god-bro in taiwan. chung ting. He knows me.
Another 1 who i think i can tell anything to him is Erick Alvamart, currently in US.
and of course, weird but amazingly- Julia is one of them.
dunno why i feel that i can tell her anything and she understand.. or did she not?. LOL

Am i not satisfied to already have them?

What do i really need?.
I know i definately need a SIGN.

-ok. dun say you want give me signboard. ...

oh no. my 2 brains" are talking to each other AGAIN.

i guess i am confused by myself. and i am not sure what i am writing already.

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I had a dream.
my heart is pain, i cried.
sad for a reason that only i can see.
there is 2 of me while you only see 1.
wondering if the end to my dream is a happy ending?
i have wake up back into the reality.
confused by the feelings that my heart can still feel.
but i know for one thing that its no longer the same as before.
its getting weaker as the years pass.
for i think it might be of that cause.
i wonder if there is really a Pandora?
as i will really want to go.

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have not been updating the blog lately. cause simply because i am too busy.

of course my birthday party turn out to be a success,
jacky edith, ling qing, bernice all stayed in the end. including emily weilun,aaron, eric, and of course xuan leon julia me. it really fun and all of us had a great time tgt for the 3 days 2 nights.
thanks to all friends who attend and their company.
we play, we drink, we make noise, we ktv, we bowl.. it purely FUN.

and starting oct, i have been working night shift. it is tiring and i have to get use to the odd and late hrs.and of course its sad to have to stop dance due to the timing. but i really learn alot alot. its a great experience.
soon it will be coming to an end. and i have to look for a job soon. and hope i can be back at dance with my fellow dancers.

time flies and its dec. just attended edith and jacky wedding on sat-19 dec @ grand hyatt.
my 1st time being sisters. 1st time wearing a dress to dance on the wedding.
1st time feel that true love does exist.
thanks to jacky and edith.
i am happy that i know them both.
i am so touched by their vows for each other during Solemnization that i teared.
really happy for the both of them.

its coming to dec end and soon it will be jan and then my project will end mid feb.
its a new year and a new beginning.

i hope for the best and that everything will be smooth for everyone... especially myself.

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HAIZ...
very sad...

at 1st i just want to have fun with my friends.
then i realise i only create more problems for myself
i purly wants to have a party tahts all.
nv expect that it will be so troublesome.
if i knew earlier.
i will have just still to my sec friends plan.
they will plan everything. i dun need worry.

now that i have my own chalet,
form booking of chalet to ordering fo bbq food etc.
all i settle.
very stress.
trying to make it good.
trying to kind of make up for my 21st birthday.
although now most things is confirmed,
BUT 1 big problem is.
no 1 is staying
if i know then in teh 1st place i will just be ordering buffet at my house.
now the chalet is booked and no1 is staying.
wasted

at 1st thought only 2nd night is bad...
only julia and me for my chalet
only yaxina and huiling for sec chalet
..
but now i realise.. 1st night is nth better.
got xuan leon me julia.
qing and ling probably not staying as ling got to work..
edith and jacky also not staying liao.
limei cant stay cause wnat study exam.
bernice not staying if there is no1 going back with her for 20th.
although xuan and leon night be going back on 20th.

seriously after knowing all the problem that suddenly arised..
i brain -blocked.
i cant think liao.
i feel so tired.
now so last min. cant find ppl to come 2nd day .
even if have ppl, no plan at all for 2nd night.
really cant think liao.
i think i need a break then come back to think abt this.
if not, i will break out.

i only have 3 days left.
and i am trying to tell myself ..
I have 3 days MORE. not that i ONLY have 3 days

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speechless.
.........
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today we celebrate bernice birthday.. she is 18 already.
ya. 18.. the best age to be..
i feel so old. haven been seeing many candles on the cake since pass the gate of 21.
LOL

going to have a parth this year for my birthday.
kind of making up for not celebrating my 21st.
why this year then make up lei?.
dunno ...just a random reason for having a party. cause this year the date is special to me.. 20 09 2009.

Today i finally bought the facial wash and stuff.
have been going to faceshop a few times but just cant bring myself to buy. cause very 心痛 to spend so much on that.
but i finally convince myself that i should 宠一宠 pamper myself.
its abt $100+. and i get free membership for life.
LOL.

Got 1 friend told me. Gals should always be at top form.
Dress up. Touch up. Tone Up.
Although i really dunno how to do so. but i do agree to a certain extend, gals really got to look good.
But i dun agree if guys use this as an excuse to stray and like another gal.
cause then the main problem is on the guy not on the gal.
the Guy shouldnt liek the gal for just looks. or being able to look good.

a friend i know from sdu msn me again.
i regret keeping contact with him.
not that he is very bad or what. in fact he is kind enough to have plan treating me a dinner for my birthday. even b4 that. he have been asking me out for dinner and movies.
but i already say clearly the 1st time that i dun mind go out alone with guy cause its not my 1st time anyway.
just to make it clear taht just friend only.
but everytime i seems to get myself into trouble in 1 way or another.
a couple of weeks ago, we argue over on msn . he actually blame me for not free to go out with him as a friend. which i feel ridiculous at that time.
i think to myself if i had once again give wrong signal.
anyway since we argue. i thought thats the end. and its also in a way good for me. getting myself out of trouble.
but a moment ago, he msn me again. ask me to goout for dinner as my birthday treat.
its very nice of him. but... i seriously dun want to make it worse.
but i dunno how to reject.
i dun have a bf i know..
but cant i just be single?
and i seriously dun think we click.
even if just being friends, its also based on a 1st rule.. whether we click or not.
长痛不如短痛
can anyone advise me how to end this?

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Without realising it,
it have been almost 1 mth since i last update the blog.

work "started" since 27th July.
But not the actual project.
have been coming in for work though.

1st 2 weeks is practising on AVID and do our own edits.
then its national day and right after mon holiday,
we are post to diff dept to work on something else since the project we suppose to be working on has been postpone again.
i am lucky to be post here.
learn new stuff. FInally touched on FCP.
play around and practice re-doing some old edits.
learn abt the flow of a actual work/project.... etc etc

as usual, every night still go dance... ok. not every night.
every mon wed thurs sun. total of 6 classes.
tues is RCIA church class.
sat are for those exhibitions- STGCC, NATAS, COMEX, BIRTHDAY CHALETs .. etc
Left Fri night...
my only rest day and also the only available day for gathering.
depends on my work of course.
might need to work shift and stay a little bit later whenever needed.

Still happy abt it as i am doing what i wanted to do all along.
it might not last long. all depends on my luck.
but at least i have it till Nov.

-------------------------------
moody this week. PMS.
those who want to irritates me. please do find a better time to do so.

and YOU. .. YES YOU... if you have no choice but to cross my path. i can understand that.
BUT do not keep stepping on my tail.
And DO NOT pick up my WORDS wrongly and thought that you got it right and thinking you are REAL SMART.
DO NOT act PRO cause we know you are not.
井水不犯河水。
天下太平。

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today i went trekking with my sec friends.
yaxin huiling weiting.
very nice of yaxin and huiling to have prepare the sandwiches and the [ham cheese cucumber].
LOL. dunno what is it call.
though i dun really love cheese that much and dun like cucumber.
but she used jap cucumber[which i dun hate that much] and the cheese is not to cheesy.
tgt with ham. taste nice.
and of course yaxin's tuna sandwiches.

along the trek . we saw many animals.
the komodo?. am i right. dunno the name la..
the monkeys.
the snake.. which is kind of rare.
cause its quite a long 1.... not very fat though.
just right in front of me.. crossing the path into the leaves and grass area beside the trekking path.
i was walking infront and i realise where there is this "black strip" that moves.
LOL
then my eyes just follow the tail to the head and realise its a snake.
wahaha. i know. I very slow.
haha
dun really dare take picture.
regret.

we took another route that is a bit diff from the route that i trek b4 with TAS.
and we came out to the roads opp bukit timah shopping centre.
then we went for late lunch cum dinner at Al-ameen.
and finally- HOME SWEET HOME.

anyway, picture of the trip is uploaded to facebook. as usual..
:P

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24th july
dinner with edith and jacky @ holland v. crystal jade steamboat.
its their treat for me helping with their bridal shooting.
nice food and nice chat.
Thanks

25th july
which is today.
early morning 9am meet xuan leon bernice aaron at the jurong spring cc.
went mac for breakfast and nv went in for the BGM talk.
yong da came at around 1030am.
and its abt time that the BGM talk ends.
therefor we went up.
the admin at table say we can go in from the back door.
so we slip in.
and in just 5mins, the BGM talk ends. and they want everyone exit from the back door.
so we naturally becoem the 1st to exit too.
LOL
ya. last to go in. 1st to exit. haha
then its time to collect the free nalgene bottle.
haha. the 6 of us seems very kiasu.
actually transport is provided. haha
again we seems very kiasu.
casue we 1st to collect the nalgene so we proceed to jurong safra[kbox] in own own transport and again,
haha. we are 1st to reach.
damn funny.
the k box not even open yet.
ok. finally we all get seated in the k box room and started singing.
the k box session came with 1 free drink and klunch box too.
and also we had a surprise cake and celebration for leon birthday[ which is tmr].
Aprt from the cake.. the nalgene and k box session is only $5.
All thanks to the Jurong Spring YEC.
thanks for organizing such a fun event.
and of course thanks weiting for informing me abt this event.

after k box,
we went Jp coffee bean for a drink and chat.
and after which at 4pm, we left Jp and reach boonlay. xuna need exchange currency while i check on my bro handphone which have been sent for checking.
and guess what the shop say the phone its not there.
they question whether i did left teh phone ther in the 1st place.
please la..
in teh 1st place my bro brought the phone and haven even use. its spoil.
its our fault that we haven use it and till it over warrenty tehn sent for check.
but that also why the gal say the only thing she can help is to sent to supplier to chek what worng.
she took my number and put it inside the box. and nv give me a new receipt.
she told me might need quite long cause my case special.
so yup. i did wait a little too long. cause its almost 3 mth since then.
and today i finally went back.
but thats not teh main point.
the phone shouldnt be just missiing..
i mean they also nv give me a call back to inform me abt the phone on their respoonsibility.
NOW the phone is mysteriously missing. and tehy actually thinks i lying?. the way they look at me as if i am lying.
as if i nv leave th phone there.. totally RIDICULOUS. the phone just dissappear into thin air?
She ask me go home and give her 2 days to find the phone and if the phone is still with the supplier. tehy will get me back a new 1. but nv mention if cannot find then how..
whatever. i will wait till mon then call them again. Crazy... 莫名其妙。RiDICULOUS.
.....
and finally here i am, back at home.
tired.

tmr still got a trekking session with yaxin huiling and weiting.

overall its still a fun day.

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UPDATES
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9th july
Edith & Jacky Bridal shooting
Studio and Outdoor
Me being their PA- Juan Jie.

Left them and went for movie[Ice Age 3] @ PS around evening time.

10th july
Meeting with my insurance consultant.
haiz. although no $. but there are some things that still must spend on.
upgraded my policy with more illness , accidential and hospitality assurance.

11th-12th july
Pengerang trip with Sisi, huiling, nelly, gab and his friends.
get to know many new friends.

13th-17th july
planned to check out bro hp status,
go da vinci exhibition,
dinner with edith and jacky,
facial appt that i already paid for.
etc...
BUT none of it is done.

18th july.
Ballet under the stars @ fort canning with hiphoppers.
heard and knew some shocking news. but apart of that.
all of us still have fun.
and we supper at the xing wang HK cafe.
love their company. its always fun and enjoyable.

21st july.
finally went to do my facial.
as usual. sales... ask me do teh better 1 at another $$.
whatever. but i did not agree.
so she did not squeeze much of my 黑头.
but still 1st time squeeze. very pain ok.
and although she nv do a full squeeze[due to my package price] but still i end up with my face red red here and there.
but in just awhile. its fine already. so still not that bad la.

22nd july
finally went for my da vinci exhibition.
planned the time nicely. to reach at 3pm. and end at 6pm.should be enough time.
sway sway " aunt visit", need go shop buy "stuff".
wasted 30 mins.
in the end i still manage to finish the exhibition on my own pace. but with no extra time to rewalk 1 round or even to shop some of the souvenirs etc.
its quite a tight schedule.
therefore i advise those going the exhibition. to go no later than 3pm. Best timing is 2pm.

Gee -SNSD Girls Generation



PumaShock Version

today is a happy day.

i go ktv with bernice at jurong safra.
at 1st we plan go there for the k happy k student tapas promo.
but when we are there, the person say that promo is not available there as the cooking materials ,pots and pans are not ready yet.
so we say nvm. then we go ahead with teh normal package which is $13++ for 2-7pm.
but they charge us $11.50++ which is till 5pm only caus ethey say got quite alot of booking for today.
but nvm in the end we sing till 6pm. total cost $19.10
our room number is 20.
the room is very big. i nv notice it till bernice mention it..
she said: " hey, 1st time i get this big room with just 2 person"
haha. by then, i realise.. :oh ya hor.
She very funny and cute as usual.
Had a really great time with her.
apart from the- scaring me a few times while i am choosing the songs from the monitor.
if i got heart attack...haha. Choy!
LOL~
DEAR Bernice,
pls dun do that again next time.. I am old.
cant tahan the scare. got heart attack.

~LOL

then she went for for her ballet teaching at JW.
while i go walk walk at JP for 30 mins b4 i went to meet my primary school friends at lakeside.
had dinner with them at a vegetarian shop near our house.
table number/ rather it is actually a numbertag for our food.
its number 20 .. AGAIN.
didnt know got that shop till just now.
nice food there.
after dinner we sat at the park to chat for awhile b4 we took the bus home.

happy to be meeting up with primary school friend after such a long long time.

aprt from the above,
i realise my day is link with number 20.
and 20 is my birthdate. not this mth though.
but my birthday is 20 sept - 20 09.
and this year is 2009.
my friend say must but 4D.
haha

thats bascially my day.

heard from weiting there is a jurong spring promo to kbox on 25th july .9-2pm
will find out more from her and look forward to the next kbox session.
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photos from KTV

Utada Hikaru - "Come Back To Me"

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Love her -
First Love _ Majo no Jouken
Flavor of Life_Hana Yori Dango
Distance
Can You Keep a Secret_Hero
Prisoner of Love_Last Friends
Eternally_Innocent Love

and now her - Come Back to Me

She is really a talent.
Love her voice, Love her music.

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today, i meet ling to bring her go make her specs as lester's shop at queensway.
then we proceed to the hair salon at the market at my house.
perm or rebond?
always the same question when i going to the salon.
and as usual. i did rebond.
LOL
just like the previous time.. which is just last year during new year [we did our rebond and dye at june's aunt salon]
this time same thing, i did a rebond and i cut the fringe as banks.
the only diff thing is that instead of dyeing my whole head red like previous time.
i highlighted it. .. still in red ... LOL
haha
no choice. RED is just so my color.
turn out looking like bernice's hair.
haha.
but pardon me. i did not copy her..
i already did my hair this way since last new year.
wahaha.

as for ling,
her hair turn from grass to feather.
haha
smooth and soft silky.
in fact my hair also become smooth soft silky.
ling hightlighted her hair copper bronze(am i right again?)
lol.
whatever. its is just a matching color to her current color(she dye it bronze in taiwan tgt with the perm that "grass"ed her hair)
and with the ending cut, her fringe is cut slanted to 1 side.

there is actually lots of diff package and brand for the chemical used.
we chose the better brand and package.
SPA REBOND. $159.
Highlight. $54. (mine is $54 + $10)adding in dunno what extra stuff to make my red more obvious.

we sat there from 3pm till 9pm.
ya. correct... its 6 hrs.
LOL

but happy to have the hair nice nice now.
oh.. and because of being at the salon,
i missed my RCIA class which is suppose to be at 8pm.
didnt expect to be at the salon for such long hrs.
so tired. fall asleep a couple of times.

thats all folk!.
update next time.


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Updates
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Last week is a Busy weekend for me

To start off, I will like to mention that Thurs is the end of my training and ready for the work to start anytime.
Tentatively, we know we should be starting work 1st july.
But i got a new today that the whole project will be delay. and our work will be delay too. will be postpone till 22nd July.
Will have to wait for further notice.

Then on Fri, its Lena's wedding day.
She is now officially MRS Tang.
the wedding dinner is at night.
buti went there early iwth jacky and edith.
cause jacky is the MC. and edith and me taking his car. so we went early
we had luch tgt then we go back to meet jacky.
and while the rest is having their rehearsal, jacky and edith need to go try out jacky suit for their wedding.
Jenn went with us as she got to go run some errands for the lena's wedding.
we went to settle lena's stuff 1st. cause its her wedding day.
then we went to try jacky suit.
then we get back to the wedding at fullerton.
its around 5pm already , at around 6pm, me and edith go dress up and get ready.
Thanks limei for making the nice hairdo for me.>Love Ya
Thanks edith for lending me the handbag
and Thansk julia for lendin me the necklace.. and of course
thanks both of you for being my fashion consultant.
LOL
Great job to all dancers (and their bf too).
The wedding ends kind of late.
and although we intend to do something afetr day. but to be frank i am so tired.
and the next day still got dance workshop.
so in the end we all went home.
limei went bernice house.
and aaron stayed at my house.
he played wii for teh whole night till next morning around 10am.
completing the whole siperman RPG game. plus continuing to play the mario sonic olympic game. [ i am a light sleeper. thast why i know].. LOL
i cannot tahan my tireness . therefore i wnet to sleep at 6am.
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Sat...
Workshops is at 1pm.
i wake up at 11am.
i know aaron just went to sleep.
so i only wake him up at 11.45
i intended to leave house at 12.
but in the end. we are almost late.
so we share a cab down and reach there abt 10 mins early.
and guess what we are the 1st to reach.

workshops ends around 5pm. we went back to xuan house and get ready for the appt that night.
its a belated birthday celebration with chonglin and gang (xuan sec friends)
we went to watch transformers II that night.
nice food at billy bombers, and Nice Movie.
the movie ends at 1230 plus.
by the time i reach home its around 1plus.
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Sun...
TBG 2009 @ Expo.
We arrange to meet at 6pm.
Xuan & leon come fetch me at around 4 plus 5pm. to her house.
then they change and get ready as morning they got another appt at bird park.
we left house at around 5 plus. and went to mac drive in to grab some food.
we reached expo at 630pm.
there are lots of ppl already there queuing.
The show is good. very good. damn good. DOPE.
Love All-Stars, WCO, Cool Mint, SD crew...
overseas crews and local crews.
Great show.
whole thingy ended at around 10 plus 11pm... am i right?. lol
then we went changi village for supper.

thats abt all for my weekend.

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just doing some random browsing online and found out that nike got design a dance shoe specially for womens.
might be already out there for some time.
but no matter what, i just get to know abt this now.
and guess what...
i make a promise to myself.
i am going to get 1.

Nike Womens Air Troupe Mid Metallic Silver/Pink











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quoting from the web:
The "Nike Air Troupe Mid Women's Dance Shoe" was designed for women who like to get down on the dancefloor. After two years of research conducted in collaboration with Hip Hop dancers and b-girls of New York, LA , Paris, Seoul and Tokyo.

It was inspired by the Dunk or the Air Force One generally used by the dancers, but still much more flexible for greater flexibility of the foot. It also has a reinforced outer sole, a heel-slip surface and its opening on the back of the ankle; lighter thanks to its midsole. The Troupe can be completely customized with Nike ID as well.

The Nike Air Troupe Mid is the first shoe designed especially for hip hop dancers. The Air Troupe is deceivingly lightweight and flexible.
Features include: dance specific flex grooves in the sole, Nike Air technology, padded tongue, & raised center pivots for the most complex dance moves around!
It may not be the best looking sneaker around, but the tech specs more than make up for it.

Dancers need shoes, not just ballet dancers but all dancers!

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for nike store online- USA,
they can even customise the colors for the entire shoe in detail parts.
but not available outside USA. so sad.

i make sure i get 1..
no matter what colors.
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very soon

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